The doctors were silent, and Louis continued to stare at his hands in despair.
From the moment that there was no longer any need to keep this matter secret, the news spread through the Château; it spread through Versailles to Paris, and throughout France.
The King has small-pox. He is sixty-four. Consider the life he has led! This is the end.
And in the Château itself many hastened to assure the Dauphin and the Dauphine of their loyalty.
So the moment has come, thought Louis. I am more fortunate than some. I have time to repent.
He commanded that the Archbishop of Paris should be brought to him, and when the man arrived he said: ‘I have a long journey before me and I must be prepared.’
‘Sire,’ said the Archbishop, ‘you should make your peace with God; but before you confess your sins, I must remind you that there is one, who has shared so many of them with you, whose presence at Court is an affront to God.’
‘You refer to the one who has given me my greatest comfort.’
‘I refer, Sire, to the woman who impedes your way to salvation.’
‘Who is that at the door?’ asked Louis.
‘It is Madame du Barry herself, Sire.’
The King saw her hurrying to the bedside. There was an infinite sorrow in her face; he had never seen her so drawn and haggard.
‘You must not come too near,’ he said. ‘It is the smallpox.’
She nodded.
‘You knew?’ he said. ‘You have nursed me all these days . . . knowing?’
‘I did not wish you to know. I am furiously angry with those who told you.’
‘My own observation told me,’ he replied. ‘You see it has spread to my hands. My dear, this is our last meeting.’
‘No,’ she said.
‘You must go away from Court,’ he insisted. ‘There is no place for you here now.’
‘While you are here, my place is here.’
‘I am so soon to leave.’
‘You’re a liar,’ she said half smiling.
He smiled with her.
‘Dearest,’ he begged her, ‘go now. Go away from the Court. You should not be near me. I trust your wonderfully good health has saved you. You have a long life before you. And I am about to go. I must make my peace with God. I have so many sins to account for.’
She did not speak. He must receive the last rites. He must confess and be forgiven. She knew that death had given her the congé which Choiseul had attempted and failed to give.
She shook her head and the tears, spilling from those beautiful blue eyes, rolled down on to her cheeks.
‘If I recover,’ said Louis, ‘the first thing I shall do is to send for you.’
She put her fingers to her lips in an attempt at gaiety. Do not let them hear you say that, she was warning him; they will never grant you absolution if they do.
But she would never come back. She knew it as he did. He was dying.
‘Go now, my dear one,’ he said again, ‘and have the Duc d’Aiguillon sent to me. He and his Duchesse are your friends.
I want you to go to their château at Rueil. You will be safe there. You need to be safe.’
‘Goodbye, my King,’ she sobbed.
Then she turned and left him.
So this is the end, he thought.
And his thoughts went back over his life. He thought of another old man who on his death-bed had held a five-year-old child in his arms and told him he would soon be King. That old man was Louis Quatorze, and he himself had been the five-year-old boy.
For fifty-nine years he had been King of France. And what had he made of those years? What was he leaving behind him?
Now that he was dying events took on a greater significance. Was that because now he forced himself to look at them, whereas previously he had always turned away?
Vividly he remembered that period of riots in Paris, when the people had said he stole their children so that he – or his favourites – might bathe in their blood. How he had hated the people of Paris then! That was when he had built the road from Versailles to Compiègne, so that he could avoid visiting his capital except on State occasions.
The road to Compiègne! It should never have been made. He should have gone back to Paris . . . again and again. He should have won the love of the people of Paris, not their hatred. Won it? There was a time, when they had called him Well-Beloved, when it had been his. He should have served his subjects. Instead of fine châteaux, instead of extravagant fêtes, instead of establishments such as the Parc aux Cerfs, there should have been bread for the people, abolition of unfair taxes – a happy country.
He saw his life winding back behind him like a road he had traversed . . . the long and evil road to Compiègne.
And what of the legacy he had left to his grandson? Poor, shuffling, gauche Louis XVI! How would he ride the storm which his grandfather, so concerned with his pleasures, had been too selfish to prepare for?
He had seen trouble ahead. He had smelt revolution in the air like the smell of smoke from a distant fire. There had been occasions when it had seemed very near.
But he had always consoled himself.
There is trouble brewing, he had thought. It will come some time. The people are changing. They no longer believe in the Divine Right of Kings. The philosophers, these writers – they are bringing new ideas to the people.
There will be trouble one day. Oh, but not in my time. Après moi le déluge.
He wanted to go back. He wanted to live his life again. He wanted to ask pardon of so many people but, oddly enough, chiefly of his grandson.
There were tears in his eyes. He needed laughter, gaiety. He wanted to dispel melancholy thoughts.
He called a page to his bed.
‘Send for Madame du Barry,’ he commanded.
‘Sire,’ the page replied, ‘she has left Versailles.’
‘So soon,’ he murmured and closed his eyes.
In the Cour de Marbre the drums sounded as the Viaticum was carried through the Chapel to the King’s bedroom. With it came the Dauphin and the Dauphine and other members of the royal family; but only the Princesses Adelaide, Victoire and Sophie accompanied the priests into the chamber of death.
Those who waited heard the ringing tones of the Grand Almoner and the feeble responses of the King.
‘His Majesty asks God to grant pardon for his sins and the scandalous example he has set his people. If he should be spared he swears he will spend his time penitently improving the lot of his people.’
The King lay back on his pillow greatly relieved. That fate, which he had always feared, had not been his. He was to die but his sins had been forgiven.
Outside the Château the crowd waited. In Paris there was almost a festive air. The citizens were already talking of the new King, who was young and, so they had heard, not interested in women. He was quiet too and kind.
Would to God, they said, that the old one had died years ago, and the new one had been our King.
They already had a name for him. Louis the Longed For.
Everything, they said, would be different when he came to the throne.
There was one woman who waited in the crowd about the Château. She was six feet tall and very beautiful. She was the wife of an officer named de Cavanac, but before her marriage she had been Mademoiselle de Romans.