‘I don’t, I never want to see him again, but I have to talk to him. I thought you might be able to arrange it. If they’re going to keep him in jail for a while.’
‘Well, I could have a word with Thorson. May I ask what it is that you need to discuss with Frank?’
‘It’s... it’s private.’
‘Nothing that has any bearing on the case under investigation, then?’
‘No, not at all. It’s... it’s personal.’
Ingiborg didn’t dare meet Flóvent’s eye. Instead she lowered her gaze to the photographs of the girl on the desk. She didn’t want to tell him why she urgently needed to speak to Frank Ruddy even though the mere thought of seeing him made her feel sick to her stomach. She’d been a bit under the weather in the mornings lately: queasy, weak and lethargic, and she had begun to suspect the reason. It wasn’t simply that she’d been let down by a GI who’d stooped to assuming the name of a film star to deceive her, although admittedly that had sapped her energy and made her feel very depressed. There were undeniable physical symptoms. They had started earlier and had been making her increasingly anxious for weeks. She wished she could have confided in her mother but that was out of the question in the circumstances. Her parents had been put through enough. She’d been intending to share her fears with Frank on the terrible evening they took refuge behind the theatre, but fate had intervened. Now, in spite of all that had happened, she felt he ought to know.
Flóvent had arranged a meeting with Ingiborg a couple of days earlier to bring her up to date with what the police had found out about Frank. He needn’t have bothered but she got the impression that he was well disposed towards her, and she had come close to sharing her concerns with him then. He had gone out of his way to be tactful, understanding and sympathetic. She knew he wanted to soften the blow she’d suffered as a result of Frank’s behaviour. When they parted, Flóvent had told her she could come to him about anything; if it was in his power he would assist her.
‘All right,’ he said now. ‘I’ll have a word with Thorson and see what he says.’
Two hours later Thorson himself received her at the camp and escorted her to the military jail. He was just as mystified as Flóvent about why she wanted to see Frank. All Flóvent had told him over the phone was that it was personal and unrelated to the investigation. Thorson didn’t query this. He asked Ingiborg if she would like him to interpret, but she hastily assured him that there was no need.
Thorson showed her into a small room and told her to wait. The jail was housed in a prefab hut in the Laugarnes camp, one of the largest in the country, which contained not only barracks but also offices, a mess hall, a post exchange, a sick bay and the military police headquarters. A number of such camps had risen within the city limits, each like a village of Quonset huts huddling in the bleak terrain, here at the ends of the earth.
Frank was led into the room and looked astonished when the identity of his visitor was revealed.
‘You?’ he said in English, sounding as if he’d never expected to set eyes on Ingiborg again.
The door closed behind him and he took a seat.
‘Look, I never meant to lie to you. It was just... I just...’
‘No matter,’ Ingiborg said in her halting English. She didn’t want to listen to any more of his lies. She needed to go ahead and say what she’d come here to say, because she felt he had a right to know. How she acted afterwards would depend on his response. During the long, sleepless nights she had considered not telling him at all, but she didn’t feel this was fair.
‘I have... baby,’ she said, placing a hand on her belly so there would be no mistaking her meaning.
Frank didn’t react.
‘Your... your,’ she added.
‘My what?’
‘Baby.’
Frank stared at her. ‘No way,’ he said. ‘Hell, no.’
‘Yes.’
‘Oh, no. No, you don’t...’
‘What do you mean?’ She looked puzzled.
‘You come to me with that shit... It isn’t mine. That’s a lie. A goddamn lie.’
‘It’s yours,’ Ingiborg said in Icelandic, patting her belly for emphasis.
‘That’s a lie,’ repeated Frank angrily.
‘No.’
‘I’m not doing this. This is not my problem.’ Frank leapt out of his chair and banged on the door. The guard opened it and let him out. Thorson appeared behind them and came into the room as Frank was led away.
‘Is everything OK?’ he asked.
‘Yes, I should be going.’ Ingiborg stood up.
‘What did he say to you?’
‘Nothing. It’s all right.’
She had been afraid of Frank’s reaction, and her suspicions had now been confirmed; she couldn’t expect any help from him. Part of her was relieved. When they made love he had promised to be careful. She had found it painful both times.
‘Let me drive you home,’ said Thorson. ‘I have a car at my disposal.’
‘No, thank you, I can walk. Thank you for letting me see him. I won’t need to visit him again.’
She was fighting back tears and Thorson took her hand in an attempt to comfort her.
‘You’re not the first girl to be taken in by a soldier. You were unlucky. Frank’s a no-good liar. Fortunately they’re not all like him.’
‘No.’
‘Why are you so upset?’
‘I don’t know what to do. He...’
‘Why did you want to see that jackass? I’d have thought he was the last person you’d want to see.’
‘I needed to talk to him...’
‘Why? About the investigation?’
Ingiborg shook her head. ‘About something else.’
‘What? Why are you so unhappy?’
‘I can’t say. I have to go home.’
‘Can’t you... are you...?’
Ingiborg burst into tears.
‘You’re not expecting his child?’
She nodded. ‘I... I think so... I know I...’
She hadn’t meant to say anything, had meant to go home with her secret intact and lock herself in her room. She had no idea what to do, no one to advise her. In the end she would have to tell her mother, but she was dreading it. Though that would be nothing to the storm that would break when her father discovered that she was expecting and that the father was an American soldier. She raised her eyes to Thorson. She had blurted out her secret inadvertently, but afterwards it was a relief to have got it off her chest.
‘Have you been examined by a doctor?’
‘No, I don’t need to be. I just know.’
‘Are your parents aware?’
‘God, no.’
‘You should confide in them.’
‘I daren’t. I don’t know what to do.’
‘You should at least see a doctor,’ said Thorson. ‘Get confirmation. Then you must talk to someone you trust. I’m guessing Frank didn’t take the news too well?’
‘He thought I was lying about it being his. But I’m not. He’s the only man who... the only man in the picture.’
‘I expect you’ve already considered your options.’
‘I’m not going to get rid of it,’ Ingiborg said. ‘I’m not doing that.’
22
As Konrád listened to Ingiborg describe her encounter with Thorson, he wondered if he dare ask whether she had stuck to her guns. But he didn’t know her at all and realised that he himself would take offence at this kind of prying.