And he had nothing whatsoever to go on.
He drove slowly back toward the sheriff's office.
The trip to Phoenix was uneventful. Neither Gordon nor Marina felt like speaking, and they drove down Black Canyon Highway without talking, listening only to the sound of the tires on the washboard road and to the cheerily artificial conversation of the morning deejays on the radio. They left early, so there was no traffic, and they stared silently out at the craggy cliffs, massive gorges, and thick forests of the Coconino as they traveled, both lost in their own thoughts.
They reached the Valley well before noon and spent the morning looking through the myriad expensive Fifth Avenue shops in Scottsdale, talking obviously and self-consciously about third-party events entirely unrelated to the upcoming ordeal.
After a quick and quiet lunch at a fake French outdoor cafe, they drove into Phoenix. To the hospital.
Gordon stared up at the peeling white paint and run-down exterior of the hospital's administration building. He couldn't see the top floor of the structure through his car windshield, but he did notice that several of the third-story windows were broken.
Obscene graffiti was spray-painted on the lower portion of the street wall, and the first floor windows were barred with chain link fence. He had never been to St. Luke's before, and the hospital did not look as he had expected. He looked over at Marina, suddenly apprehensive. "I didn't know the place was this old," he said.
She smiled reassuringly. "Don't worry about it. It's a good hospital." She pointed past the administration building to where a giant complex of new concrete buildings arose. "Besides, that's where we're going. This is just the original hospital. I don't think they even use it anymore."
She was right. Gordon pulled into the parking lot and followed the white arrows painted on the asphalt to the new wing, where he found a spot near the entrance, adjacent to a handicapped space. They got out of the Jeep and walked through the sliding glass doors into the air-conditioned hospital lobby. Marina sat down on a cushiony chair and picked up a magazine while Gordon strode purposefully across the carpeted floor to the front desk. A woman wearing a telephone headset was staring intently down at a series of file cards. Gordon cleared his throat to let her know of his presence. "Excuse me," he said.
The woman looked up. "May I help you?"
"Yes, my wife is here to see Dr. Kaplan."
The woman opened a large notebook. "Does she have an appointment?"
"For one o'clock."
"Name?"
"Lewis. Marina Lewis."
The woman's finger ran down the notebook page to a line halfway down and then stopped. "Just a minute." She punched a key on the switchboard in front of her and spoke into the mouthpiece of her headset. "Dr. Kaplan? Mrs. Lewis is here to see you." She paused.
"Yes." Another pause. "Okay. Thank you, doctor." She looked up at Gordon. "Dr. Kaplan is ready for her. A nurse will be coming out with a wheelchair to take her into the exam room."
Gordon walked back across the lobby to where Marina sat reading her magazine. Her overstuffed straight-backed chair was pushed flush against a wall of crisscrossing unfinished wood. Above her head hung a framed ClanNamingha print. She was staring down at the pages of the magazine and did not notice when he walked up. He cleared his throat loudly, pompously.
She looked up at him, smiling. "So?"
"So a nurse is coming to bring you back to Dr. Kaplan." He grinned.
"You're going in style."
She sighed disgustedly. "Wheelchair?"
Gordon laughed. "You got it." He sat down in the chair next to her and gently lifted the magazine from her lap, putting it back on the small table on the other side of her. He took her hands in his, looking into her large brown eyes. "Are you going to be all right?"
She nodded. "Do you want to come back there with me?"
"I don't think they'll let me. Besides, I have to fill out the insurance forms and everything. I'll just wait here for you."
Marina smiled lightly, mischievously. "You're just afraid to go back there."
He smiled back. "You're right."
"What a wuss ."
A thin old nurse, wearing a traditional white hat and uniform, came through the set of swinging double doors next to the front desk, pushing an empty wheelchair. She looked down at the clipboard she was carrying. "Mrs. Lewis?" she called, scanning the lobby.
"That's you," Gordon said. He stood up and walked with her to the wheelchair. They stared silently at each other for a moment, each painfully aware of what the other was thinking, feeling, and she hugged him tightly before sitting down. "Don't worry," he said. "Everything's going to be okay."
She smiled, but her smile was less genuine than before and there seemed to be a hint of sadness in it. She held up her crossed fingers.
"Let's hope so."
The nurse wheeled her through the double doors and into the depths of the hospital.
The smile fled Gordon's face immediately after the doors swung shut, and he walked slowly back to the front desk feeling tired and emotionally fatigued. God, he hoped everything was going to be all right. A gut-level feeling told him that Marina's test results were going to be bad and his brain told him logically that he should prepare for the worst, but part of him wanted to believe the best and was hoping for the best.
He received a sheaf of duplicate forms and a pen from the woman at the desk and sat wearily down in the nearest chair. He twisted his neck in a slow semicircle to relieve some of the stress and closed his eyes for a few seconds. Then he glanced over the papers and began filling out the top form.
"And the Lord said unto woman, "I will greatly multiply your pain in childbearing; in pain you shall bring forth children.""
At the sound of the deep oratorical voice, Gordon jerked his gaze up from the forms in his lap. Standing before him, he saw a tall, business-suited man carrying what looked like a small black-bound Bible in his right hand, next to his chest. A bundle of thin pamphlets was clutched in his free-dangling left hand. The man's graying hair was short and neatly combed, parted on the side, and his face was almost pleasant. His eyes were two piercingly black orbs that burned with the fiery intensity of fanaticism. His tie clip, Gordon noticed, was in the shape of a cross.
"Genesis 3:16," the man said.
"I'm not interested," Gordon said shortly. He looked down, turning again to his paperwork, hoping the man would go away. But instead the stranger sat down in the chair next to him. Gordon continued writing, trying to ignore the man. He was acutely aware of the man's presence, and he knew without looking that those burning black eyes were boring into him. After a minute or so, he glanced up. Sure enough, the man was staring. "What do you want?" Gordon asked.
"My name is Brother Elias," the man said. "I want to help you."
"I don't need any help," Gordon said. He turned back to his insurance forms.
"Yes you do. Your wife is going to have a baby. And there will be troubles."
Gordon jerked his head up, shocked and, against his more rational impulses, a little frightened. "What do you mean?" he said. "Who the hell are you?"
Brother Elias smiled distractedly. He fingered his tie clip. "Do you realize," he said, "that if Christ had been killed with a knife instead of on the cross we would today be worshiping a knife? This tie clasp would be a knife." He made an expansive motion in the air.
"Sculpted knives would hang on the fronts of our churches."
The man was crazy, Gordon realized. He did not know whether Brother Elias was an ex-hippie who had turned to Christ, bringing his fried brain along with him, or whether he was a fallen fundamentalist, but he knew that the man was not one of your ordinary everyday Bible-thumpers.
Gordon picked up the pen from his lap, grabbed his forms and stood up, preparing to move to another seat.