The draperies had been closed against the night air, but she drew them wide, letting the moonlight stream into the room. For some time Vanessa stood at the window, watching the silent gardens below, letting the silver-white peace soothe her frayed nerves.
Finally, though, she turned away and put out the lamps.
In the semidarkness she removed her gown and donned a cambric nightdress, wondering wryly what Damien Sinclair would think of her modest attire. She supposed that when he did at last demand that she honor their bargain, he would require a filmy negligee or some such trifling costume.
The bed was soft and welcoming. The long journey and the tension of the evening had taken a greater toll than she realized, and before she knew it, Vanessa fell asleep.
She dreamed of him… of Lord Sin restlessly walking the night. Of Damien taking her in his arms, of his kissing her.
His kiss was tender and passionate, sweet and fiery all at once. It had the power to rob her of breath, to make her limbs melt like warm honey…
When she came awake, the delicate scent of roses greeted her while her body throbbed with a strange heat.
She couldn’t tell what had roused her from sleep. For a moment Vanessa lay there listening to the quiet crackle of the fire in the hearth and the slow beat of her own heart.
Moonlight poured through the open draperies, and in the luminous glow, she realized something lay on the pillow beside her.
Hesitantly she reached out to touch it. It was a rose, slender, fragile, soft as velvet.
Wondering if she were still dreaming, she lifted her gaze to stare across the room… directly into the silver-smoke eyes of Damien Sinclair.
Chapter Five
He was lounging before the fire in a brocade dressing robe of midnight blue. Still watching her, he raised a snifter to his lips.
“Would you care for a brandy, angel?”
He was no dream, she realized. His voice was soft and sensual as the moonlight, the expression on his handsome face just as beguiling.
Unsure whether to be alarmed, Vanessa fumbled for the silk wrapper draped across the foot of her bed. “What do you want, my lord?”
“Would you be surprised if I said companionship?” When she stared at him, he shrugged. “I find sleep eludes me at times, especially since my sister’s accident. I prefer not to deal with my demons alone. Will you not join me here by the fire?”
Not wanting to remain in such a vulnerable position, she drew on the wrapper over her nightdress and rose from the bed. When she had buttoned the garment to her neck, she approached him cautiously, moving to stand near the fire.
“How did you get in here? You must have used a key.”
“No, you possess the only key.”
“Then how?”
“Would you believe me if I said a secret passageway? A former Baron Sinclair had it built during Cromwell’s bloody reign to provide a swift means of escape. But my father made use of it to gain convenient access to his mistresses.” Damien gestured toward a corner of the room closest to the windows. “A panel in the wall moves aside.”
A surge of anger claimed Vanessa at his deception. “Why then did you make such a show of giving me the key to my bedchamber if you had entry all along?”
“Confess, did you not feel easier in your mind, believing yourself safe from me?”
“You said you wouldn’t come here until I invited you.”
“I said I wouldn’t demand to share your bed-and I won’t.”
She could think of no immediate reply, knowing he was right, yet his rationale only rekindled her resentment.
His gaze remained soft. “I meant what I said, Vanessa. You have nothing to fear from me.”
She stared at him, cursing her own foolhardiness. Damien Sinclair should have presented a menacing, sinister figure, wandering like a ghost in the night, intruding wherever he pleased, watching her sleep. But, strangely, she wasn’t afraid of him. She was merely angry. First he had forced her into this untenable situation. Then he’d failed to honor his word in spirit, if not in letter.
“I do not fear you,” she retorted, raising her chin.
“But you don’t trust me.” He smiled faintly. “Your eyes are eloquently expressive.”
“Most certainly I don’t trust you. I believe you’ve given me little reason to.”
“I shall have to convince you otherwise.”
She shifted uncomfortably on her bare feet, wondering if she had the right to demand he leave.
“Meanwhile…” His gaze surveyed her, lingering on the plaited braid of her hair. “Will you not join me?” he repeated. “I am not bent on seduction tonight, I promise you. All I am interested in coaxing from you is perhaps a little conversation.” When still she hesitated, he took a different tack. “I came to thank you, actually.”
“Thank me?”
“I visited Olivia after dinner. She has agreed to see Dr. Underhill.”
Despite her anger, Vanessa was relieved to hear the news. “I am glad.”
“What did you say to persuade her?”
“Nothing much. I played on her sense of familial duty, I suppose. I made her aware of your remorse at not being able to help her. Perhaps she decided to make an effort for your sake, if not her own.”
Damien frowned. “I find that hard to credit. As you’ve no doubt deduced, we aren’t on the best of terms.”
“Olivia says she doesn’t blame you for her misfortune.”
“Perhaps not, but she blames me for neglecting her all these years. I’ve spent the past two months trying to improve our relationship, to little avail.” Damien shook his head. “You were able to draw her out in less than a day. I was exceedingly surprised to discover her reading Shakespeare. That is the first time since her accident, I believe.” He paused before adding reluctantly, “You have my gratitude.”
His praise sounded somewhat grudging, as if he meant to withhold judgment about her and her methods.
“It is only a first step,” Vanessa observed, her own tone just as grudging. “She still has a long, long way to go.”
“A long way indeed,” Damien murmured darkly, staring down at his brandy for a moment. “How did you know her taste in poetry?”
“My brother told me.”
Damien’s jaw hardened visibly, reminding Vanessa of her own deception regarding his sister. But he appeared determined to shrug off any somberness.
He gestured toward the chaise lounge. “Will you oblige me by joining me, Vanessa?”
Although extremely reluctant to be so near to him under such intimate circumstances, Vanessa clamped down on her resentment and capitulated. She chose the wing chair opposite him, however, recalling the last time she had found herself on a couch with the decadent Lord Sin. Trying to banish the memory of his erotic kisses and his even more erotic caressing of her breasts, she curled up in the chair and tucked her feet beneath her.
For the space of a dozen heartbeats, she waited for Lord Sinclair to say something, but he only sipped his brandy in silence while he stared into the flames.
Vanessa found herself watching him warily. The firelight played over his features, illuminating the stark beauty of his face, making her breath quicken.
She had been truthful about not fearing him, yet his presence here, in the moonlit darkness, still seemed a threat. The sensuality of the moment disturbed her greatly.
Even so, she had to remember the bargain she’d made. As much as she deplored his extortion, it was still better than the alternative-her family cast out of their home and living in penury. She had agreed to become his mistress. She, at least, would honor her word. She would provide him with conversation if he asked it of her.
“What shall we talk about?” she asked, the question more curt than welcoming.
He raised his gaze to her. “Why don’t you tell me about yourself.”
“What would you like to know?”