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Back home, Merrily went directly through to the scullery, called Fiona’s mobile.
Answering service. She thought of leaving a message, wasn’t sure what she wanted to say. She sat looking at the American paperback, with the Roman soldier and the fire. They came, they saw…
The book fell open at page 35.
Caradog was a warrior, born to it. From childhood he had been taught that fighting was something to be relished and, when necessary, he killed without much thought. But he was learning that there was something different about the way the Romans fought and killed. He wanted to know what it was. What had made them the finest fighting force in the world… so that he might use it against them.
Who was he really? Where was he? Barry had avoided telling her Byron’s real first name. There were ten million Joneses in the phone book.
Ethel was slaloming between Merrily’s ankles, and she got up to put out some Felix. She could hear the sound of the TV from the parlour. A chance here of discovering what was on Jane’s mind. Take some hot chocolate in. Meanwhile, she rang Lol to explain the situation. It was important to keep him in the loop. Start sharing more. Guard against slippage.
‘It was on the news,’ Lol said. ‘About the body on Credenhill. No name. God… Syd Spicer?’ A silence, then he said, ‘Don’t even think of shouldering any-’
‘It’s not about blame,’ Merrily said quickly. ‘It’s about finding out what was damaging him and making sure nobody else is affected. This is supposed to be my manor. If he was keeping something from us because it involved national so-called security… well, that’s not my problem, either.’
‘You need to be careful with those guys.’
‘Me? A harmless lunatic? A medieval throwback? Oh… I’ve been asked to do his funeral.’
‘Oh, no,’ Lol said. ‘Not that.’
And then there was someone at the door. An efficient tapping, as if with the tip of a walking stick or an umbrella. Or an army officer’s baton.
Merrily watched James Bull-Davies shaking out his umbrella, shuffling on the doormat, angled like a tower crane.
‘Not, ah, keeping you up, am I?’
‘It’s not yet nine o’clock, James. Coffee?’
‘Bit late for caffeine.’ James stood his umbrella under the Light of the World print. ‘No, hell, might as well. Thank you.’
Merrily led him into the stone-flagged kitchen. Chilly in here in these days of post-Aga economic restraint.
‘I’m sorry, I was meaning to call in, after…’
‘Mansel? Second cousin, twice removed, something like that. Hadn’t spoken to him in years. Nothing wrong, just never that close.’
‘Still a hell of a shock, though.’
‘Rather admired him for his refusal to give up the family home, the way we did ours. Otherwise, lived within his means. Which both his wives seem to have seen as being tight with money, but… shocking, as you say. Shouldn’t happen. Country going down the lavatory.’
James pulled out a chair at the refectory table and spread himself over it in his ungainly way. He was wearing an old tweed jacket, grey woollen tie.
‘Reason for disturbance… you met a friend of mine earlier. Lockley. William. Never Bill. Despises Bill, don’t know why.’
‘He said you were friends.’
‘Shipped orf to the same school, for our sins. Christ Col, Brecon. Also served Her Maj together as young chaps, briefly, before he… took a slightly different path. Now. This man Spicer…’
‘What does William do? With the Regiment?’
‘Nothing too active now. Had his time in the sandpit. They keep him on. Chaps like him have their uses, if it’s only a long memory.’ James coughed. ‘This is me talking to you, by the way. Not him. Not them. Fairly clear, that, I suppose?’
‘You know I’d never suspect you of making covert inquiries on behalf of the Ministry of Defence.’
Army county, this. Someone’s fingers snapped and men who were never quite retired came out of civilian limbo. James cleared his throat.
‘Here – far as I’m aware – purely on behalf of my old friend Lockley.’
‘As far as you’re aware.’
‘Or could ever expect to be aware.’
‘James, my head’s starting to ache.’
James shifted in his chair, like a minor rockfall.
‘Didn’t just drop out of the cot, Merrily. Fully aware of the degree of suspect politics which may appear to be lurking behind anything involving the military. Fully aware of that.’
‘Good. Go on.’
‘Having him as stand-in chaplain… not universally applauded.’ James sighed irritably. ‘Hate this kind of thing. Poor chap’s gorn, that should be an end to it. However, one or two things still leave cause for concern.’
The atmosphere had altered, the banter was over. The coffee pot began to burble. Merrily went to it. James cleared his throat again.
‘Probably know what they found in Spicer’s bedroom?’
‘I didn’t go in. Wasn’t invited.’
James was silent.
‘All right,’ Merrily said. ‘I may have an idea what was in there.’
‘I, ah… made it clear to Lockley that I had considerable respect for you, as a person. Wouldn’t like you to be buggered about. However, they… that is, we… I… were wondering how far you’d be prepared to share.’
She turned to face James, a mug in each hand.
‘Share?’
‘Things are sensitive. We’re in wars, could be for some time. Not made easier by the nation being in two minds about the need for it. Though, with all the loss of life, there’s a lot of sympathy, at present, for the chaps who have to fight. Anything which might affect that sympathy or the morale of the fighting man, which, between ourselves, is getting bloody close to rock bottom… PTSD, combat-stress… obviously needs to be watched.’
Rain skittered like moths on the high window. Merrily frowned.
‘I know how hard this is for you, James, but you’re going to have to spell this out.’
‘Merrily, this… hell’s bells, they don’t understand this stuff. Not their field of combat. Lockley’s job’s to ensure that whatever was bothering Spicer could not, if it ever emerged, be damaging to the reputation of the Regiment. Might’ve been the onset of mental illness. Might’ve been something personal or foolish. Or…’
‘What do they think it might be?’
James didn’t reply.
‘Share means share, James. Two-way street?’
Merrily waited. James sat there for some moments, concrete-jawed. She guessed he often wondered where he’d be now if he hadn’t been dragged out of the army after the sudden death of his father, to pull what remained of the estate together. Not too successfully, as it had turned out. Savitch was the squire now.
She began to lose patience.
‘Maybe I need to consult my boss. Before this goes any further.’
James looked up sharply.
‘Who are we talking about?’
‘The Bishop?’
‘Oh.’ He looked relieved. ‘Dunmore. Well, yes, of course. Absolutely fine. Apparently.’
You could only take that one way. Small county with a long history of cooperation between Church and Military. It felt like the walls were closing in on her with a sinister splintering of old, brittle wattle.
‘Though we’d rather you said nothing to the other chap,’ James said. ‘Owen.’
Merrily let the mugs come down, clunk, on the table. James smiled ruefully, chin sinking into his tie.
‘Complicated times, Mrs Watkins. Even in our own little world. Savitch bidding to buy the Swan, heart of the community?’ He coughed. ‘Apart from the church of course.’
‘No, you were right the first time.’
‘Should talk again.’ James stood up, looking sorrowfully down at the spillage on the table. ‘But I think you understand where we’re coming from, broadly speaking. And, ah, perhaps it is a little late for coffee.’
After James had gone, Jane was still in the parlour, sitting on the sofa. But the TV sound was off, and she was talking into her mobile.