`Good Lord, you didn't let me down.' Lovelace laughed now that the abortive affair was over. `I did no more than pave the way for you. I'm not a Miller myself, remember, and I never promised to do more than stand by because the opposition crowd had threatened to do you in.'
`You ran a big risk getting into Zarrif’s house to spy out the land under the pretence of being Jeremiah Green; and an even greater one when you faked illness to fix that rope for me.'
'Oh, forget it.' Lovelace grinned again. 'You get to bed and in the morning I'll probably persuade you to join the relief organization which I was going out to when we first met. That's all above board, and the poor devils behind the lines in Abyssinia need all the help they can be given.'
Christopher threw back his head. 'You'll do fine work, I know, but that's only bandaging the wound after it's been made. Someone has got to get at the root of this thing and stop the wounds ever being inflicted. I failed the Millers tonight, but I won't fail the second time. Even if you refuse to help me further, I've got to find another opportunity.'
`So you mean to have another go at it,' Lovelace said slowly.
`Yes. I pledged myself to kill Zirrif, and if I don't I'll never be able to respect myself again.'
Valerie leaned out of the back of the car. 'Please go in now, darling, and get to bed. You're so terribly overwrought. We'll talk it over quietly tomorrow.'
`You angel!' He smiled suddenly and, seizing her hand, kissed it. 'What should I do without you? Sleep well, my sweet.'
Lovelace drove Valerie out to the airport hotel, but it was still early, only a quarter past ten, and her nerves were so strung up that she did not wish to go to bed.
`Park the car and stay with me for a little,' she said.
`All right,' he agreed. `We'll get a drink in the lounge and, God knows! I need one,'
They had their drinks, but the lounge was stuffy and overheated, and a too attentive waiter hovered within earshot, so Valerie suggested that should go outside where they could talk freely,
There was no wind, so the air was clear of the dust that fought a daily battle with the struggling vegetation in the arid garden. The moon was now high in the heavens, bathing the plain in its brilliant light, yet softening the modern contours of the distant city so that it seemed a fairy town illustrating some old romance. The Acropolis, its ruined state no longer perceptible, and seeming as magnificent as when it was first built, dominated the scene upon its rocky crag. For an hour or two ancient Athens lived again, clothed in the still warmth of the southern night with all the splendour of the past.
`Mind if I smoke my pipe?' he asked, producing it from his pocket as they sat down on a bench.
'No, you love it, don't you? I've noticed you always smoke it in preference to cigarettes when you want to think.'
'Yes, and I've got some pretty hard thinking to do at the moment.' He offered his cigarette case.
`Thanks.' She took one. 'About Christopher, you mean, and his determination to go on with this?'
He nodded. 'That's it. I want to think up some really telling arguments against his attempting another cut at Zirrif tomorrow. If Christopher's left to his own devices it's a hundred to one on his bungling it.'
'You you don't mean to give him any further help, then?'
'No. I've done all I promised, so now I'm through. I don't see the fun of risking my neck in some wild scheme that would probably end in the deaths of both of us, and for all our sakes I'd give a lot to prevent him attempting Zarrif’s assassination on his own. D'you think there's any chance of my being able to persuade him to chuck his hand in and sever his connection with the Millers?'
`Not a hope. As I told you once before, Christopher
Penn is Christopher Penn, the most pig headed, quixotic darling ever born between Panama and Alaska, No one can make him change his mind once it's made up.'
`Except yourself. He's in love with you, so he'd stop this murder game if you asked him to for your sake.
`Perhaps. I don't know. But I'm not certain that I want him to.'
`I see,' he hesitated, `you still think of it as a sort of Crusade, then?'
She drew slowly on her cigarette. `The cause of the Millers of God is a just cause. Their systematic execution of the men behind the scenes, the war makers who deliberately manipulate the Press and national feeling for their own profit, is the only practical scheme ever devised which may in the end stamp out war altogether.'
`It's murder all the same you can't get away from that.'
`No, it's justice. Nothing has ever been more just than the secret execution of these men who are responsible for limitless human suffering.'
`You won't try and dissuade Christopher from going on, then?'
`I can't. It's a matter of his conscience. Besides, I know he's right, you see. If he loses his own life in another attempt on Zirrif he will deserve a martyr's crown as much as any Christian saint who suffered death for an equally high principle.'
`I agree with the principles of the Millers all right in theory,' Lovelace fidgeted with his pipe, `but I hate the whole business when it comes down to brass tacks.'
She turned to him quickly. `So do I. The personal side of it is horrible horrible. Yet you'd do a lot to stop the criminal stupidity of war once and for all wouldn't you?'
`Yes. I once formulated a plan which entailed death for certain people in the event of war. Wrote an article on it called “Pills of Honour”, but, of course, none of the papers I sent it to would publish it.'
`What was your idea? Tell me about it.'
`Welt, it would sound quite mad to many people, but it won't sound mad to you. The statesmen of Great Britain are always talking of setting an example to the world and I wanted either to call their bluff or give them a real opportunity to do so. The people as a whole are dead against war and, if they liked to agitate enough, they could force their Members of Parliament to push a Bill through the House of Commons. There's no reason why the Members should object either since it would not affect them only the Cabinet. My Bill would make it law that the Chief Government Analyst should be in waiting at any Cabinet meeting when the question of plunging the country into war was under discussion. With him he'd have a little box of pills one for each member of the Government.'
'If they decided that no other possible course was open to them than the step which would ensure certain death for hundreds of thousands of their countrymen, and misery for millions more, the Government Analyst would hand round his little box of pills and the Ministers would endorse the absolute necessity for their decision by their own rapid and quite painless death ...'
`I see,' she nodded, `but wouldn't that be robbing the country of all its natural leaders at one fell swoop?'
'I don't think so. If someone dropped a bomb in Downing Street while the meeting was on and the Cabinet was blotted out the very greatest sympathy would be extended to their relations, but it wouldn't stop the British Empire from functioning for one moment. Equally able men with the possible advantage of better health, from being just a little younger, are available to fill their places immediately. Most Cabinet Ministers are men of a certain age who have the best part of their lives behind them. They've been fortunate too in achieving success and fame. If they're ready to send young men, with all their lives before them, to be torn to pieces by high explosives or choke out their hearts from poison gas, because they find it vital to their country's welfare, surely they shouldn't flinch from sacrificing their few remaining years as an endorsement of their absolute belief in the rightness of their decision.'
Valerie smiled. `That would be a great step. If your Bill went through your Government would do some very hard thinking before they pledged their country to any more dangerous pacts. It would have the advantage too that if war had to go on and they did commit mass hara kiri to save the honour of their nation it would be such stupendous evidence of their conviction that there was no alternative that the whole country would rise, as one man, to destroy the aggressors. Anyhow, there would never be any more fear of your Cabinet plunging you into some wholesale slaughter because a Ruritanian had shot a Graustark frontier guard.'