I did the same.
Wren.
“So have you given any more thought to what we talked about yesterday?” he asked.
Wren. Wren. Wren. Wren.
“Um, what?” I asked, taking a bite of one of the muffins, butter dripping down my chin.
“Going to your mother’s next week,” he said, then looked at Tiff for backup.
“Oh, that,” I said, catching the butter drip with my thumb. “Um, yeah, maybe.”
“Maybe?” Tiffany asked.
“I do think I’ll ask Wren though. Have some fun like you said, Pop.”
Saying Wren’s name out loud, tossing it into casual conversation, felt good.
“Wren,” Tiff said. “Maybe that’s why you’re in such a good mood this morning?”
I put my coffee mug to my lips and shrugged. I hadn’t planned on last night being a good one. As a matter of fact, I’d wanted to put off hooking up with Wren until I’d finished up my business with Luke. When I went into work last night, I tried to play it cool, but I could see how much it bothered her. I hadn’t planned on our hour-long gropefest. And while I initially resisted, the thought of touching her, of her wanting me to touch her . . . Well, damn, I just wasn’t strong enough to abstain from that.
But I still had to find a way to separate the two: my life with Wren and my life with Luke.
And I had no clue how I was going to pull it off.
“Of course that’s why he’s in such a good mood. You think he got that job because he likes to wait tables?”
“Pop.”
“I told you, even from my deathbed I could see you two were diggin’ each other.”
“Cool it with the deathbed,” Tiffany said. “Gray, it’s just nice to finally see you getting serious about a girl. You’ve been running around for so long.”
“Running around?” I asked, laughing. “Why would you think that?”
“Well, you must have been doing something. You’re too much of a catch to spend your Saturday nights alone.”
“He and Luke were racking ’em up and forgetting names, like his old man back in the day.”
Tiff leaned over and gave Pop a pinch on the arm.
He chuckled. “Honey.”
“We’re going out together later,” I said, throwing Tiffany a bone.
She squealed and clapped. “A date?”
“They don’t label it anymore, Tiff. Don’t you know that?” Pop said, laying out the paper beside his cereal bowl.
“No, it’s a date,” I said, trying to tame my lame-ass grin. “I’m taking her ice-skating.”
“Skating? How retro,” Tiffany said.
“Not retro. Perfect. Movies are a gamble. Dinner breaks the bank. When you skate you can hold hands without looking like you want more. And, well, if she falls, you can help her up, be the hero.”
Tiffany smiled. “That sounds like classic Blake Barrett.”
“You must like this girl,” Pop said casually, flipping over the paper.
Ice-skating had been his advice when I’d asked where I should take my twelve-year-old crush, Bethany Frazier, on our first (and only) date. It worked like a charm—and we shared our first kiss by the snack bar as we waited for hot pretzels. When I’d asked Pop later how he knew it would work, he told me it was one of the first dates he’d had with my mom.
“Maybe, we’ll see.” I scarfed the rest of my remaining English muffin and got up from the table.
“Well, Grayson Matthew, I think it’s great,” Tiffany said, beaming.
If she only knew how much running around I’d done. Being with Wren was something else entirely, and it was something I wanted so bad, it scared me. So bad, I was willing to hold back, to take things at a snail’s pace, to jump this final hurdle with Luke so it would be smooth sailing ahead. And I almost believed it would all work out as I climbed up the stairs to shower, before boxing up all these innocent feelings so I could find my inner deviant.
The soulless freak known as Mike Pearson.
Mike had a date with the Hollister chick.
For the record, I loathe Hollister.
It’s a pretentious, overpriced, assault-of-the-senses nightclub of a store for middle schoolers who think this is what you need to dress cool. At least the chicks who work and shop there are usually hot.
I also happen to loathe the mall on Saturdays, but to Mike . . . hell, it was like spring break. At 11:00 a.m. the parking lot was almost full, and I finally found a spot on the outskirts. The half-mile walk helped me get back into the Mike Pearson frame of mind.
The Hollister chick’s name was Allegra. We met at a billiard hall on Staten Island. Me, Andy, and Luke had heard from a couple of St. Gabe’s guys that Jake’s Bankshot, just a quick ride over the Bayonne Bridge, was a decent place to shoot pool, scope out chicks, and throw back a few without too much ID scrutiny. Staten Island was a little too close to home for a hit, so I figured we were taking it easy, just going out to chill, something we hadn’t done in a while.
It wasn’t until Luke introduced himself as Brinker Hadley to a girl who’d come up to talk to us that I realized we were “on.” Brinker was Luke’s alter, picked from the book A Separate Peace. Whenever I brought up the fact that someday, someone might call him on that, he dismissed it, saying that the first girl who recognized the name Brinker Hadley was someone he’d fall madly in love with and take to Amsterdam, to hell with us.
Allegra didn’t give us the time of day at first, maybe because we were staring at her with our tongues hanging out. She was about half my height with this perfect, little body that she didn’t mind showing off. She wore a denim jacket over a top that looked more like underwear, which she filled with juicy C-cup perfection. Judging by the noise from across the room, she knew how to shoot a decent game—although they could have been cheering about the view every time she bent low to take a shot, too.
She wasn’t the queen bee of her group; that was the obnoxious girl who latched herself on to Luke/Brinker. Andy hooked up with some blond chick and they each teamed up and played a game of doubles for a while. I was content with just taking in the scene. I didn’t want to be Mike Pearson that night. The lying was a constant mental strain, and with my term-paper business booming and the lacrosse team undefeated, I just wanted to be Gray.
Then I felt someone tug on my shirtsleeve.
“Hey,” I said. She was a knockout even close-up.
“Hey, yourself,” she said, touching my chest with a manicured finger. “A few of us are getting out of here. Party at my place. Wanna come?”
“They don’t seem too happy over there,” I said, motioning to the group of juicehead guys she’d been playing pool with.
“Screw them. Carpe scrotum, right?”
“What?” I didn’t think I heard her right.
“You know, seize life by the balls, live a little,” she said, grabbing my hand. She spun herself around, her dark hair swaying behind her. “C’mon. You won’t regret it.”
Hot and funny. Just. Wow.
“Sounds good, um . . .”
“Allegra.”
We followed Allegra and her bright yellow Miata through the winding Staten Island roads to a two-story brick house with a U-shaped driveway.
“Score,” Luke said as Andy pulled in front of Allegra.
“You’re designated driver, Mike,” Andy said, tossing me the keys. Our unspoken rule was that whoever was hooking up with the hit stayed sober. Tired as I was, I was glad to be our DD. A few beers, and I was sure I’d be sloppy with the details.
The backyard was sunken, with one of those pools that looked like you’d wandered into a private oasis. A rock waterfall emptied into the deep end. The patio was spacious, with heaters and lounges and a built-in fire pit that Allegra ignited with a flick of a switch. A house this bank had to have a security system the likes of which we’d never dealt with, and Luke had an instant hard-on about the challenge.