"And now, perhaps you will understand why I married him," she replied. "I would never marry an unreasonable man."
"She's scooted herself and her chair into the buttery," Gelfrid remarked in a loud whisper. "And I'm not understanding that at all."
"Judith," Iain called out. "I've ordered Brodick and Gowrie to wait outside until the meeting begins. Would you go and tell them to come inside now?"
It was an odd request to make considering the fact that his squire was standing right beside him. The boy warrior looked like he wanted to see the errand completed, but when he opened his mouth to offer his assistance, Iain raised his hand.
"I would be happy to go and get them," she said. She was so pleased by the way Iain had phrased his order, she couldn't quit smiling.
Iain watched her leave. The second the door closed behind her, he turned to Frances Catherine. "It was a false errand I gave Judith," he explained in a low voice. "I wanted to ask you something."
"Yes?" Frances Catherine replied, trying not to worry over the frown on her brother-in-law's face.
Iain motioned to Judith's chair over in the corner, then asked, "Why?"
He was asking her why Judith had moved away from the table. "The wine," she replied in a low whisper of her own.
He shook his head. He still didn't understand. Frances Catherine took a deep breath. "It's something she's always done, since she was very little… and learned to protect herself. It used to drive my father daft, and he finally decided not to drink at all in front of Judith. I doubt she even realizes now… you mustn't take exception."
"I would like to understand," Iain countered. "And I won't become insulted," he promised. "Now tell me why she moved the stool each time I took a drink. What is this lesson she learned?"
"Judith moved to put herself…" Iain patiently waited. Frances Catherine couldn't hold his gaze. She turned her attention to the tabletop. "… out of striking distance."
Iain hadn't expected that answer. He leaned back in his chair to think about Frances Catherine's explanation.
A long minute passed in silence. Then Iain asked, "Were there times she wasn't able to get away?"
"Oh, yes," Frances Catherine answered. "Many, many times."
The other elders had heard every word, of course. Gelfrid let out a long sigh. Graham shook his head.
"Why would she believe you would strike her?" Owen asked.
Iain hadn't realized until that minute how much he hated the lack of privacy in his life. "This is a family matter," he announced.
He wanted the discussion stopped before it went any further. Frances Catherine didn't catch on to his hint, however. She turned to Owen to answer his question.
"She doesn't believe Iain would strike her," she explained. "She wouldn't have married him if she thought he would hurt her."
"Then why-" Owen began.
"If Judith wishes you to know about her background, she'll tell you," Iain said. His voice was hard, determined. He stood up. "The meeting will take place tomorrow," he announced.
He didn't give anyone time to argue, but turned and walked out of the hall.
Judith stood in the center of the courtyard. She turned around when she heard the door closing behind her, even managed a smile for her husband.
"They still aren't here, Iain," she called out. "I'll be certain to send them inside as soon as they arrive."
He walked down the steps and started toward her. She backed away, though she couldn't help but notice her husband didn't appear to be muddleheaded. He wasn't scowling, either. She had counted, though, and he had had three full cups of wine… or had he only taken sips of the brew? She couldn't be certain. He didn't look sotted. Still, she wasn't going to take any chances. She backed up another step.
He stopped. So did she. "Judith?"
"Yes?"
"I got roaring drunk when I was fifteen years old. I remember it as though it happened yesterday."
Her eyes widened. He took another step toward her. "It was a painful lesson," he added with another step in her direction. "I'm never going to forget how I felt the following day."
"You became ill?"
He laughed. "Extremely ill," he told her. He was only a few feet away from her now. If he reached out, he could grab hold of her. He didn't. He wanted her to come to him. He clasped his hands behind his back and stared at her. "Graham fed me the ale and watched over me the next day. He was giving an important lesson, but I was much too arrogant to realize it at the time."
Her curiosity overcame her worry. When he took another step toward her, she didn't back away. "What was this lesson?" she asked.
"That a warrior who gives up his control to drink is a bloody fool. The wine makes him vulnerable, dangerous to others, too."
She nodded agreement. " 'Tis the truth it does," she said. "Some men would even do things they don't recall the next day. They might hurt someone and not remember. Others must be on constant guard against attack. Drunks can't be trusted."
What she was so innocently telling him made his heart ache. He was careful to keep his expression contained. "And who gave you that lesson?" he asked her in a mild, soothing voice.
"Uncle Tekel," she replied. She rubbed her arms while she explained about his injuries and how he used the wine to dull his pain. She was shivering with her memories. "After a time… the wine turned his mind into mush. Then he couldn't ever be trusted;"
"Do you trust me?"
"Oh, yes."
"Then come to me."
He opened his arms to her. She hesitated for only the briefest of minutes, then hurried forward. He wrapped his arms around her and held her tight.
"I promised you I'd never get drunk, Judith, and you really do insult me by thinking I would break that pledge."
"I do not mean to insult you," she whispered against his chest. "I know you wouldn't deliberately break your pledge. But there will be times, like tonight, when you must drink with the others, and if the celebration requires-"
"It wouldn't matter what the reasons be," he interrupted. He rubbed his chin across the top of her head, loving the feel of her silky hair against his skin. He inhaled her light, feminine fragrance and found himself smiling with pleasure.
"Husband, you're going to miss your important meeting," she whispered.
"Yes," he agreed. He let go of her. He waited for her to look up at him, and when she did, he leaned down and kissed her sweet mouth.
He took hold of her hand and led her back inside. He didn't turn toward the great hall, however, but started up the stairs, pulling his wife after him.
"Where are we going?" she asked him in a whisper.
"To our chamber."
"But the meeting-"
"We'll have our own meeting."
She didn't understand. He opened the door to the bedroom, winked at his wife, and then gave her a gentle little shove to get her inside.
"What is the purpose of this meeting?"
He shut the door, bolted it, and turned his attention to Judith. "Satisfaction," he announced. "Take your clothes off and I'll explain in detail what I mean."
Her immediate blush told him she'd caught on to his game. She laughed, a full, rich sound that made his heartbeat accelerate. He leaned against the door and watched her battle her embarrassment.
He hadn't even touched her yet, but he was already feeling incredibly content. He hadn't realized, until she came into his life, what a bleak, cold existence he'd led. It was as though he'd moved around in a fog of duties and responsibilities all his life, never allowing himself time to think about what he was missing.