"Jay, I don't want you doing anything you're not comfortable with. This whole situation is just cra2y, anyway. Us being here in Hawaii, them going off on their own as if it's perfectly normal, and these feelings that we have for each other, yet..." Drew took Jay's hand again and brought it to her lips, kissing it softly. "I want what you and Katherine had. I want to be the one you come home to. I want to be the one you make love to. But right now, that's not possible. Because Katherine met you first. And whatever you have to resolve with her, whatever the outcome, I have to accept it. I told you months ago that I knew what my limitations were. And I do. You're in a very long relationship with her. You're not available to be courted," she said with a smile. She kissed her hand again, her lips lingering. "And I didn't have the right to fall in love with you."
"Oh, Drew," Jay whispered. She touched Drew's face again, her thumb rubbing lightly across her lips. "All this and we haven't even kissed."
"I don't think I could stop with a kiss, Jay."
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
"I can't believe we're having pizza," Katherine said as she reached for a piece. "I mean, really, we can have pizza in Austin. Is this the best Eleu could come up with? Have we run out of authentic dishes already?"
Jay and Drew exchanged glances, Jay noting the amused twinkle as Drew took a huge bite. "Well, you guys weren't back yet," Jay said. "And we were starving." She grabbed her third piece. "If you want something else, just let Eleu know. I'm sure she won't mind."
"No, it's getting late. I suppose this will be fine. I'm ready for an early night myself."
"Really? I thought you might want to hit the town again tonight." Jay took a sip of the margarita Carlos had made for her earlier. "How was it, anyway?"
"Oh, we had a great time," Jenna said, her smile beaming.
"We found a nightclub that was made up to look like a Seventies disco. Totally amazing."
"Disco?"
"Oh, yes. It was so much fun," Katherine said. "It was all original disco music. We had a blast."
"Disco?" Jay asked again. "You like disco?"
"Well, its heyday was before my time, without question, but I still remember the music."
"And I'm really sorry I missed it," Jay said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. "Did you get your shopping out of the way today?"
"Oh, God, we hit every boutique on the island, I think," Jenna answered. "Surely she's had enough." She softened her words with a laugh, but Jay wondered if perhaps Jenna had been overwhelmed. She'd been on a shopping spree with Katherine years before. She swore she'd never go again.
"Can you ever do too much shopping?" Katherine smiled politely at Drew. "What did you two do today?"
"Snorkeling. We took a tour boat out to Molokini. On the way back to shore, it stopped at Turtle Town and we were able to swim with sea turtles. Totally awesome."
"Sea turtles? Yes, how totally awesome" Katherine repeated, her face showing her disgust in case her words did not. "Sorry I missed that."
Jay ignored Katherine, sliding her gaze to Drew instead. "Biking tomorrow?"
"If you're up for it." Drew looked from Katherine to Jenna. "A tour bus hauls you up to the top of a volcano and you bike back down. It's like a forty degree temperature difference."
"What island?" Jenna asked.
"Here on Maui. Haleakala. It's a national park. There's a rain forest, four hundred foot waterfalls, freshwater swimming. They haul you to the top to catch the sunrise, then you bike back down about thirty-eight miles."
"Oh, my God. You're not serious?" Katherine asked. "Thirty-eight miles."
"It's all downhill," Jay said.
"That's insane."
Drew laughed. "What's insane is having to be at the tour company by four a.m."
"Please don't wake me when you leave," Katherine told Jay. "We don't have anything nearly as strenuous planned."
"And we thought you guys might want to join us," Jay said. "You know, get out and do something."
"Not my cup of tea, but thanks," Katherine said. "Actually, we're going back to Oahu again. This island hopping is quite fun, isn't it, Jenna?"
"Oh, sure. And we're going to do the touristy thing tomorrow and do Pearl Harbor."
If there was one touristy thing Jay wanted to do while here, it was to visit Pearl Harbor. And Katherine knew it.
"You are?" Drew looked at Jay. "Wow. That's something I wanted to see for sure. Didn't you?"
Jay nodded. "I did."
"Well, I doubt you'd want to go with us," Katherine said quickly. "We're going to the Honolulu Academy of Arts beforehand. And with luck, get tickets to the theater afterward."
Jay wondered if she was telling the truth or had just made that up on the spot, knowing she and Drew would decline.
"Maybe we can go another day then." Drew raised her eyebrows. "Jay, that good with you?"
"Sure."
"We could make a day of it. I'll show you North Shore and Waikiki."
Jay smiled, ignoring the others. "And did you give thought to looking up Rhea?"
Drew laughed. "I don't think I could keep up with her now."
"Who's Rhea?" Jenna asked.
"Oh, she was a girl I met when I came over here after college.
She taught me some... water sports."
Jay laughed. "That's the best you can come up with? Water sports?"
"Wow. She must have been something," Katherine said dryly, glancing between Drew and Jay. "I had no idea you'd been here before."
Drew shrugged. "Years ago. It was a graduation gift."
"How nice. I went to Europe for my graduation." Katherine smiled at Jenna. "Then back to Italy after law school. What did you do?"
"Nothing that exciting. I met my mother in New York, and then we took a quick trip to London. It's a little hard to let loose with your mother in tow."
Jay wanted to be angry at the callousness of these two, but Drew didn't seem the least bit fazed by it. She simply took another piece of pizza, ignoring them. But Jay had had enough. She stood, moving away from the table. "Gonna call it a night, guys. I want a hot shower." She looked at Drew and smiled. "Three a.m.?"
"Three. Do you think we can find a coffee place that early?"
"I'll make some in the cottage. We can take it with us." Jay turned to Jenna. "Goodnight."
"I'll try not to wake you," Katherine called as she walked away.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
"My God, whose idea was this?" Jay asked as she handed Drew her coffee.
"I think it was yours," Drew reminded her, closing the door quietly behind her. "Did she wake?"
"No. Or if she did, she didn't let me know. Yours?"
"No. But you know, I'm sleeping on the couch, so it wasn't that hard."
Jay stopped in her tracks. "The couch? You're not even sharing a bed?"
"No. Why would you think that?"
"Because you're supposed to be dating" Jay said. "Does she know that I know that you're not dating?"
"No."
"Crazy as hell trip," Jay murmured as she headed to the rental. "You drive. It's far too early for me to get behind the wheel."
Jay sat silently in the car, sipping her coffee, watching the dark road ahead as Drew drove them across the island. There were few other cars about this time of the morning, and those that were traveling, she wondered what their destination was. Fishermen heading to the boats? Other tourists like them, heading out for an early morning excursion?
"You okay?"
Jay yawned and nodded. "Just not used to getting up at three in the morning. Even the cold shower I took didn't help much." She turned in her seat, watching Drew's profile. "Do you know where you're going?"