Once more they halted, and left the coach, and stood in a semicircle about the driver, at the edge of the harbour, facing the statue of a mermaid on a boulder. Craig, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, remained at the rear, huddled inside his trench coat, desperate for the one warmth that he desired.
Someone tugged at his sleeve. He turned his head, and she was below him, white béret on golden tresses. Her broad smile was engaging, and her coral sweater was still unbuttoned in defiance of the low temperature. Hearty little mermaid, he told himself. But then he saw that she must feel the chill, for the nipples of her breasts had hardened and were now visibly outlined through her white blouse. For the first time, he noticed the size of her breasts, pressing her blouse outwards, so that the pearl buttons were strained to the breaking-point.
She gestured off. ‘There.’
His sight followed the direction of her finger, and he saw a cluster of shops.
‘You will find it cosy in the nearest one,’ she added.
He started to touch his hat in thanks, but stopped when she winked, to remind him of conspiracy, and then he watched her return and join several girls in the crowd.
Purposefully, he strode away, crossing the street, and entering the first shop. There was a bar, and there were several tables and chairs, and no more. A stout woman appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a towel. He asked for a double Scotch in a hurry. She did not understand English. He surveyed the array of bottles behind her and jabbed his finger at a bottle. She beamed, brought down the bottle, and started to pour, when he held up his hand, and did a pantomime to indicate that he wished to pour himself and to have the bottle remain on the counter.
He had three shots in a row, as the proprietress watched and counted from a dark recess, before he realized that there was no necessity for haste. He had all day. He filled the midget glass a fourth time, his muscles now eased by the liquor, and this drink he sipped slowly, pleasantly.
He heard the door open, and the jangle of the bell above it, and twisted to greet a fellow member of the club. He knew at once that it was she, white béret still tilted on the golden head.
‘The coach is leaving,’ she called. ‘They are holding it up, waiting for you!’
He knew, immediately, that he could not desert the foreign legion. It was almost un-American. Bad propaganda. They were all waiting for him. If he refused to rejoin them, chose to remain in a tavern instead of continuing the tour, it would be a move calculatedly anti-Danish, and set back the work of the White House a decade of years. It distressed him to conform, but the obligations of an American abroad weighed heavily upon him. Also, he was a little drunk.
‘Coming,’ he said.
He downed the fourth drink, splashed a fifth into the glass and took it in a big gulp, and then emptied his wallet. The stout woman separated her due. He pushed an extra note towards her-for hospitality-scooped up what remained, stuffed it in his coat pocket, and followed the golden blonde to the bus.
This time they sat together, she at the window and he with his lank legs in the aisle, in the last two seats.
The major need of his body had temporarily been fulfilled, and now he was able to study her with detached clarity. The broad face had large spaces of open beauty. Every feature was set apart from the others, without crowding, like well-placed works of art in a superior gallery. Yet the final effect was a blending to achieve a single effect-Nordic perfection, yet curiously un-Nordic in its softness and lack of aloofness and easy smile. Nothing artificial marred the face, except fresh lipstick to hide the chapped lips, and possibly the beauty mark above the corner of the mouth.
‘Is that beauty mark real?’ he asked.
They had been driving half an hour, and for most of the time, she had gazed out the window to match sights to the loudspeaker’s captions, and only occasionally had she smiled at him. Now she turned from the window.
‘Of course it is real. What do you think?’
‘Sometimes women wear them for effect.’
‘I do not need such effects.’ There was no arrogance in her speech, only practicality.
‘I don’t think so either,’ he hastily agreed. ‘You’re very pretty.’ Then he added, ‘And-you’re very kind.’
She did not acknowledge this, but stared at his eyes until he blinked. ‘Why did you need to drink?’ she asked.
The directness of the question startled him. He had never been asked that before. ‘I’ve been ill,’ he said. There were a hundred answers, and digressions, and involutions, but in the end they came to that anyway.
She nodded, satisfied. ‘That is what I thought,’ she said. ‘Are you happy now?’
‘Better.’
‘I am glad for you.’
Craig was enchanted. For the first time in months, he was interested in someone outside himself. ‘I was going to apologize,’ he said, ‘but maybe now you understand. You see, I had nothing against seeing this city-nothing against your country-’
‘This is not my country,’ she said. ‘I am Swedish.’
‘I didn’t know-’
She smiled. ‘All Scandinavian girls look the same in the dark. It is a naughty expression I once heard from an English boy. You are not English? American?’
‘That’s right.’
‘What place?’
‘ Wisconsin.’
‘Is that near California?’
‘Far from it. It is between California and New York, a state-a province, you could call it-on the Great Lakes.’
‘Ah, Chicago.’
‘Nearby.’
‘There are not really gangsters there?’
‘Not like in the movies, no. But there are some. And cowboys and Indians, too, but only some. Mostly there are people, just like in Sweden. Where are you from in Sweden?’
‘ Stockholm. It is lovely.’
‘I know.’
‘You have been to Sweden?’
Craig nodded. ‘Yes, long ago.’ He wanted to change the subject. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘Winter holiday for one week,’ she said. ‘Last year, my girl friends and I went to Dalarna for the sports.’
‘What did you do?’
‘Skate, ski, bobsled. This year, they wanted to see Denmark. It is fine, but I prefer Sweden. I like sports more than cathedrals and palaces and statues. I like to do things more than to see.’
He hardly heard her, so intent was he on her face. ‘I know who you look like,’ he said suddenly. ‘I knew I’d seen you before.’
‘Who?’
‘There was an oil painting by Anders Zorn. I saw it in Stockholm the last time. A young girl standing on a rocky ledge-she is nude-her golden hair, reddish actually, is blown from behind so that it is in her face-absolute repose as she stands looking over a blue river-’
‘Maybe I posed for it,’ she said teasingly.
‘I think you were only a gleam in your grandmother’s eye. Zorn painted it in 1904. Do you like Zorn?’
‘I have never heard of him,’ she said simply.
An earth nymph, he thought, an apparition of the present, no past, no burden of history and knowing, an unageing sprite. His own bondage to his history made him ache in envy of her.
He realized that the motor-coach had stopped, and that the passengers ahead were filing out of the doors.
‘Strøget,’ she said. ‘It is the main street. It is not a regular visit, but fifteen minutes to shop for souvenirs.’
She stood up, patting her pleated skirt. He rose above her.
‘Do you want souvenirs?’ he asked.
‘Not specially.’
‘Have a drink with me.’
She considered him, her expression solemn. ‘You will be drunk.’
‘Yes, I will.’
‘It is important to you?’
‘Yes.’
‘Why do you wish my company?’
There were several answers to this, several dishonest, and several honest and flattering. ‘I drink more slowly in company,’ he said.