‘I don’t think we should hang around, Merrily.’
‘What will they do to Lol? They surely—’
‘Why don’t I drop you in the village, give you the keys to the rectory?’
‘Don’t even think about it.’
‘All right.’ Spicer opened the passenger door for her. ‘Perhaps a serious prayer wouldn’t come amiss. I can never seem to do it when I’m driving.’
58
Mr Phoebus and the Whiteleafed Oak
Tim Loste and the oak stood together under the moon with its acid-green halo.
‘Tell me about the demons,’ Lol said.
He’d followed Tim out of the barn, leaving the lamp behind in the hay. Tim no longer staggered, as if beating his head on one of the uprights had unblocked something. He looked slowly around the whitewashed wooded valley and finally up at the great oak, its branches laden with dark foliage and glittering things like some weird midsummer hoar frost.
‘A living symphony, this tree. Look at the complexity of it. We’re old mates now. I’m bringing up some of the children.’ Tim started to laugh. ‘Sat here, meditating for hours. All weathers. Freezing cold. Snowed on, soaked to the skin.’
‘Elgar’s mother would have approved.’
‘Yes.’
‘Was nobody curious about what you were doing?’
‘The few people who come here, if you’re meditating they leave you alone. They understand that much.’
Lol tried again.
‘The demons. That is the Royal Oak? The demonic counterpoint to what you’re doing. Like when the demons come for the soul of Gerontius … they’re discordant. They’re taunting him.’
‘Didn’t really notice it,’ Tim said. ‘Not at first.’
‘You didn’t hear the noise?’
‘I could block it out with headphones. Put on the old cans, close my eyes and I’m in a concert hall. Or a cathedral. Or when I’m writing just put them on, unplugged, and it’s a blank canvas. But she made me take them off. She said it was meant.’
‘Winnie?’
‘Made me take my headphones off while I was writing, to experience the violence. Suppose I didn’t react strongly enough. So we walked down the hill one night, a Saturday night – we’d been drinking … well, I’d been … and she said, this is evil. It’s deriding you. And it was filling the valley, terribly loud, and I was getting pretty sick of it and I said, can’t we go? And then she took me to where there was a loose stone in the wall.’
‘She made you throw the stone through the window?’
‘Had a few drinks. And you learn not to make her annoyed.’
‘And then…’
‘Just stood there, thinking, what the bloody hell have I done now? Next thing, they’re all on me. Big chaps. Beat the shit out of me.’
‘And where was Winnie?’
‘Gone for help.’
‘She let them beat you up.’
Tim sat down under the tree.
‘She’s a writer,’ he said.
Driving through Wychehill, picking up speed but not too much, Syd Spicer said, ‘You understand about Louis Devereaux, now? Loves to kill.’
Merrily fumbled out a cigarette, both hands shaking. Once you sat down, it all caught up with you again.
‘Odd thing was, Emily was always anti-hunting till she started going out with Louis. And then it was, Oh he just does it for the riding and the excitement. I wasn’t too happy about a teenage kid going out with a bloke six years older. So I asked around. There’s a few hunting types in my other parishes. Some of them very doubtful about Louis.’
They passed the gates of Wychehill Church, with its cracked lantern alight.
‘Can’t you go any faster, Syd?’
‘Too many traffic cops. They’ll stop anybody tonight.’
Merrily had rung Bliss again and left a slightly hysterical, urgent message on his voicemail. Now she was even wondering about trying to get Howe. Meanwhile, groping for self-reassurance. No way anyone’s going to mistake Lol for Tim Loste. Not even in the countryside in the dark.
Please God.
She lit the cigarette.
‘Let’s have the worst, then.’
‘I’m telling you this in case we run into him. Heroics are inadvisable. Louis will kill anything. Example: when the hounds start to slow up in the chase, they get shot, a side of hunting seldom advertised. Louis would volunteer to do it. For other hunts as well, which made him popular with kennel men, who mainly dislike that side of it. There’s more, of course, mostly hearsay. Essentially, people who love to kill will find or create a need for it. Justification. What it tells me is that killing Wicklow, after Louis justified it to himself, would have been an act done in a frenzy of pure excitement.’
‘You understand that feeling?’
‘I understand the rush you get when you convince yourself that, in the great scheme of things, it’s not only justified but necessary. When you know that a difficult situation can only be resolved by an act of swift, efficient, intense and quite colossal violence.’
‘And to a woman?’
‘No,’ Spicer said. ‘No, I could never see that far.’
Merrily thought, irrationally, of Lyndon Pierce and the blue tits: tiny, mean, cowardly violence, with no risk to self.
For the Devereaux boys, something far bigger. A war.
But Winnie?
‘Sometimes it’s a fine line, Merrily. Luckily, in the armed forces, especially the more hands-on areas, there’s also a very thick line, and it’s called training.’
‘And without that?’
‘Without training there’s no efficiency and no safe judgement. In this instance, we’re looking at a perceived justification gone wild.’
‘Your daughter had a relationship with Louis.’
‘Wouldn’t hear a word against him. Well, he’s a charming boy. OK, he was arrested for attacking an MP’s minder during a pro-hunt protest – well, a lot of strong feelings at the time. OK, he went to pieces when the ban went through – poor boy, his life dismantled. Goes off to the city at weekends to work off his frustrations … nicked for possession of coke, gets a caution. Well, he was chastened by that. And look how he’s changed.’
Merrily was thinking about the five minutes or less she’d spent in the company of Louis Devereaux: posh, educated, good-looking, flirtatious.
‘He was one of the reasons you wanted Emily out of Wychehill?’
‘He was one of the reasons I wanted Winnie out of Wychehill.’
‘So stopping them using the church—’
‘Partly.’
‘Syd…’ Merrily gulping smoke. ‘I still don’t know why they did this. Wicklow, yes, an invader from the hated cities. But Winnie … I’m not getting it.’
Syd swerved into the Ledbury road under the ramparts of Herefordshire Beacon.
‘Take too long, Merrily, and I’m still not totally sure of my facts. And your bloke’s out there. And he doesn’t know what else is, does he?’
At first, seeing the curious white clouds in the northern sky, Lol had thought for a moment that time itself, at Whiteleafed Oak, was unreliable and this was the dawn. But the visible landmarks had told him the lights were in the wrong part of the sky; these were just unusually pale clouds over the southern Malverns, gassy, white and luminous, as if they were chemically producing their own glow.
It lit up the valley like a vast sports stadium, and Lol was starting to see the pattern … the structure.
This much was not fantasy: Tim Loste was working on a piece of music, in the dramatized, semi-operatic style of The Dream of Gerontius. And it was about Gerontius. Or rather, about the spiritual and emotional challenges, for Elgar, of composing what was regarded as his greatest work: orchestrating a metaphysical world.