“Because it did,” she said. “There isn’t just one soul vision. If there hadn’t been another one, Gemma would have never changed Julian’s mistake.”
“So what? Some Foreseer just went and found a vision where it would all work out.”
“Kind of.” She yawned and opened her eyes.
I scratched my head. “It still doesn’t really make sense.”
“Not everything does.” She sighed. “Life is very confusing and sometimes things happen that don’t make sense.”
I eyed her over, her cut skin, her worn-out eyes. “Are you a Banshee?”
“I have to be so I could take Gemma to the Afterlife when the time was right,” she said. “I think you’ll agree with me that no Banshee is going to let anyone cross over without collecting something for themselves?”
“But why the City of Crystal?” I asked. “I mean, what the heck did you do to end up down there?”
“I didn’t do anything. I was hiding, I knew your father would never come looking for me there and no Foreseer would see me there. It was my safe place, so I could still be here when the time was right.”
“But how do you know all this?”
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“How does anyone know anything about the future?”
Foreseers. Always Foreseers.
“Okay, so answer this question.” I leaned back against the arm rest. “Why Gemma? Why does it always have to be her?”
“I already told you why,” she said impatiently. “It was all part of the vision to save the world.
She’s the one whose soul was detached, the one with the Foreseer power, the one who changed the vision back, the one who will go to the Afterlife and free the souls that died during this massacre.” She let out a breath. “Then she’ll go with you to the lake and kill the star. The portal won’t open; Stephan, Demetrius, and all the Death Walkers will be killed. And life will go on.”
“And what about me?” My voice was sharp over her casual attitude. “What’s my purpose?”
“To protect her, to carry the other half of the star, to be there for her, to be her other half.”
“But I wasn’t there for her,” I snapped. “Not when she really needed me.” I jumped to my feet, my temper fuming. “And this is such bull. You sit there and say all this like it was her destiny.
You knew, so why not just stop it.”
“Her father knew, but he’d already learned the hard way that you can’t play with life,” she said, her voice softening. “You can shift the future however you want it.”
“This isn’t fair.” I shook my head. “There’s got to be a way around it.”
“There is no other way. The portal is opening, unless the star dies.” I stopped breathing. “What?”
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the power of the star in him too.”
I shook my head like a moron who didn’t want to believe what was right in front of his eyes.
“Alex,” she said. “There are three ways this could go. Either Stephan can bleed you two out, mix your blood with Laylen, Aislin, and Aleesa, and free everything inside that portal. Or you can run and hide, let the portal touch down, Malefiscus will be trapped, but every Death Walker that’s ever existed will come out. Or you can destroy the star, destroy Malefiscus, and destroy the portal all at once.”
“This is… this is.” I was too frustrated for words. “So what you’re basically saying is no matter what, the portal’s going to open.”
But if you destroy the star, just like Gemma saw you do, then with Malefiscus inside it there will be enough energy to end everything, including Stephan and Demetrius and every Death Walker.
“This isn’t fair.” I cursed, ready to explode.
“Alex, sometimes life isn’t. Sometimes people have to endure horrible things, while others don’t. It s just how life works. You can’t control everything.”
“That’s only part of the reason why I’m pissed off.” I was yelling now, but I didn’t really give a shit at the moment. “I’m pissed off because you sit here and talk about life and how it’s hard.
Well, tell that to Gemma, who’s never had a life. She spent most of it dead, with no memories, no emotions, no nothing. So tell me, how is that just a hard life.” She had no answer and I stormed up the stairs before she could come up with another explanation. I dropped my head against the wall. Just once, couldn’t someone please surprise me in a good way? Tell me some good news. Tell me something that wasn’t so freaking complicated.
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was opened and I hurried toward it, my hand edging for my knife. But it wasn’t an intruder, it was Gemma, curled in a ball, with her wings wrapped around herself.
“Gemma.” I knelt down beside her. “What are you doing?”
Her body tensed and she squirmed, trying to smear all the tears away, before she peeked out of her wings.
“Did something happen?” I glanced around at the bits of paper on the floor. “Where’s Aislin?”
“She’s stealing a witch s power.” She sat up, picking at her feathers. “I’m just waiting for her to come back.”
My eyes wandered to the pieces of paper. “What is that?”
She flicked one of the pieces. “My birth certificate.” She stood, rubbing her eyes. “Did you find your mom?”
“Yeah. She’s downstairs.”
She perked up a little. “What did she say? Does she know how to help us?” Know how to help us? Of course she did, because apparently that was what she’d been waiting around to do. “Yeah, she’s got a plan and everything.”
“Good, I’m glad someone finally does.” Her eyebrows furrowed. “Is there something else? You seem… I don’t know, a little bothered.”
I shook my head, rubbing my thumb between her brows, erasing the worry. “No, everything’s fine.” And I wasn’t lying to her. Like my mother said, my life was made to protect her. And that’s exactly what I would do, until I took my last breath.
And maybe even after that.
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Chapter 31
(Gemma)
He was acting strange. And the electricity was offbeat and it was making me offbeat. I considered asking him what was up, but knew he probably wouldn’t tell me.
We went downstairs and his mother, Alana, didn’t seem that shocked by my wings. In fact, she didn’t seem shocked about any of this. But maybe Alex had already told her everything.