"Don't tell me what to do, Sam. You owe me."
"I don't owe you anything!" His voice was raised and the warder at the door startled slightly, but then nodded again. "This is crazy, I shouldn't even be here."
"Just tell me what I need to know and I'll go. You can get back to whatever it is that you do."
He stood up and for a second I though he was leaving, but then he walked over to the wall opposite, where two small paintings hung.
"Take a look at this. What do you think."
I followed him over. "I'm not here for art appreciation, Sam. I want to know where my daughter is."
He continued as if I hadn't spoken. "The picture is called The Fairy Feller's Master-Stroke. Ring any bells?"
The mention of "fairy" made me look afresh at the painting. It was a small dark square painted in exquisite detail. It depicted a small man in a long coat, not unlike Raffmir's. His back was turned and he held a hatchet high, ready to strike down at a cob nut. The scale was all wrong, with tiny figures peering between the strands of grass, watching. When you looked closer you could see that some of the figures had wings, but they weren't butterfly wings. They were somewhere between a leaf and a bat. Each time you looked closer it showed even more detail. In places the faces looked distorted, as if seen through a crooked glass or under water.
I looked up at Sam. "No bells with me, Sam. Should it?"
"It was painted by Richard Dadd. Name mean anything?"
"Not really. I didn't do art school."
"How about this one?"
The painting next to it was of two faces, but they weren't human faces. Something about them reminded me of people I had met in the High Court of the Feyre. The eyes were intense and watchful and they had an aura about them that somehow reminded me of fey glamour.
"This isn't familiar either, though it is striking. What's the relevance of this?"
"When you were at the hospital last year, there was a grey woman in the room. I thought it was an illusion, but she was there, wasn't she?"
"She was."
"And then she'd gone. She just faded away. And last night, I woke up covered in scratches. I had red marks all over me where the grass bit into my skin."
"Dreams can sometimes spill over into your life, Sam. It depends whose dreams they are."
He looked at me and then back at the painting. "One of the files is on him, the guy who painted these."
"One of what files?"
"The B files. He's one of them."
"An artist? Why would an artist have a government file on him?"
"Did you know he was mad? He claimed to see things that weren't there? Yet he painted these incredible pictures. Look at the detail. Look at the way it's almost three-dimensional. What do you think he saw?"
"Who knows? You said he was mad?"
"He spent a good deal of his life in mental hospitals, and one hospital in particular. St Mary's Bethlehem."
"I don't know it."
"Oh, but you do. At least you know of it. It's infamous. St Mary's Bethlehem, also called Bethlem Hospital… also called Bedlam."
"The Victorian freak show?"
"So you do know it?"
"I've heard of it.
"That's where the B files lead. That's where they all went, eventually. They all ended up in Bedlam."
"Didn't the Victorians used to run tours round it, so you could go and laugh at the mad people?"
"That's one way of funding the health service. I told you, the files go way back. I talked to Cruella."
"Who's Cruella?"
"Camilla de Veirs. She's the posh totty in the archives. Loves to bang on about the value of contextual knowledge. Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it – that kind of thing. She told me some of them are thirteenth-century. They go back to the Stone House; used to be out near Charing Cross when it was still fields and farms. Then it moved up to Bishopsgate where it became St Mary's Bethlehem, or just plain Bethlem. That's where they put all the oddballs, the bag ladies and the tramps, until it got bad. Disease, overcrowding – they had it all. When it got worse, they moved it to St George's Fields, where the Imperial War Museum is now. This poor bugger painted these pictures while he was there."
"So where is it now?"
"Bromley."
"You're joking."
"Straight up. It's part of South London and Maudsley Health Trust. They don't do tours any more though."
"Is that where Alex is?"
"No. I checked. She's not in Broadmoor either, which is where this poor bugger ended up. Twenty years in a hospital for the criminally insane. What a way to treat an artist."
"Then where is she?"
He turned away, walked back to the bench and sat down. "I don't know."
I followed him and stood over him, looking down into his grizzled face.
"I need to find her, Sam. I need to know where they've taken her."
"I told you, I don't know. When they abandoned St George's Fields they broke it up. The easy cases went to Monk's Orchard at Maudsley. The dangerously psychotic ones ended up in Broadmoor, or at Rampton up in Nottinghamshire. Some went to other institutions where they could be nearer family or just where they had room. She's not in any of those, I can tell you that much. When St George's Fields closed, the references for the B files changed. They have a suffix.
B/BWPD."
"What does it mean?"
"I don't know. The archive bunnies only know it as a reference and the ownership of the files shifted to military. We only get summary data now, unless we request it." He looked up at me. "No, I won't request it. This is bad enough already. Do your damnedest."
"You don't know how bad my damnedest really is, Sam."
"I'm not much use to you if I'm inside for offences relating to the Official Secrets Act, am I?"
"You're not much use to me now."
"Oh, come on. You'd never have known any of this stuff if I hadn't told you. If I request access to a military file I'm going to be asked why I want it. I have no plausible reason to be in there. Military don't take kindly to people poking around in their stuff."
"I need to find her, Sam."
"Then find her. I've given you all I have."
"There's more."
"Not from me. If I ask for the file, I will have to explain why I want it. Before you know it I'll be on leave for stress pending an investigation. No." He looked up at me. "No. They wouldn't give it to me anyway. Not without a valid reason."
"Create one."
"You're joking, aren't you? This isn't my field. I'm out on a limb as it is."
I went back to the paintings. "Monk's Orchard, Broadmoor, Rampton. Where else?"
He shook his head. "Somewhere else. Somewhere military. Scotland, maybe. They have stuff up there no one talks about."
I turned back to him. "How do I find her, Sam? How?"
"Maybe there are records at Maudsley? No, they only got the ones that were no danger to anyone else. Broadmoor and Rampton got the psychotics. The military reference may be a mothballed facility, an old camp or a disused barracks. It could be a nuclear bunker for all I know."
"How do you find out?"
"I don't. I've gone as far as I can."
"I could make you."
"You could try, but I have nothing else for you." He stood up. "Don't call me again. I don't want to hear from you."
"I saved you, Sam. I could have left you there."
"If anyone else finds out we've had this conversation, what you'll do to me is pigeon shit compared to what they'll do to me."
He walked towards the arch leading to the exit, then paused and looked back. "And they'll leave me there."
When he'd gone, I went back to the paintings. Strange angular faces looked out at me through knowing eyes. The more I looked at The Fairy Feller's Master-Stroke, the more faces I saw. Tiny figures peered through the long strands and around stones, but like the Feyre they were only there if you looked for them. It was a perspective on a world I knew, but I could see why they questioned his sanity.