She laughed again.
“And that is fun?” she asked.
He turned his head and their eyes met. His looked very dark beneath the brim of his hat.
“Yes,” he said. “Nurturing life instead of taking it is fun. It makes a man feel good here.” He patted a lightly closed fist against the left breast of his coat.
He was titled. He was very wealthy. Yet he worked on his own farms and toiled in his own vegetable garden. Because he enjoyed doing so. Also because it offered him some absolution for having spent his years as an officer killing men and allowing his own men to be killed.
He was not the hard, cold ex-military officer she had taken him for when they first met. He was … a man.
It was a thought that made her shiver slightly, though not from cold.
“How are you going to go about finding a wife?” she asked him.
He pursed his lips and looked away again.
“The man who manages my father’s business empire,” he said, “or mine, I ought to say, has a daughter. I met her when I went to London for my father’s funeral. She is very lovely, very well schooled in all the skills a woman would need to be the wife of a wealthy, successful businessman, very willing—as are her mother and father—and very young.”
“She sounds ideal,” Gwen said.
“And frightened to death of me,” he added.
“How old is she?” she asked.
“Nineteen.”
“Did you do anything to make her less frightened?” she asked. “Did you, for example, smile at her? Or at least not frown? Or scowl?”
He turned his eyes on her again.
“She was courting me,” he said. “Her parents were courting me. Why should I do the smiling?”
Gwen laughed softly.
“Poor girl,” she said. “Will you marry her?”
“Probably not,” he said. “Undoubtedly not, in fact. She would not be lusty enough for me. And my own lust would cool in a hurry if she were to cringe away from me in bed.”
Oh! He was deliberately trying to shock her. Gwen could see it in the hardness of his eyes. He thought she was mocking him.
“Then she will have had a happy escape,” she said, “even if she does not realize it. You need someone older, someone not easily intimidated, someone who will not cringe from your lovemaking.”
She looked deliberately back into his eyes as she spoke, even though it took a great deal of effort. She had no experience in this type of talk.
“I have relatives in London,” he told her. “Prosperous ones. Success in business seems to run in the family, though no one was quite as good at it as my father. They will be happy enough, I daresay, to introduce me to eligible women of my own sort.”
“Your own sort being middle-class women who may possibly derive fun out of getting soil beneath their fingernails,” she said.
“In my experience, Lady Muir,” he said, his eyes narrowing again, “middle-class women can be every bit as fastidious as ladies. Often more so, because for reasons I find hard to understand many of them aspire to be ladies. I have no plan to put my wife to work after I marry her—not work in the fields or barn, anyway. Not unless she chooses to involve herself. I once commanded men. I have no wish now to command women.”
Ah. This was not turning into the relaxing, perhaps slightly romantic afternoon she had anticipated.
“I have offended you,” she said. “I am sorry. There will be any number of eligible women only too eager to be introduced to you, Lord Trentham. You are titled and wealthy, and you have a hero’s reputation. You will be considered a great prize. And some women may not even be daunted if you scowl at them.”
“You are clearly not daunted,” he said.
“No,” she said, “but you are not courting me, are you?”
The words seemed to hang in the air between them. Gwen was very aware of the sound of the incoming tide, of the crying of gulls far overhead, of the intense gaze of his eyes. Of the heat of the sun.
“No,” he said, and he got abruptly to his feet and leaned back against the rock, his arms crossing over his chest. “No, I am not courting you, Lady Muir.”
He only wanted to bed her.
And she wanted to bed him. Everything in her eyes and the tense lines of her body told him that though she would surely deny it, even to herself, if he were to confront her with the fact.
Which he was not about to do.
He had some sense of self-preservation.
Bringing her here had been a ghastly mistake. He had known it from the first moment, even before he had carried her from the morning room to get ready for the outing.
For someone who had some sense of self-preservation, he appeared to have even more of a tendency toward self-destruction.
A puzzling contradiction.
She did not break the silence. He could not. He could not think of a mortal thing to say. And then he thought of one thing he could at least do. And that thought gave him something to say.
“I am going for a swim,” he said.
“What?” She turned her head sharply and looked up at him. She looked startled, and then her face lit up with laughter. “You would freeze. It is March.”
Nevertheless.
He pushed away from the rock and tossed his hat down onto the blanket.
“Besides,” she said, “you did not bring a change of clothes.”
“I will not be wearing clothes into the sea,” he told her.
That arrested the smile on her face—and brought flaming color to her cheeks. But she laughed again as he lifted his right foot to haul off his Hessian boot.
“Oh,” she said, “you would not dare. No, ignore that, if you please. You certainly would not be able to resist a dare, would you? No self-respecting man of my acquaintance ever would. Remove your boots and stockings, then, and paddle at the edge of the water. I shall sit here and gaze enviously at you.”
But after removing his boots and stockings, he shrugged out of his coat—not an easy thing to do without the help of his valet. His waistcoat came next, and she licked her lips and looked slightly alarmed.
He unknotted his neckcloth and flung it down onto the pile of garments that was beginning to accumulate. He dragged his shirt free of the waistband of his pantaloons and pulled it off over his head.
The air was perhaps not quite as warm as it had felt when he was fully clothed, but he was heated from within. Anyway, it was too late to change his mind now.
“Oh, Lord Trentham.” She was laughing again. “Do spare my blushes.”
He hesitated for a moment. But he would look an utter idiot if he merely wet his feet after all this. And soggy pantaloons would be horribly uncomfortable during the return journey to the house in the gig.
He really had no choice.
He peeled off his pantaloons and was left standing only in his drawers. He would not withdraw those, he decided somewhat reluctantly, even though he had only ever swum naked before.
He strode down the beach without looking at her.
The water on his feet and then about his ankles and knees and thighs felt as if it had just flowed from beneath the ice cap at the North Pole. It took his breath away even before he was fully immersed. But there was one consolation. It would be the perfect antidote to an unwilling and quite inappropriate ardor.