Calder was my only hope.
I stood up, so that everyone could see me.
'You're leaving?' asked Calder, and he was disappointed.
But I had hoped for what then happened. Calder said, 'Perhaps we could have the benefit of an outside view, an objective opinion?'
'I have a suggestion,' I said. 'You get together as many of you as you can, and we will meet, with Krolgul here, and talk it all out.'
They didn't agree at once, but in the end they did. Krolgul had no alternative, though he hated it.
Of course, we could have done it all where we were, in the cafe, but I was concerned with Incent.
I did not order him to follow me as I left the cafe, but he came with me. Physically, he came with me.
I took him to my lodgings in a poor part of the town. A miner's widow, with children to support, let out rooms. Almost the first thing she had said to me was, 'We are unfortunate people,' and it was with a calm sense and dignity that could be, I hope, what would save them all from Krolgul.
She agreed to give us some supper in my room.
It wasn't much; they are indeed poor people.
Over bread and some fruit, Incent and I sat opposite each other.
'Incent?' I said to him. 'What am I going to do with you?' And it was far from rhetorical.
'You're going to punish me, you're going to punish me,' he kept groaning, but with the enjoyment he has learned from Krolgul.
'Yes, of course you will be punished. Not by me, not even by Canopus, but by the inherent laws of action and interaction.'
'Cruel, cruel,' he sobbed, and fell asleep, all his emotional apparatus in disarray, his intellectual machineries in subjection to this disorder. But he is strong enough physically; that is something.
Leaving him asleep, and asking the woman of the house to keep an eye on him, I spent the night in the bars of the town and its suburbs. Everywhere unrest, even a sense of impending upheaval. Hard to determine whether this was mainly because of worsening conditions on the planet, or because of the efforts of Krolgul... who, interestingly, was talked of much less than Incent. No wonder Incent is exhausted. He seems to have travelled to all the main centres of Volyenadna, and to most of the smaller ones as well. To extract the essence of what people have found in him: it is that he is noticed. He has impressed himself. In city after city he has moved from one meeting place to another: cafes, miners' clubs, women's clubs, and his right to be everywhere has been his conviction that his cause must make him welcome. He brings no credentials. On the rare occasions he is challenged, he impatiently, even contemptuously, rejects the need for it, as if his interlocuters are showing pettiness and worse, and after a few hours of earnest exhortation – which clearly exhaust his hearers, who betray, even after several days' interval, all the signs of nervous strain – he leaves for the next appointment with destiny.
Can I say he is not trusted? It is more interesting than that...
There is a type of revolutionary always to be seen at times when there is potential for change. At first tentative, even timid, then amazed that this burning conviction of his can convince others, he soon becomes filled with contempt for them. He can hardly believe that he, that small unit, and an unworthy one (for, at least at the beginning, he may possess some view of himself as a fallible individual), can be taken seriously by those older than he, more experienced -persons sometimes of worth, who may be representatives of masses of people. Yet he, this torch of righteous conviction, armed with no more than his own qualities, is able to come close to them, persuades, convinces, has them in his power. He asks for trust – that first of all – for money, for the use of their influence. In no time he has nests of people in every place doing his bidding, embroiled with one another, willing to listen. To listen, that's the thing. One may observe him, this burning-eyed, coiled spring of a youth, leaning forward at a cafe table, in the corner of a house, anywhere, fixing his prey with his eyes in a conviction of shared purpose, of conspiracy, of – always – being united in some small purpose against enormous odds. Yet almost at once this small purpose has burgeoned so remarkably. Finding it so easy to talk in terms of limited ends, the creation of a local institution perhaps, a meeting place, a modest petition, suddenly he – no less than others – is surprised to find that what is being talked about is city-wide, then planetary, even interplanetary movements. 'We shall sweep the stars for our support!' Incent cried from a platform in one town, and when someone called out from the body of the hall, 'Hold on, lad, let's start with something more modest,' the laughter was no more than friendly. Of course! If you have been able to rise so far and so fast from such a humble base – in this case, on this planet, that the people generally are very worn down, tired, drained, and they wish for better – then why not 'sweep the stars' and 'transform everything'?
'Is not the present moment dynamic?' cried Incent from platform after platform, his whole person radiating dynamism, so that the poor tired people listening to him felt dynamic too; though not for long, for it is odd how they feel even more tired, more drained, when he has moved on to the next place that he has decided to stir into action.
'The new forms of life will become dynamically dramatic,' he has shouted, though only a moment before he was dealing with a question from the floor about raising wages by means of a petition to Volyen (through Greasy-guts Grice).
Well, such a person does not, as we know, 'sweep the stars,' but he does set in motion a great many people who even while under his spell feel uneasy. And yet feel uneasy that they do. How dull they have become! How enfeebled by life! How far they are from the flaming days of their youth, which they see before them again in the shape of this noble, inspirational youth, who seems, when he leans forward to hold their eyes with his own, to gather their whole life and pose it before them in the shape of a question.
'What have you become?' those dramatic, those languishing, those shameless eyes demand. For, of course, this young hero, without even knowing it, will use all the means he has to unlock the various forms of resistance he faces, including sex, maternal and paternal love: Oh, if only my son were like this, this very flame of promise and action, if only I had chosen such a one as a husband.
But uneasy they are. It might be for a good cause, but how they are being manipulated! And how is it possible that not only one's unworthy (of course) self is being played on by this man – this youth, not much more than a child, really – but also one's respected and revered colleagues?
This operator has understood from the first, and by instinct (it is nearly all instinct, this, not calculation: our hero is working on a wavelength of pure guess-and-feel, he has never sat down to say, 'How can I get this poor sucker under my thumb?'), that of course one must use one 'name' to impress another. 'I saw Hadder today,' he lets fall confidentially and, as it were, by the way, 'and he said to me he would talk to Sev, and when I dropped in on Bolli yesterday she said she knew how to lay her hands on...' Some large, almost incredible sum seems to materialize; both the inspired youth and the hypnotized victim contemplate it, in silence. 'Ye-e-es...' murmurs the victim at last, 'I see, yes...' And on both faces there appears fleetingly a small self-conscious smile that acknowledges absurdity.