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made flesh, of ideas given human form and volition. Little gods, held

tight to existence by the poets who knew them best and, by knowing,

bound them. Removing-the-Part-That-Continues, called Seedless.

WaterMoving-Down, called Rain or Seaward. Stone-Made-Soft who had no

other name. And his own-Corrupting-the-Generative, called Sterile, whom

Maati had not quite bound, and who had remade the world.

The lessons he had learned as a boy, the conversations he had had as a

man and a poet, they all came back to him dimly. Fragments and moments,

insights but not all the steps that had led him there. A mosquito whined

in the gloom, and Maati waved it away.

Teaching his girls was like telling the story of his life and finding

there were holes in it. He knew things-structures of grammar and

metaphor, anecdotes of long-dead poets and the bindings they had made,

occult relationships between abstractions like shapes and numbers and

the concrete things of the world-without remembering how he'd learned

them. Every lecture he gave, he had to half-invent. Every question he

answered, he had to solve in his mind to be sure. On one hand, it was as

awkward as using a grand palace as a lesson on how to build scaffolding.

And on the other, it was making him a better poet and a better teacher

than he would ever have been otherwise.

He sat up, the canvas cot groaning as his weight shifted. The room was

tiny and quiet; the stone walls wept and smelled of fungus. Halfaware of

his surroundings and half in the fine points of ancient grammars, Maati

rose and trundled up the short flight of stairs. The warehouse stood

empty, the muted daylight and the sound of light rain making their way

through the high, narrow windows. His footsteps echoed as he crossed to

the makeshift lecture hall.

Benches of old, splintering wood squatted near a length of wall smooth

enough to take chalk. The markings of the previous evening still shone

white against the stone. Maati squinted at them.

Age was a thief. It took his wind, it made his heart race at odd times,

and it stole his sleep. But the worst of all the little indignities was

his sight. He hadn't thought about the blessing that decent vision was

until his eyes started to fail. It made his head ache a bit, but he

found the diagram he'd been thinking of, traced it with his fingertips,

considered, and then took a rag from the pail of water beside his little

podium and washed the marks away. He could start there tonight, with the

four categories of being and their relationships. It was a subtle point,

but without it, the girls would never build a decent binding.

There were five of them now: Irit, Ashti Beg, Vanjit, Small Kae, and

Large Kae. Half a year ago, there had been seven, but Umnit had tried

her binding, failed, and perished. Lisat had given up and left him. Just

as well, really. Lisat had been a good-hearted girl, but slow-witted as

a cow. And so, five. Or six, if he counted Eiah.

Eiah had been a gift from the gods. She spent her days in the palaces of

Utani, playing the daughter of Empire. He knew it was a life she

disliked, but she saw to it that food and money found their way to

Maati. And being part of the court let her keep an ear out for gossip

that would serve them, like a dispute over the ownership of a low-town

warehouse that left both claimants barred from visiting the building

until judgment was passed. The warehouse had been Maati's for two months

now. It was beginning to feel like his own. He dropped the rag back into

its pail, found the thick cube of chalk, and started drawing the charts

for the evening's lecture. He wondered whether Eiah would be able to

join them. She was a good student, when she could slip away from her

life at the palace. She asked good questions.

The crude iron bolt turned with a sound like a dropped hammer, and the

small, human-size door beside the great sliding walls intended for carts

and wagons opened. A woman's figure was silhouetted against the soft

gray light. It was neither of the Kaes, but his eyes weren't strong

enough to make out features. When she came in, closing the door behind

her, he recognized Vanjit by her gait.

"You're early, Vanjit-cha," Maati said, turning back to the wall and chalk.

"I thought I might be able to help," she said. "Are you well, Maaticha?"

Vanjit had been with him for almost a year now. She had come to his

covert school, as all the others had, through a series of happy

accidents. Another of his students-Umnit-had fallen into conversation

with her, and something had sparked between them. Umnit had presented

Vanjit as a candidate to join in their work. Reluctantly, Maati had

accepted her.

The girl had a brilliant mind, no question. But she had been a child in

Udun, the only one of her family to survive when the Galts had come, and

the memory of that slaughter still touched her eyes from time to time.

She might laugh and talk and make music, but she bore scars on her body

and in her mind. In the months he had spent working with her, Maati had

come to realize what had first unnerved him about the girclass="underline" of all the

students he had taught, she was most like him.

He had lost his family in the war as well-his almost-son Nayiit, his

lover Liat, and the man he had once thought his dearest friend. Otah,

Emperor of the Khaiem. Otah, favored of the gods, who couldn't fall down

without landing on rose petals. They had not all died, but they were all

lost to him.

"Maati-cha?" Vanjit said. "Did I say something wrong?"

Maati blinked and took a pose of query.

"You looked angry," she said.

"Nothing," Maati said, shifting the chalk to his other hand and shaking

the ache from his fingers. "Nothing, Vanjit-kya, my mind was just

wandering. Come, sit. There's nothing that you need to do, but you can

keep me company while I get ready."

She sat on the bench, one leg tucked under her. He noticed that her hair

and robe were wet from the rain. There was mud on her boots. She'd been

walking out in the weather. Maati hesitated, chalk halfway back to the

stone.

"Or," he said slowly, "perhaps I should ask if you've been well?"

She smiled and took a pose that dismissed his concerns.

"Bad dream again," she said. "That's all."

"About the baby," Maati said.

"I could feel him inside of me," she said. "I could feel his heartbeat.

It's strange. I hate dreaming about him. The nightmares that I'm back in

the war-I may scream myself awake, but at least I'm pleased that the

dream's ended. When I dream about him, I'm happy. I'm at peace. And then

..."

She gestured at the childless world around them.

"It's worse, wishing I could sleep and dream and never awake."

Maati's heart rang in sympathy, like a crystal bowl taking up the

ringing of a great bell. How many times had he dreamed that Nayiit