She sat down on the settee in the adjoining room where the quarrel had taken place. Very soon he would begin to agitate and then she would tell him that she would let him out if he promised to be good.
Good! It seemed a strange thing to ask Albert to promise. He was good. In fact his only fault was that at times he seemed to forget that she was the Queen. As she and Lord Melbourne had agreed it was certainly very difficult to uphold one’s royalty in the family.
What a long time he was! She was growing impatient. She went again to the door, and listened. There was not a sound, so she retired and sat down again. Still nothing happened. Furiously she turned the key and opened the door. She gave a gasp of surprise for Albert was seated at the window, sketching the view.
‘Albert!’ she cried. ‘What are you doing?’
He turned to smile at her. ‘It is such a pleasant view from this window.’
She felt uncertain how to act. ‘I thought you were going out,’ she said.
‘The Queen commanded otherwise.’
She turned away angrily but a few minutes later she was back.
She looked at the sketch and said: ‘It’s very good.’
‘I will present it to you when it is finished,’ said Albert with a smile. ‘It will be a memento of the day you locked me in my room.’
‘Oh, Albert!’ she cried, full of contrition, ‘that is something I don’t think I shall want to be reminded of.’
‘Why not?’ he asked; and she noticed how beautifully blue his eyes were and she loved him dearly and she wished that there did not have to be these upsets.
She threw herself into his arms.
‘Why,’ she said, ‘do there have to be these storms?’
Albert held her tenderly and replied, ‘Well, at least it is not long before the sun comes out.’
She thought that was such a clever remark and that it was wonderful of Albert to be so calm although it did exasperate her now and then.
But the announcement was not made and it was as the Queen and Lord Melbourne had decided.
On her twenty-first birthday one of Albert’s gifts to her was a very fine bronze inkstand.
‘At least,’ he said, ‘I hope this will be of some use in your work.’
‘Oh, Albert,’ she cried, wilfully ignoring the implication, ‘it is beautiful, and I shall think of you every time I use my pen.’
She was more affectionate on that day towards her mother than she had been for some time because Albert wished it. And since Sir John Conroy, who had been her mother’s Comptroller of the Household in the old days and whose name had been linked with that of the Duchess rather scandalously, had now gone away, it did seem easier. Although of course the Baroness and the Duchess would never like each other. There were too many old scores to be settled.
‘Twenty-one,’ she declared. ‘I feel very aged.’
The incorrigible Lord Melbourne said he quite understood that and he was sure she would feel much younger when she reached the age of forty.
There was of course a ball.
‘No birthday could seem like one without that,’ said the Queen. And how happy she was waltzing with Albert.
‘I don’t understand why you don’t enjoy dancing, Albert,’ she said severely, ‘because you dance perfectly.’
She noticed with pleasure that he did not want to dance with anyone else. How adorable he was, so single-minded in his devotion! And when one considered the manner in which some men behaved, she was very fortunate.
How she wished though that he enjoyed balls more. All through the evening he was glancing at the clock and he had hinted that in the next few months she would have to give up dancing. The thought depressed her, but she refused to consider it … yet.
The day after her birthday Albert decided that he would have to take some action and he spoke to his secretary, George Anson, about his feelings. His position, he explained, was such an invidious one. He was completely shut out of the Queen’s confidence. The nearest he had been to sharing that confidence was by being allowed to use the blotting paper on her signature. It made him very unhappy. He felt that the marriage would be a failure if the Queen would not allow him to share her confidence.
Mr Anson thought that the best thing that he could do would be to have a word with Lord Melbourne.
‘That will be no good,’ said Albert. ‘I believe it is on Lord Melbourne’s advice that there is this barrier between the Queen and myself.’
‘I believe Lord Melbourne to be very eager for the Queen’s happiness and this can only be if she remains happy in her marriage. If Your Highness will allow me to give him a hint of your feelings I am sure some good will come of it.’
With some reluctance the Prince agreed and as a result Lord Melbourne decided to approach the Queen.
When they were next in the blue closet he told her that he had something to say which was of a personal nature and he trusted she would forgive the meddling of an old man whose greatest concern in life was her happiness.
Those tears, which had always deeply moved her, were in his eyes and she cried: ‘My dearest Lord M, but of course I know that you are the best and most faithful friend I ever had!’
‘It is about the Prince.’
‘Albert!’
Lord Melbourne nodded. ‘He is not entirely happy, you know.’
‘Not happy! Why, Albert is perfectly happy. He loves me as I love him. What more does he ask?’
‘He asks a little more.’
‘But what?’
‘He feels shut out of your confidence.’
‘But that is quite wrong.’
‘Perhaps not entirely so. He complains that he knows nothing of what is going on in the country.’
‘But that is state business.’
‘Well, he is the Queen’s husband. He is hurt because you talk of nothing but trivialities with him.’
‘Nothing!’ cried the Queen hotly. ‘He says nothing.’
‘Well, in a manner of speaking,’ said Lord Melbourne soothingly. ‘You know, there is no reason why you should not discuss affairs with him.’
The Queen was silent for a few moments, then she said: ‘He might disagree and want things done differently from the way I … we … have decided they should be done.’
‘There is no harm in the Queen’s husband expressing an opinion.’
‘I am afraid that if he did not agree there would be quarrels.’
Lord Melbourne looked at her quizzically. ‘The Prince has a very mild temper.’
‘But I have not.’
‘Then it would be in Your Majesty’s hands to preserve the harmony of married life.’
‘So you think that I should discuss state affairs with Albert?’
‘I think you might very well discuss anything with him.’
‘Perhaps I have been a little indolent,’ said Victoria. ‘There are so many things I would rather talk of with Albert than state affairs.’
‘A little sprinkling of state affairs will be the salt that adds the savour to the domestic potage.’
Within a very short time Albert discovered that he had won the first skirmish, and, although Victoria preferred to talk of love and cosy domestic affairs rather than politics, he was no longer completely shut out.
There was further disagreement with Albert over Mrs Caroline Norton, whom the Queen decided to receive at Court.
Mrs Norton’s presence revived an old scandal which had concerned Lord Melbourne. A year before Victoria’s accession the Hon. George Norton decided to sue for a separation from his wife Caroline and bring an action for damages against the man he accused of seducing her. That man was Lord Melbourne.