“Oh you’re enjoying this!” Kebes shouted, and began another torrent of abuse.
I’m sure it’s not true that Father deliberately used the dull knives to make it take longer. It’s just that he didn’t have much experience with flaying the skin off a living man. Who does, except Kebes himself? I’d never considered before the way skin folds over muscles and fat and bones, certainly never seen it. Kebes abused him on and on for as long as he could, and Father kept asking his questions, patiently, but after a while it was mostly screaming.
I picked up Ficino’s hat and left then. I’d seen enough—too much. I don’t know how Father could stand it. He stood there skinning him alive, with parted lips and a half-smile, remote, intent on the work, peeling back the skin, seeming as calm as if he were composing music, repeating his questions. Neleus stayed beside him, spattered with blood, handing him new knives when he reached down for them. I couldn’t have done it. Kebes deserved to die, yes, and I would have killed him myself. But if I had been Father I’d have let my knife slip when I was near an artery, and ended it quickly.
Erinna left with me, and Auge entrusted her children to us. “I don’t think I could torture anyone to death,” I said as we went out. “Not even Kebes.” I could still hear his screams echoing around the marvelous acoustics of the colosseum.
“Kebes must have done it before. To other people,” Erinna said. “Did you know there were Young Ones killed today? And locals? There are bodies. Somebody will have to bury them.”
“Only murderers and heretics get flayed,” Auge’s daughter said.
“They’ll burn the bodies and put the ashes in urns,” Auge’s son said.
I nodded. It was a sad necessity we’d experienced a few times at home after art raids. “What are heretics anyway?”
“People who think the wrong thing about God and Yayzu,” she said.
My eyes met Erinna’s and we both grimaced. “And this seemed like such a nice place,” she said.
“How often did Matthias flay heretics?” I asked.
“Not often. Every year or so, here, less often in the other cities,” Auge’s son said. “Some people like it, but I think it’s horrible to watch. I hate screaming.”
“It’s horrible. But Kebes deserves to end up that way,” I said.
The sun was setting as we came down to the harbor, sinking peacefully and splendidly into the sea, which spread out gold and blue like a bolt of shot silk, an even more beautiful sunset than the day before. Auge’s children had invited us to their home, but we wanted to get back to our ship. The Excellence was still bobbing safely at her anchorage in the bay, but to our astonishment the Goodness was a smoldering wreck at the dockside.
I hadn’t understood from what Kebes said about attacking the Excellence that this was something that he had arranged to have happen during the contest. Flaying suddenly seemed too good for him.
It seemed our little boat had been burned in the fighting, but Erinna persuaded one of the women who had a fishing boat ready to go out that she could do better ferrying people back to the Excellence. She gave her a coin. “Where did you get that?” I asked as the fisherwoman rowed us to the ship.
“Maecenas gave me a handful at Marissa, for buying stores. I have a few left.”
There had been a battle aboard, very bloody, but we had won and beaten off the Lucians. As in the colosseum, not all the Lucians had wanted to fight us, and the small number Kebes could organize to attack weren’t all that many more than the watch Maecenas had left aboard.
Maia was standing at the rail with a bow slung as we came aboard. She had a cut on her forehead which had bled a great deal, staining her kiton, but she was otherwise unharmed. “I killed two people,” she said, shaken.
“I killed one in the fighting in the colosseum, and so did Neleus,” Erinna said. “I also wounded two people, but of course I don’t know if they’ll recover.” I was sure the man I’d pushed onto her blade would die. Maia hugged her, and then me too. She gave her bow to somebody else and we sat down together on the big coil of rope on the deck.
“What happened?” she asked. We started to tell her, the contest first, and then the fight. I was relieved that Erinna’s description of my flight was that I took a great leap in the air and landed as easily as a cat.
“Ficino’s dead,” I said, realizing for the first time that Maia didn’t know. “He said he’d had a wonderful life and he had died defending excellence and we shouldn’t grieve.” I began to weep as I remembered it. I pulled his hat out of my kiton and gave it to her.
She took it and turned it over in her hands. “He always said he’d die at ninety-nine,” Erinna said.
“Idiotic numerology,” Maia sniffed, wiping her eyes on her kiton.
“He said we were Amazons,” Erinna said. “And Trojan heroes.”
“It wasn’t the way I imagined fighting side by side,” I said, only then realizing that we had indeed fought side by side, in a battle.
“It’s one of those things that’s better in stories,” Erinna said.
“We can put up a monument to Ficino when we get home,” I said, trying to comfort Maia, who was trying to stifle her sobbing. “In Florentia, which he loved so much.”
“I’ve seen his tomb,” Maia said, wiping her eyes again. “Years ago, of course, before I came here. He’s buried in the Duomo, a temple in the heart of the original city of Florentia. It’s a Renaissance building based on a classical original, which couldn’t be more appropriate for him. He was buried with the greatest honor his people could give him.”
“Good,” I said. “And we will do the same. But I miss him. I miss him like I miss Mother. Of course we’ll honor their memory, and of course their souls have gone on to new lives, but I hadn’t finished talking to them in this life.” I knew what death meant now. It was conversations cut off.
“I know what you mean. He was my friend from the first day I met him,” Maia said, steadying her chin with her hand. “Without him both the Renaissance and the Republic would have been poorer. But that we can honor. It’s the twinkle in his eye that I’ll really miss.”
I hugged her. It was odd, but in a way I felt closer to Maia than anyone else. Father was Father, with all the advantages and disadvantages of that. And for Mother, of course, he came first, second, and third, while the rest of us came somewhere around ninth. That’s why Maia and Ficino were both so important to me. I’d realized that since Mother died. They both really did put their pupils first, after philosophy and the City. I was on the edges of Father and Mother’s lives, but I was in the heart of theirs. And that was reasonable, was all right, because after all Father was the god Apollo, and how could I possibly be as important as that? Even if now I had divine powers, and maybe I was going to be a god. (But a god of what? Flight was taken. Was there a god of translation?)
The deck lights came on. The Goodness was plainly sinking, but a few of her lights also flickered on even as she foundered. “What happened in the fighting here?” Erinna asked.
“They used a fireship,” Maia said. “But the wind changed. And they came to board us, but we stood them off. I shot one. Only a few of them got aboard. Caerellia was killed, fighting, and young Phaenarete.”
Maecenas came back just then, with Phaedrus and our wounded. “We need to get everyone back aboard and do a headcount so we know how many we’re missing,” he said. “You four get started, find out exactly who’s aboard and what condition they’re in.”
“Is Kebes dead yet?” Erinna asked.