"This guy? Luminar?"
"The r is silent," Tim and Pete said together.
Tim retrieved the makeup box and closed the front door. "What the hell are you into now?"
"Just doing this thing for this guy."
Pete Krindon, Master of Specifics.
"He wanted eyes on the inside. You'd be amazed the shit people tell stylists. Like, I really need to know who douches with Evian." Pete looked at Dray. "Sorry. Anyway, what better job for me? After working undercover all these years, I can run circles around the cosmopolitan-swilling pre-Stonewall stereotypes who call themselves makeup artists in Hollywood. They'd give their Jack Russell terriers for my skills."
Tim eyeballed his getup. "I'm doing some UC work myself. I've already made contact, so I can't show up a different person. I need some minor alterations, just enough that nobody I come across will recognize me from the media."
"Great shit, by the way," Pete said. "Last year. I was pleased to see you finally elected to pursue a more head-on means of conflict resolution." Tim couldn't adjust to the familiar voice issuing from the rouged face. "Okay. So we skew you a little. Who are you?"
"Thirtyish, earnest, wannabe hip, just came into some money."
Pete tapped a finger against his chin appraisingly. "Colin Farrell in Phone Booth meets Tobey Maguire in Spider-Man."
"Who are you working for?" Dray, occasional Us reader, had her interest piqued.
"That's not important." Pete's body suddenly transformed, limbs and joints angling to refashion Luminar's persona. "What is important" – a bored hand drifted out, finger swirling to spotlight Tim's sweats, T-shirt, year-old Nikes – "is that we get sister over here looking presentable."
Tim left the blue contacts at home and wore a baseball cap to hide his blond highlights and tweezed-back hairline, but his father's eyes zeroed in on the scruffy goatee right away. Pete had claimed that the facial hair would close off Tim's mouth and fill out his chin, and he'd shaped Tim's brows to alter the appearance of his eyes and forehead.
Tim's father rested his laced hands on the table, napkin in his lap, glass of water untouched, his stillness a mute criticism of Tim's three-minute tardiness.
Bracing himself for a put-down, Tim slid into the booth, nearly striking his head on a copper colander dangling from a ceiling hook. A clutter of wall – mounted black – and – whites showed hearty Italians sampling from tasting spoons, steering gondolas, whistling at girls. Franchise decor – Buca di Beppo by way of Pasadena. Tim's father had chosen the location, Tim assumed, to make convenient the retrieval of the drafting table from his nearby house.
They engaged in small talk until the entrees arrived, at which point his father steepled his fingertips over his steaming plate of linguini. "I'll tell you, Timmy. That community service is really wearing on me."
"I can imagine."
"You spoke to Carl. My P.O. That's how you located me, right?"
"That's right."
"How did you find him to be?"
Tim experienced the all – too – familiar sensation of getting lost in the labyrinth of one of his father's not-quite-hidden agendas. He answered warily. "Fine."
"He always liked you, didn't he?"
"I suppose so."
His father neatly cut up his chicken breast, drawing out the silence. "I thought maybe you could put in a word. You and he have some contacts higher up. I'd bet a few well-placed calls could get my hours reduced."
Tim pushed around his rigatoni with his fork; he'd yet to take a bite. "I don't think so."
"I see." His father took a sip of water, using his napkin to pick up the sweating glass. "You know, about that desk, I was thinking of holding on to it."
"Right."
"Memories of your mother." His father was studying him, his lips faintly curved to indicate the slightest touch of satisfaction.
Tim started to speak but caught himself. He shoved his rigatoni around some more until he could no longer contain the question. "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course, Timmy."
"Clearly you take some enjoyment in" – he gestured with his fork – "this thing we do. Like it's reprisal for something."
"That's not a question, Timmy."
"What did I do wrong to you? As a son?"
His father speared a cube of chicken breast and chewed it thoughtfully. "You acted superior. All the time. Like my brother. You and the VIP, birds of a feather. It was there, built into your personality" – his mouth twitched with remembered abhorrence, a rare show of emotion – "as soon as you could move or walk or speak. This indomitable superiority."
An affliction ancient to Tim arose from its buried confines. It enveloped him, tingling across his face, dampening his flesh, constricting his lungs.
"I endured enough of it for one lifetime at the hands of the VIP. I never thought I deserved to encounter it in my only offspring."
Tim's throat felt dry – the words stuck on the way out. "You weren't much of a father to me."
His father studied him intently. "You weren't much of a son to have."
Tim sat in silence as his father cut and chewed. When the waiter passed their table for the third time, Tim's father raised a single finger to him, then gestured for the bill. He crossed his utensils neatly on his bare plate and wiped the corner of his mouth with his napkin.
When the check arrived, he pulled his fake eyeglasses from his pocket, set them low on his nose, and perused it. Removing the glasses and placing them beside his bunched napkin, he tapped his jacket pockets, then those of his pants.
Tim waited, knowing the routine.
"It seems I've left my wallet in the car. Would you mind?"
Tim may have nodded, he may not have. His father rose, administered a curt nod, and departed. Tim sat staring at his twinning reflections in the lenses of his father's forgotten prop.
Chapter seventeen
A stack of hundreds money-clipped around a farrago of false identifications in the back pocket of his dark brown Versace corduroys, Tim eased up to the curb in a school bus-yellow Hummer H2. He left his wedding band in the glove box beside his. 357 – he couldn't risk revealing a gun beneath his loose-fitting Cuban day shirt. The pale line around his finger worked nicely for pitiable Tom Altman, who, despite a hairline that climbed high at the part, was striving fretfully to reclaim his youth in the aftermath of an unsolicited divorce.
It was a long step down before his light tan ostrich Lucchese roper hit pavement, and then he was strolling to the Encino apartment complex, a colossal stretch of building that took up the entire block. The outfit he wore, chosen by an embarrassingly animated Luminar from a variety of posh boutiques on Sunset, cost more than Tim's entire so-called wardrobe.
His genuine discomfort in the clothes, which were slightly too young and laboriously hip, contributed to the aura of susceptibility he was hoping to convey. His father's faux glasses topped off the ensemble, lending his face a nerd-banker's cast.
Winding through the endless halls, he came upon Shanna outside the apartment. When she saw him, she reached quickly for the doorbell, clearly self-conscious that he'd caught her standing by the door working up her nerve.
"This place is a maze. It's good to see a familiar face." She angled her head, taking him in. "You look good. New haircut?"
Before he could respond, Julie pulled the door open, her grin accompanied by a waft of scented candles. In the modest living room behind her, Lorraine and about ten others lounged on pillows and cushions on the floor.
No Leah.
Julie spoke in a hushed voice that connoted they'd interrupted something of great importance. "Tom, Shanna, glad you could make it."
Shanna picked up her whisper. "Hey, Julie."
Julie clutched their hands and tugged them inside, nodding at the stack of shoes on the square of tile that passed for the entranceway. Tim wordlessly removed his boots, Shanna her sandals.