Then ceased again.
A woman’s voice, strong and level and chill. “I pardon that man.” Their gazes met. She showed her shock. Her eyes were blue and clear.
It was yet dark when he awoke, but Rome generally awoke in the yet dark; a few lamps had already been kindled in the corridor; he noticed this abstractedly as he rushed to Quint: but Quint was already rushing to him. They met in the lesser atrium with the dull red walls where a few servants passed hither and thither like wraiths, thin vapors rising from the vessels in their hands. The heavy master of the household had either not yet aroused, or was occupied elsewhere; had he been present their own respective business, however much it agitated them, must need wait: but present he was not. At first their confrontation was in silence, there were sighs and moanings inarticulate, but not words. Then Quint said, and his voice trembled, “I have had such a dream!”
“And I —”
“Dreams are best kept silent, except to a qualified interpreter — or to a closemost friend —”
“Yes….”
“I am older, let me speak first,” said Quint. Vergil staying silent, he went on to speak his words, clutching the other’s his arms, as though he would draw him to himself. “Did you notice?” Quint asked. “Did you notice that old pedlar-dame in yesterday’s mob? selling baskets and sieves? She passed through my dream at an angle and then I saw the woman, I mean the woman … the real woman … I saw the woman holding the sieve … Claudia it was … it was Claudia … she held the sieve — you know what that means — and my heart went chill and swollen and I peered to see if the sieve did indeed hold the water, or if it had merely let it slip through and the mesh still wet. But she held it upside-down, she held it upside-down! What does that mean? And she looked at me and I saw that her eyes were very blue and very clear,” Quint’s own eyes, Vergil saw in the increasing light of early day, were very red, and quite without salve or ointment; “and she looked past me and she looked at you and her eyes went wide and I remarked her voice, I shall always remember her voice: it was level and strong and clear, and she pointed her hand at you and she said, ‘Thou art the man!’ And what that means, I dare not think: but I would that you would leave our Yellow Rome at once.”
After Vergil had spoken in turn, Quint leaned closer, and almost, somehow, he expected to see a thin cold breath from Quint’s mouth, like that from the basins of hot water for a quick early morning wash even now hurried past them by a few diligent slaves: but slavery makes for diligence … and makes it, much. Quint asked, “What is the meaning of this two-part dream? Does one part come from the Gate of Ivory and is false? does one part issue from the Gate of Horn and is it true? Is the whole dream one of evil omen? or of good? If we say, Good, in that she pardons you? of some sentence of death, it is sure, for if it were merely a matter of a fine … prison … the dungeon … or the scourge —” here Vergil shuddered, Quint went on — “how many men yearly die beneath the lash, merely, the lash? how many in the dungeon, where even a reflection of the light of the sun or the moon never shines? … let alone in the mere prison? where sometimes a gleam of sunlight creeps as it were uncertainly amongst the filthy littered rushes or the trampled straw … or now and then a beam of moonlight is reflected by a burnished mazer or a pewter plate polished like a mirror? For that matter,” he babbled, as they stood, crouched, in the atrium, close together; “for that matter,” he went on, “when a mere fine, merely the matter of a fine has broke a man’s bench, his bancus become ruptus, his lands his fields his house his yards his loft his laboratory all his goods his gear his tools his attire and even the very dead embers of his hearth for potash, and even the broken pisspot in the corner of his house of office: all, all, sold to pay the fine — eh? — how many, sinking beneath shame and broken spirit, the fine like blazing fire, consumes all means of earning food?”
Quint, beside himself, was now unwittingly imitating the gestures, the very vocal tricks, of any advocate seen and heard in Apollo’s Court. He swept the air with his hands, he bulged his eyes, he stood on his tip-toes, he touched his ear-lobe with a finger. “But all of these minor penalties,” this was a new Quint to Vergil and no longer the sophisticate, the man-about-Rome, the cynical; “and if the enemy of the enemies of mine enemy does not die of the stinking pox, then let him live … let him live under these minor penalties; and these allegedly the lesser of evils, the Vestal Virgin may not pardon: not a farthing, not a fig: not the theft of enough crushed walnut paste to cover the toenail of an infant child: none!”
To sum up: he, Vergil, once with brief (an advocate: ‘twas very brief: eh?) … if the Vestal Virgin in this probably vatic dream — and every dream in one way or another must be vatic, must be prophetic, else why is a dream dreamed? if he, Vergil, is the one whom the Vestal pardons, she can be pardoning him only from sentence of death. Not from charge of a crime meriting death, no, from sentence of death. And what can he, Vergil, have done or what would he do, to merit?
Dared he, would Vergil dare? to love her? —
And as for the other dream, and her cry of “Thou art the man!” if this was not accusative, then what was it? Could it be exculpatory? all things were, some barely, possible: but … he would believe that this Virgin’s exclamation was exculpatory? then he would believe anything … let him, if he would, believe —
But let him first flee. And if not to the end of the Empery, then at least from Yellow Rome. To be, at least, a while more safe.
Where would he safest be? from the accusations of the vatic voice in a state of dream —? whither flees the frightened child? he flees to home.
And now and for a long time: Naples was home.
… whence he might, if he would, if he need, having taken stock, flee again…
But why at once …? Why, because there was no set time indicated in these dreams. Who knows but what even now delators and informants were bespeaking those who bespoke the soldiery, He laid his hands upon the Virgin’s naked flesh, and, Act quickly, he may soon escape and flee …
Also, did he wait, tarry … opportunity … temptation … lust …
Thus: at once.
It is tiresome to say what everyone knows, in this case that some things are more easily said than done. There was no ship at a wharf behind a signboard reading Home, At Once. They had to wait until Quint’s friend, their host, was readily willing to see them, then it was needful (Quint thought) that Vergil should leave the City by a round-about way and not by means of the broader streets, and essential (Vergil thought) that Quint should not be seen with him; and was a long time persuading him of this, and even Vergil had a chore preventing him that he might not even, as he put it, “put bread in your wallet” for the journey, in Vergil’s old doe-skin budget, bread: had Vergil yielded at all, they would likely have wandered half over Rome to find some particular bake-shop. With or without opium-seed. Even, yes indeed! Quint might bethink him, bread is not enough! and insist they obtain cheese and salame-sausage! — at which, by sod and staff! might Vergil give himself up for lost —