After he left, I held the statue in my hand, hoping it would bring me comfort. It doesn't. I used to think of hell as some dark place full of fire and eternal pain. Now I think of it as a place where you'll be alone forever, a place where you feel a total lack of anything. I know I'm going to die alone in this room. I just don't know when. Hannah heard a beep, followed by the sound of locks clicking back. She shoved the notebook under the chair cushion as the door swung open.
35
The man named Walter Smith came into the room with his head bowed in either shame or embarrassment, maybe both. Hannah had a chance to look him over in the soft light.
His face had been badly burned. Even under all the makeup, she could see thick, bumpy scars. That's why he's keeping his head bowed, she thought. He doesn't want me staring at his face.
Knowing he was physically damaged made him seem inferior for some reason, less threatening. Hannah felt as though she might be able to reason with him. She could reason with anyone.
Walter held a wicker basket packed with an assortment of muffins and croissants. Tissue paper overflowed from the sides of the basket and the handle was decorated with ribbons. It reminded her of the getwell basket her father had bought on the morning after her mother's hysterectomy.
Hannah felt a sense of unease as she watched Walter place the basket on the table and retreat to the shadows near the sink. His hair was long, wet and messy. It looked too perfect. If it was a wig or a hairpiece, it was the best one she had ever seen.
Walter, his head still bowed, stared at the floor and cleared his throat.
'Your nose is looking better.'
Was it? She didn't have a mirror, but she had felt her nose with her fingers. It was still swollen. She wondered if it was broken.
'I'm sorry about what happened,' Walter said.
Hannah didn't answer, was afraid to answer. What if she said the wrong thing and set him off? If he came at her with his fists, she couldn't protect herself. He was too big, too strong.
'It was an accident,' he said. 'I would never hurt someone I love.'
A cold sweat broke across her skin.
You can't love me, she wanted to say. You don't even know me.
It was as though Walter had read her mind.
'I know all about you,' he said. 'Your name is Hannah Lee Givens. You graduated from Jackson High School in Des Moines, Iowa. You're a freshman at Northeastern University. You're majoring in English. You want to be a teacher. When you can afford it, you like to go to the movies. You go to the library and check out books by Nora Roberts and Nicholas Evans. I can bring you some of those books, if you'd like, and movies. Just tell me what you want and I'll get it. We can watch movies together.' Walter looked up and forced a smile. 'Is there something you'd like to see?'
How long had he been following her? And why hadn't she seen him?
Walter seemed to be waiting for her to answer.
What had the writer in the notebook said? That's what feeds him, talking. He needs to talk, needs to connect.
Hannah wanted him to leave so she could get back to the notebook and read what else this woman had written about Walter. Maybe there was something in there that could help her figure out a way to escape – and she would escape. She would find a way. Hannah Lee Givens knew she wouldn't live down here forever – and she sure as hell wasn't going to be used as a punching bag. She just needed to figure out a way to survive until she was found.
'You're still upset,' Walter said. 'I understand. I'll come back later with your dinner. Maybe we can talk then.'
He took out his wallet and waved it in front of the card reader. The lock clicked back. He didn't punch in a code. He opened the door but he didn't leave.
'I'm going to make you very happy, Hannah. I promise.'
36
Monday morning, while driving to work, Darby received a phone call from Tim Bryson. The commissioner wanted to meet at nine.
'I've also got a copy of the murder books from the Saugus cases Fletcher worked on back in the eighties,' Bryson said. 'Why don't we meet early? That way you'll have a chance to read it over.'
Darby found Bryson seated in the waiting area outside the commissioner's office. On his forehead was a gauze pad wrapped under two Band-Aids. The previous night, while searching one of Sinclair's lower levels, Bryson had whacked his head on the edge of a steel beam.
'I'm guessing six stitches,' Darby said, sitting next to him.
'Try ten. How are you feeling?'
'My back and legs are sore. I've never done so much crawling and bending in my entire life.'
Along with assistance from Danvers police, a dozen search groups, aided by Reed and his security men and architectural blueprints of the hospital floors, had examined a portion of Sinclair's lower levels all night Saturday and throughout Sunday, calling off the search at a few minutes past midnight. Absolutely nothing was found.
'I told you he was playing us,' Bryson said.
'We still haven't searched the basement fully.'
'You really believe that woman is lying somewhere inside the hospital.'
'I believe Fletcher wants us to find something.'
'I still think you're wrong.'
'If I am, I'll buy you a drink.'
'No, you'll buy me dinner.' Bryson's smile wiped away his years. He handed her a thick folder. 'Here are copies of the murder books for the two strangled women from Saugus. Go ahead and read. I'm going to get some coffee. How do you like yours?'
'Black,' Darby said, opening the cover.
On the evening of 5 June 1982, nineteen-year-old Margaret Anderson, from Peabody, was last seen leaving a friend's party. The next morning her partially nude body was discovered along the Route One highway in Saugus. Three weeks later, a twenty-year-old Revere woman named Paula Kelly left her shift at a diner. Kelly's body was found dumped on the highway less than a mile away from Anderson's, a man's leather belt, size 38, wrapped around her throat. Both women were raped, but no semen was found.
Nineteen-year-old Sam Dingle lived at home with his parents and his younger sister and worked at the Saugus mall at a music store that both women frequented regularly. The store manager said Dingle had spoken at length to both women on several occasions and had even asked Paula Kelly for her phone number.
Saugus police had recovered a partial thumbprint from the belt around Kelly's throat. The print came from Sam Dingle's right thumb.
The belt never made it to the state lab for further testing. The evidence room at the Saugus police station had lost its key piece of evidence. Sam Dingle was never arrested.
While Saugus police tried to build a case against him, searching for more evidence, Dingle, according to his sister Lorna, suffered a nervous breakdown and was admitted to the Sinclair Mental Health Facility. Six months later, Dingle was discharged. He lived at home with his parents for a week before hitchhiking out west.
Bryson came back and handed her a cup of coffee with a plastic lid. 'You're the first woman I've ever met who drinks her coffee black.'
'Why ruin a good thing?'
Bryson nodded with his chin to the murder book. 'What do you think?'
'I think I'd like to talk to Sam Dingle.'
'So would I,' Bryson said. 'We're looking for him. His parents are dead, and his sister doesn't live in Saugus.'
'I'll call the state lab and see what they have for evidence.'
Bryson sipped his coffee. 'A call came in this morning from two girls living in Brighton,' he said. 'A college student named Hannah Givens was reported missing. Her roommates called it in. They all go to Northeastern. According to the report, Hannah Givens was supposed to come home after her Friday shift at some deli in Downtown Crossing. They called her cell and left messages. Givens hasn't come home or called.'