Henry threw down the last fragment, and Toby’s mirth brought a look of perplexity to his own face as to its pleasurable nature.
‘Now look at the plate all in pieces,’ said Eliza. ‘It was unkind of Toby.’
‘It likes it,’ said the latter after a moment’s inspection. ‘Only one plate. Now three, five, sixteen.’
‘No, it does not like it. How would Toby like to be broken?’
‘Toby little boy.’
‘Will he eat that pudding?’ said Bennet. ‘It will be safer not to try.’
‘After all that,’ said Eliza.
Toby looked up in a frowning manner, and after a minute of watching the pudding disappear, made signs of peremptory demand. He was given a portion and ate it without help, scraping his plate and setting down his spoon with precision. Then he gave a reminiscent giggle.
‘Another plate.’
‘You have one in front of you,’ said Henry.
‘Oh, no,’ said Toby.
‘You are a good boy not to throw it,’ said Eliza.
‘Not throw it. Oh, no. Poor plate.’
‘You are too big to be so naughty,’ said Bennet to Henry. ‘Toby sets you an example.’
‘You always tell us to amuse him,’ said Megan, ‘and nothing has ever amused him so much.’
‘Amuse him,’ said Toby. ‘Toby laugh, didn’t he?’
‘Why did he think it was so funny?’ said Megan.
Toby looked up as if interested in the response.
‘He has a sense of humour like a savage,’ said Henry.
‘No,’ said his brother.
‘Savages laugh when the others’ heads are blown off, even when their own are just going to be. Their minds are like Toby’s.’
‘Or like yours, when you told him about the plate,’ said Eliza, with simply disparaging intent.
‘Henry,’ said Toby, in agreement with this criticism. ‘Dear Toby!’
‘Now, you must be ready to go downstairs,’ said Bennet, rising and laying hands on Megan.
‘Can’t we send down word that I am not very well?’
Bennet continued her ministrations without reply.
‘Dear Toby!’ said the latter, leaning towards Bennet in insistence on this point of view.
‘Yes, yes, dear Toby!’
Toby relapsed into his own pursuits, and wrapping his bib round his mug, rocked it to and fro.
‘The mug would break, if you threw it down,’ said Henry. Toby raised a warning finger and hushed the mug in his arms.
Chapter 2
‘Another meal!’ said Cassius Clare, coming to the luncheon table. ‘The same faces, the same voices, the same things said. I daresay the same food.’
‘You should provide another voice and face,’ said his father. ‘You set the example of always bringing your own.’
‘I wonder if we could dispense with meals,’ said Cassius, using a sincere tone.
‘And what is your conclusion?’
‘We might perhaps dispense with luncheon. The children have it upstairs, and older people do not need so much to eat.’
‘Any arrangement you wish could be made in your case.’
‘Perhaps you are too old to go so long without food.’
‘I could have a tray in my room. That would be in accordance with my age.’
‘And then there would only be your own face,’ said Flavia, ‘and I suppose no voice.’
‘And Flavia might say she wanted something to eat in the middle of the day,’ said Cassius.
‘It is true that I might,’ said his wife.
‘So it only leaves me to dispense with the meal. And that would not make much difference.’
‘It would to yourself,’ said old Mr Clare. ‘Have you thought of the difference it would make?’
‘It may not be worth while to make the change for one person.’
‘It is for you to decide,’ said Flavia. ‘It involves no one else.’
‘So you have upset your scheme, my boy,’ said Mr Clare. Cassius began to carve the meat, breathing rather deeply.
‘Will you have any of this?’ he said to his wife.
‘I will have what I usually do.’
‘A good deal, isn’t it?’ said Cassius, seeming to operate with some effort.
‘I should think an average amount.’
‘This is not a meal we were to dispense with,’ said Mr Clare.
‘I think most women eat less,’ said Cassius, looking at the plate as it left him.
‘Well, this is what I will eat,’ said his wife.
‘I wonder what we are quarrelling about.’
‘You can hardly do that, my boy, as you have arranged it,’ said Mr Clare.
‘Do you think that bookcase would look better further to the left?’ said Cassius, with his head to one side.
‘Not to me, when I have seen it where it is for so long. It would look in the wrong place. And I should think it would to you, as you have seen it there for even longer.’
Cassius regarded it in independent consideration.
‘Did you say you had seen the children this morning?’ he said to his wife, as though realizing no more than this about her utterance.
‘I did not say so, as you know. But I have seen them or seen four of them,’ said Flavia, her voice changing as she spoke. ‘And a picture they made, alike and different, and individual and the same. Toby was still asleep.’
‘Did Miss Ridley add to the picture?’
‘She looked herself, as she does. Yes, she added something of her own. I hope the post is what she needs.’
‘I hope she is the person to fill it. That should be our concern.’
‘It was naturally our chief one. It should not exclude the other. I am afraid it tends to do so.’
‘I am sure of it,’ said Mr Clare. ‘I would not say I was afraid.’
Cassius looked at his companions’ plates, and took a shred of meat himself, as if to fill the time. In a moment he gave a sigh and fully supplied his plate, as though conformity were unavoidable. As he did so, he happened to meet his wife’s eyes.
‘Having my luncheon after all!’ he said, as if quoting her thought.
‘A good many people are doing that.’
‘But they did not say they would not have any,’ said Cassius, still in the quoting tone.
‘I daresay they did. It is a thing people do.’
‘So I am just like anyone else?’
‘No, you need not be afraid of it, my boy,’ said Mr Clare.
‘Like a good many people in that,’ said Flavia.
‘And you are different?’ said Cassius.
‘I may be in the minority. The matter is a small one.’
‘How many of us think that about ourselves?’
‘All of us,’ said his father. ‘And not only on that ground.’
‘On more important ones?’
‘Yes, yes, on those, my boy.’
‘I hardly think we are all so much alike,’ said Flavia.
‘Neither do I,’ said Cassius. ‘I often wonder if I belong to the same species as other people.’
‘And what conclusion do you come to?’ said Mr Clare.
‘To my own conclusion. I daresay you often wonder it about yourself.’
‘No, I know I belong to the same. I have had long enough to learn it.’
‘Do we mean the same thing, or not?’
‘The same,’ said Flavia, smiling. ‘Everyone always means it.’
‘Now there is something I have been- wanting to say,’ said Cassius, replenishing his plate, as if his thoughts were elsewhere. ‘Fabian is getting too old to be with women and children.’
‘He will go to a public school in a year. A home life is best for boys in childhood. It is what I shall do for Henry, and so what I do for his brothers.’
‘I suppose Guy is your favourite of your stepchildren?’
‘I have no stepchildren. I have four sons and a daughter. I can see it in no other way.’