And in London? There was no sharply defined view. On the island Brady had said a mouthful, but Brady's assault had been repelled and his advice with it.
And Ned? Ned had a wife as soldierly as himself, and as unawakened. Name me a joe in a bad country, Ned liked to say with a rueful smile, who doesn't fall for a pretty face if she's on his side against the world.
And Bob, Sheriton andjohnny seem all to have assumed in different ways that Barley's private life and his appetites generally were of such a seedy complexity that they were best left out of the equation.
And Palfrey: what was old Palfrey thinking - hurrying up to Grosvenor Square in any spare hour and, if he couldn't make it, phoning Ned to ask, 'How's the boy?'
Palfrey was thinking about Hannah. The Hannah he had loved and loves still, as only cowards may. The Hannah whose smile was once as warm and deep as Katya's. 'You're a good man, Palfrey,' she will say with terrible control on the days when she is trying to understand me. 'You'll find a way. Maybe not now, but one day.' And oh, Palfrey found a way all right! He pleaded the code - that convenient code that rules that a young solicitor caught in adultery is ipsoyacto excluded from doing anything about it. He pleaded children, hers and his - so many people involved, dear. He pleaded marriage, curse him - how will they cope without us, dear, Derek can't even boil an egg? He pleaded the partnership and, when it was dissolved, he bunicd his stupid head in the sands of the secret desert where no Harfnah would ever be able to see him again. And he had the nerve to plead duty - the Service would never forgive me a mucky divorce, dear - not its legal adviser, it couldn't.
I was thinking about the island too. About the evening Barley and I had stood on the shingle beach watching the fog-bank roll at us across the grey Atlantic.
'They'd never get her out, would they?' Barley said. 'Not if things went wrong.'
I didn't answer and I don't think he expected me to, but he was right. She was a thoroughbred Soviet national and she had committed a thoroughbred Soviet crime. She was nowhere near the swappable class.
'Anyway, she'd never leave her children,' he said, confirming his own doubts.
We watched the sea for a while, his eyes on Katya and mine on Hannah, who would never leave her children either, but wanted to bring them with her, and make an honest man out of a career-obsessed Chancery Lane hack who was sleeping with his senior partner's wife.
'Raymond Chandler!' Uncle Matvey yelled from his chair, over the clamour of neighbours' television sets.
'Terrific,' Barley said.
'Agatha Christie!'
'Ah well, now, Agatha.'
'Dashiel Hammett! Dorothy Sayers. Josephine Tey.'
Barley sat on the sofa where Katya had settled him. The living room was tiny. The span of his arms could have bridged the width of it. A glass-fronted corner cupboard contained the family treasures. Katya had already given him the tour of them. The pottery mugs, made by a friend for her wedding, their medallions portraying the bride and groom. The Leningrad coffee set, no longer complete, that had belonged to the lady in the wood frame on the top shelf. The old sepia photograph of a Tolstoyan couple, the Man bearded and resolute in his stiff white collar, the girl in her bonnet and fur muff.
'Matvey is passionate for English detective fiction,'Katya called from the kitchen, where she had last things to do.
'Me too,' said Barley untruthfully.
'He is telling you it was not permitted under the Czars. They would never have tolerated such an intrusion into their police system. Do you have vodka? No more for Matvey, please. You must take some food. We are not alcoholics like you Westerners. We do not drink without food.'
Under the pretext of examining her books, Barley stepped into the tiny passage from where he could see her. Jack London, Hemingway and Joyce, Dreiser and John Fowles. Heine, Remarque and Rilke. The twins were in the bathroom chattering. He gazed at her through the open kitchen door. Her gestures had an air of timeless and deliberate delay. She's become a Russian again, he thought. When something works, she's grateful. When it doesn't work, it's life. From the living room Matvey was still talking gaily.
'What's he saying now?' Barley asked.
'He is talking about the siege.'
'I love you.'
'The Leningraders refused to accept that they were beaten.' She was preparing cakes of liver on rice. Her hands kept still a moment, then went on-with their work. 'Shostakovich still composed even if the ink froze in his inkwell. The novelists went on writing, you could hear a chapter of a new novel any week if you knew the right cellars to go to.'
'I love you,' he repeated. 'All my failures were preparations for meeting you. Fact.'
She breathed out sharply and they both fell silent, for a moment deaf to Matvcy'sjolly monologue from the sitting room, and to the sounds of splashing from the bathroom.
'What else does he say?' Barley asked.
'Barley – ' she protested.
'Please. Tell me what he's saying.'
'The Germans were four kilometres from the city on the south side. They covered the outskirts with machinc~gun fire and shelled the centre with artillery.' She handed him mats and knives and forks and followed him to the living room. 'Two hundred and fifty grams of bread for a labourer, others a hundred and twenty-five. Arc you really so fascinated by Matvcy, or are you pretending to be polite, as usual?'
'It's a mature, unselfish, absolute, thrilling love. I've never known anything approaching it. I thought you oug4t to be the first to know.'
Matvey was beaming at Barley in unalloyed adoration. His new English pipe gleamed from his top pocket. Katya held Barley's stare, started to laugh, shook her head, not in negation but in daze. The twins rushed in wearing their dressing-gowns and swung on Barley's hands. Katya ettled them to the table and put Matvey at the head. Barley at beside her while she poured the cabbage soup. With a prodigious show of power Sergey drew the cork from a wine bottle, but KatY2 would take no more than a half-glass and Matvey was permitted only vodka. Anna broke ranks to fetch a drawing she had made after a visit to the Timiryasev Academy: horses, a real wheatfield, plants that could survive the snow. M2tVCy was telling the story of the old man in the machine shop across the road, and once more Barley insisted on hearing every word.
'There was an old man Matvey knew, a friend of my father's,' Katya said. 'He had a machine shop. When he was too weak from starving, he strapped himself to the machinery so that he would not collapse. That was how Matvey and my father found him when he died. Strapped to the machinery. Frozen. Matvey also wishes you to know that he personally wore a luminous badge on his coat' – Matvey was proudly indicating the very spot on his pullover – 'so that he didn't knock into his friends in the dark when they took their buckets to fetch water from the Neva. So. That is enough of Leningrad,' she said firmly. 'You have been very generous, Barley, as usual. I hope you are sincere.'
'I have never been so sincere in my life.'
Barley was in the middle of toasting Matvey's health when. the telephone started ringing beside the sofa. Katya sprang up but Sergey was ahead of her. He put the receiver to his ear and listened, then replaced it on the cradle with a shake of his head.
'So many misconnections,'Katya said, and handed round Plates for the liver cakes.
There was only her room. There was only her bed.
The children had gone to their bed and Barley could hear them snuffling in their- sleep. Matvey lay on his ~rmy bedroll in the living room, already dreaming of Leningrad. Katya sat upright and Barley sat beside her, holding her hand while he watched her face against the.uncurtained window.
I love Matvcy too,' he said.
She nodded and gave a short laugh. He- put his knuckles against her check and discovered that she was weeping.
'Just not in the same way I love you,' he explained. 'I love children, uncles, dogs, cats and musicians. The entire Ark is, my personal responsibility. But I love you so profoundly that I am ashamed to be articulate. I Would be very grateful if we could find a way to silence me. I look at you, and I am absolutely sick of the sound of my own voice. Do you want that in writing?'
Then with both hands he turned her face to him and kissed her. Then he guided her towards the top of the bed and laid her head on the pillow and kissed her again, first her lips and then her closed wet eyelashes while her arms gathered round his back and drew him down on her. Then she pushed him away from her and sprang up and went to look at the twins before returning. Then she slid the bolt inside her bedroom door.
'If the children come, you must dress and we must be very serious,' she warned, kissing him.
'Can I tell them I love you?'
'If you do I shall not interpret.'
'Can I tell you?'
'If you are very quiet.'
'Will you interpret?'
She was no longer weeping. She was no longer smiling. Black, logical eyes, searching like his own. An embrace without reservation, no hidden codicils, no small print to the agreement.
I had never known Ned in such a mood. He had become the Jonah of his own operation and his rugged stoicism only made his forebodings harder to take. In the situation room he sat at his desk as if he were presiding at a court martial, while Sheriton lolled beside him like an intelligent Teddy bear. And when as a reckless throw I walked him down the road to the Connaught where I occasionally took Hannah and, to ease the waiting, fed him a magical dinner in the Grill, I still could not penetrate the mask of his forbearance.
For the troth was, his pessimism was seriously affecting my own spirits. I was on a see-saw. Clive-and Sheriton were up one end, Ned was the dead weight at the other. And since I am no great decision-taker, it was all the more disturbing to watch a man normally so incisive resign himself to ostracism.