Rex turned away from her and stared out the window, giving off unhappy vibes.
She sighed and reached out to stroke one of his hands. He looked down in surprise, then remembered that her flesh was protected by the gloves. He smiled, but for a moment she caught a taste of his old bitterness. He shared every thought with her, along with terrible secrets and a hidden world, but they would never touch.
“Rex, really, this is simple. Nothing’s going to go wrong.”
“You always say that.”
“The blue time is a breeze, Rex. It’s the rest of reality that’s hard.”
He turned to her, reached across, his fingertips stopping just inches from her. “I know.”
“I did the toughest thing I’ll ever do eight years ago.”
He laughed. “So you always tell me.”
That search had been the hardest, finding Rex the first time. Melissa had felt him for as long as she could remember, since before she could talk. When the blue time came and the maddening noise would finally stop, only a single voice would remain. A lone taste out there in the suddenly empty world, as tenuous as an imaginary friend. The idea that he was a real person had taken years to form, another year to act on. Finally she had run the miles to his house in the secret hour, eight years old and wearing pajamas covered with pictures of cowgirls, half thinking it was a dream. But finding each other had made the whole thing real.
It had been a close call, she realized now. Much longer alone and she would have gone crazy.
Melissa tried to settle her mind, preparing for midnight, for the task ahead. Taking deep breaths, she waited for the moment when all the noise and clutter, restless dreams and nightmares, half-conscious anxieties and outright night terrors would finally be…
Silenced.
“Oh, yeah,” she said. “That’s the stuff.”
She could taste Rex’s smile.
All his thoughts were open to her now. His relief that they were safely in the blue time, out of the reach of the law, and his grim determination to get this job done. She could even taste the tiny, well-nibbled corner of guilt he felt for going to this extreme.
“Don’t worry, Rex. What they don’t know won’t hurt ’em.”
“Just tell me if you think you’re pushing too hard.”
“You’ll be the first to know.”
They got out of the car, Melissa performing a quick mental sweep. Nothing around yet, but it was early. No creature that lived in the blue time would have spent the daylight this far into town.
Rex’s eyes flashed as he searched for signs.
“You should see this, Melissa. They’ve been creeping around everywhere. More every night.”
“Good thing Jessica doesn’t stay home much.”
Rex’s annoyance sizzled in the air, the predictable result of even the vaguest reference to Jonathan Martinez. At least it wasn’t jealousy, which she tasted enough of at Bixby High. Just Rex’s wounded seer’s pride that he didn’t control everything in the secret hour.
A moment later Melissa felt him squash the emotion. “Yeah, the guy’s finally good for something,” he muttered.
They crept through a backyard and then hid themselves in some bushes across the street.
“He coming?”
Melissa cast herself deeper into the night, and flavors came to her from every corner of midnight. Jessica was right there, waiting expectantly in her room. Dess was still at home, happily working on toys. The slithers were stirring at the edges of Bixby, more agitated every night these days.
And coming from the other side of town, a swift-moving presence.
“On his way.”
They settled deeper into the bushes.
A few minutes later Jonathan landed.
It had been a year since she’d seen him in action, Melissa realized. She remembered his grace now as his body corkscrewed downward to land softly on one foot, soundless and in slow motion. She might not ever fly with Jonathan, but at least Melissa could taste his mind when it was filled with the simple pleasure of flight.
Next to her Rex allowed himself a moment of quiet amazement.
“Hey!” Jonathan called into Jessica’s room.
“Hey, yourself.” Jessica crawled out her window, ran to him, took both his hands.
Melissa couldn’t hear what they said then, but she could taste what passed between them, clichéd and daylight: Jessica vanilla. The two spoke quietly, so focused on each other that a darkling could have easily flown down and taken them both. After a solid minute on the lawn they half turned to face the same direction. Side by side, holding hands, they bent their knees and jumped, effortlessly coordinated, almost a single creature.
Two seconds later they were gone over the trees.
“Cute couple,” Melissa said, pulling herself out of the bush.
As they crossed the street, Rex glanced nervously skyward.
“Relax, they’re halfway to downtown.” The last two nights Melissa had felt them close to the center of Bixby, probably up on the tall buildings down there, well away from darkling country and with a clear view in every direction. Jessica was a lot safer with Jonathan than at home, even Rex had to admit.
The front door was locked.
“Damn city folk,” Melissa said. They crossed to Jessica’s open window.
“You’re in an awfully good mood,” Rex said.
She pulled herself in through the window, tasting leftover Jessica thoughts in the room. She extended a hand to help Rex pull himself up and saw him instinctively jerk away before he realized she was wearing gloves.
“I’m always in a good mood in the blue time,” Melissa said when he was inside. “Especially when I get to do some serious casting.”
Rex gave off a sharp flavor of anxiety.
She sighed. “Don’t worry, I promise not to have too much fun.”
“Just don’t start to enjoy it too much. The lore is full of—”
“Stuff that bores me,” she interrupted. “Speaking of which…” Melissa looked disdainfully around Jessica’s room. “Wow, she is so daylight.”
Rex frowned. “She’s not that bad. Why do you hate her so much?”
“I don’t hate her, Rex. She’s just… she’s nothing in particular. I think she got switched at birth with a real midnighter. Everything’s so easy for her.”
“I wouldn’t say that.”
They went through the door and faced a long hallway. Melissa pushed open the first door on her left.
“Smells like… little sister.”
“You can taste that?”
“I can see it.” Melissa gestured at the floor. It was cluttered with skirts, jeans, shirts, crumpled papers, and school-books. Two walls were covered with boy-band posters, and on the bed a small form lay twisted among the sheets, clutching a stuffed animal.
Rex laughed. “Your psychic powers never cease to amaze me.”
They closed the door and headed farther into the house. There was a bathroom on the right, and the hallway opened on one side onto a living room. At the far end of the hall was one more door.
“This looks promising,” said Melissa as she pushed it open.
Jessica’s parents lay there, frozen while asleep.
Melissa looked at them, pale and defenseless. Like all stiffs, they didn’t seem quite human, more like department-store mannequins that someone had tried really hard to make realistic but had mistakenly taken a left turn at creepy.
Rex was poking around the room, peering into the moving boxes near the closet. Like the other midnighters, he was a little bit freaked out by stiffs.
Melissa didn’t mind them at all. Cold and hard though they were, this was the only time she would ever willingly touch another human being. She pulled off her gloves.
“I think we’ll start with Mom.”
20
7:22 A.M.
A CHANGE OF MIND
“Good morning, Beth.”
“In what sense?”