III
“Ach, here!” Praskovya Ivanovna indicated an easy chair near the table and sank heavily into it with the assistance of Mavriky Nikolaevitch. “I wouldn't have sat down in your house, my lady, if it weren't for my legs,” she added in a breaking voice.
Varvara Petrovna raised her head a little, and with an expression of suffering pressed the fingers of her right hand to her right temple, evidently in acute pain (tic douloureux).
“Why so, Praskovya Ivanovna; why wouldn't you sit down in my house? I possessed your late husband's sincere friendship all his life; and you and I used to play with our dolls at school together as girls.”
Praskovya Ivanovna waved her hands.
“I knew that was coming! You always begin about the school when you want to reproach me — that's your way. But to my thinking that's only fine talk. I can't stand the school you're always talking about.”
You've come in rather a bad temper, I'm afraid; how are your legs? Here they're bringing you some coffee, please have some, drink it and don't be cross.”
“Varvara Petrovna, you treat me as though I were a child. I won't have any coffee, so there!”
And she pettishly waved away the footman who was bringing her coffee. (All the others refused coffee too except Mavriky Nikolaevitch and me. Stepan Trofimovitch took it, but put it aside on the table. Though Marya Timofyevna was very eager to have another cup and even put out her hand to take it, on second thoughts she refused it ceremoniously, and was obviously pleased with herself for doing so.)
Varvara Petrovna gave a wry smile.
“I'll tell you what it is, Praskovya Ivanovna, my friend, you must have taken some fancy into your head again, and that's why you've come. You've simply lived on fancies all your life. You flew into a fury at the mere mention of our school; but do you remember how you came and persuaded all the class that a hussar called Shablykin had proposed to you, and how Mme. Lefebure proved on the spot you were lying. Yet you weren't lying, you were simply imagining it all to amuse yourself. Come, tell me, what is it now? What are you fancying now; what is it vexes you?”
“And you fell in love with the priest who used to teach us scripture at school — so much for you, since you've such a spiteful memory. Ha ha ha!”
She laughed viciously and went off into a fit of coughing.
“Ah, you've not forgotten the priest then . . .” said Varvara Petrovna, looking at her vindictively.
Her face turned green. Praskovya Ivanovna suddenly assumed a dignified air.
“I'm in no laughing mood now, madam. Why have you drawn my daughter into your scandals in the face of the whole town? That's what I've come about.'
“My scandals?” Varvara Petrovna drew herself up menacingly.
“Maman, I entreat you too, to restrain yourself,” Lizaveta Nikolaevna brought out suddenly.
“What's that you say?” The maman was on the point of breaking into a squeal again, but catching her daughter's flashing eye, she subsided suddenly.
“How could you talk about scandal, maman?” cried Liza, flushing red. “I came of my own accord with Yulia Mihailovna's permission, because I wanted to learn this unhappy woman's story and to be of use to her.”
“This unhappy woman's story!” Praskovya Ivanovna drawled with a spiteful laugh. “Is it your place to mix yourself up with such 'stories.' Ach, enough of your tyrannising!” She turned furiously to Varvara Petrovna. “I don't know whether it's true or not, they say you keep the whole town in order, but it seems your turn has come at last.”
Varvara Petrovna sat straight as an arrow ready to fly from the bow. For ten seconds she looked sternly and immovably at Praskovya Ivanovna.
“Well, Praskovya, you must thank God that all here present are our friends,” she said at last with ominous composure. “You've said a great deal better unsaid.”
“But I'm not so much afraid of what the world will say, my lady, as some people. It's you who, under a show of pride, are trembling at what people will say. And as for all here being your friends, it's better for you than if strangers had been listening.”
“Have you grown wiser during this last week?”
“It's not that I've grown wiser, but simply that the truth has come out this week.”
“What truth has come out this week? Listen, Praskovya Ivanovna, don't irritate me. Explain to me this minute, I beg you as a favour, what truth has come out and what do you mean by that?”
“Why there it is, sitting before you!” and Praskovya Ivanovna suddenly pointed at Marya Timofyevna with that desperate determination which takes no heed of consequences, if only it can make an impression at the moment. Marya Timofyevna, who had watched her all the time with light-hearted curiosity, laughed exultingly at the sight of the wrathful guest's finger pointed impetuously at her, and wriggled gleefully in her easy chair.
“God Almighty have mercy on us, they've all gone crazy!” exclaimed Varvara Petrovna, and turning pale she sank back in her chair.
She turned so pale that it caused some commotion. Stepan Trofimovitch was the first to rush up to her. I drew near also; even Liza got up from her seat, though she did not come forward. But the most alarmed of all was Praskovya Ivanovna herself; She uttered a scream, got up as far as she could and almost wailed in a lachrymose voice:
“Varvara Petrovna, dear, forgive me for my wicked foolishness! Give her some water, somebody.”
“Don't whimper, please, Praskovya Ivanovna, and leave me alone, gentlemen, please, I don't want any water!” Varvara Petrovna pronounced in a firm though low voice, with blanched lips.
“Varvara Petrovna, my dear,” Praskovya Ivanovna went on, a little reassured, “though I am to blame for my reckless words, what's upset me more than anything are these anonymous letters that some low creatures keep bombarding me with; they might write to you, since it concerns you, but I've a daughter!”