Wrapping my arms around my body, my fingers pressed into places his hands had touched last night. I held back the shiver and tried like hell to suppress the emotion, but it didn’t work. I wanted him just as much as before.
At last, I nodded. “I know that, Pen.”
*
Margaret was out the office the next day taking care of last minute details for her Friday flight to Paris, so I didn’t see her again until our nine-thirty ritual on Thursday morning.
She was at her desk when I walked through the French doors, and rage pounded my ears as I approached her with her customary skinny latte.
“Good morning, Margaret,” I forced through a cheerful smile. “All set for France?”
Resting her elbows on the glass surface, she pinched her nose and sucked in a breath through it. “Do I look like I’m ready, Ms. Connelly?”
I handed her the coffee, which she practically jerked out of my hand, and for the briefest moment, I pictured the lid flying off and the liquid covering her cream-colored cashmere and mink Caroline Herrera sweater.
“Is there anything I can do to help?” I offered.
Is there anything else I can do to help you live in that house that’s supposed to be mine? To help you blow money my father left for me?
It wasn’t even about the money, but damn, this was an awful situation.
Biting my tongue, I sat across from her and folded my hands in my lap. “If you need anything taken care of for your trip today, I’m happy to run out and do it.”
Tightening her blue eyes into slits, she twitched her head to either side. “Just do your job while I’m gone. Can you handle that?”
“Of course. Did you receive the transcriptions I emailed you?”
“I did, and I have another set for you to work on in my absence.” Dropping her hand from her nose, her nostrils flared. “I was surprised to see you did such an exceptional job, I need you to fix the mess the little cunt who worked here before you made.”
The little cunt.
Her words brought bile to the back of my throat, and I wondered if she’d used them to describe me before. In spite of the anger that continued to throb in my skull, I could almost vividly hear the words falling from her pinched mouth.
That little cunt Gemma.
Somehow, I made a small sound of agreement and bobbed my head. “I’ll get to work immediately on them. Where can I find the—”
“I’ve emailed you the mp3 files already.” Her desk phone rang, but she ignored it. As soon as the shrill sound stopped, she continued, “The moment you’re finished, email me all the transcriptions and make sure you CC Philip and Cate. You failed to send the last transcriptions to them, and they both need them as well. ”
I made a note on my LCD tablet to email the documents to the company’s VP and CFO. “I’m right on that,” I promised through a smile that felt like it was poisoning me. “I’ll have them to you ASAP.”
“Then, I need you to—” Her phone rang again. Letting out a sharp curse, she lifted the receiver and slammed it to her ear, knocking one of her giant pearl earrings to her desk. “This is Margaret,” she announced in a clipped voice.
I watched her face transform, from annoyance to disgust, and I wanted to know who it was. Who would cause her to feel the exact emotions she inspired in me. When she said the name a second later, I held back a gasp.
“It is a goddamn birthday party, Finley. Not the end of the world. If you can’t handle it, please contact my assistant who will refer you to one of the event planners we’ve used in the past.” Margaret held her breath while the brunette on the other line said something, and then she laughed dismissively. “Well, Oliver knows best. Goodbye, Finley.”
Apparently, there was trouble in paradise, and my curiosity was absolutely piqued.
Making a teepee with her fingers, Margaret breathed against her hands before addressing me. “I’ll email you anything else I need, Ms. Connelly,” she said, her tone dismissing me. As I started to the door, she continued speaking, and my spine stiffened. “My house guest, Ms. Scott, may call you for help planning my son’s thirtieth birthday party. As I’ll be in Paris until nearly a week before the event, I would appreciate it if you gave her a hand.”
I opened the door and looked back at her. “I’d love to help.”
Even though I already knew Finley would rather saw off her own arm than ask me for anything dealing with Oliver. “Have a safe flight to Paris, Margaret.”
The second I returned to my office, I sent Pen a text.
What can we find out about Finley Scott?
*
“I didn’t realize you were here. Figured you’d be working from home today with Mrs. Emerson being gone,” Carl told me the following day as I breezed past his security station a few minutes after noon. Although I was running late, I turned around to face him, the spiked heel of my secondhand Manolo Blahnik shoes squeaking loudly on the black granite floor.
“Lunch with Stella.” Switching my purse to my other arm, I pointed to him. “Do you want me to bring you something back?”
Stunned, he blinked a few times. Then he motioned me to his desk. Although I tried to keep my gaze focused solely on him, as usual, I couldn’t resist flicking my eyes to the massive photo of my mother to the left.
God, I wished she were here.
It would make this all so much easier, so much more bearable.
Leaning his forearm on his desk, Carl lifted his eyebrow. “Where are you two going?”
“That little Italian place a few blocks away,” I replied, and he closed his eyes together in anticipation. When he dug around in his back pocket for his wallet, I touched his wrist and shook my head.
“Don’t worry about it. Just tell me what you want, and I’ll bring it back with me.” I still remembered what Stella had told me about helpfulness being dead around here, and after the week I’d had, I wanted to at least make someone else’s day a little better—especially Carl, who’d been at this company forever.
He gave me his order, which I texted to myself. As I walked toward the main entrance, allowing myself one more peek at Mom’s picture, Carl’s words warmed my chest. “You’re a good one, Lizzie.”
When I reached the restaurant ten minutes later, I spotted Stella in a booth near the back. She waved at me, and her Tiffany charm bracelet jingled prettily against her caramel skin.
“Sorry I’m late,” I breathed, sliding into the booth, slightly exerted from the walk here.
“Don’t worry. I ordered us garlic knots.” She gestured to the basket of bread between our seats, her elegant ponytail swishing around the Peter Pan collar of her beaded black blouse as she moved closer. “I’ve been doing carb-cycling to tighten up a bit before I head to Trinidad for Christmas, and it’s my cheat day.”
“You’re beautiful. But I’m jealous of your vacation,” I admitted. I grabbed a piece of bread, tore off a small chunk, and popped it into my mouth. “Take me with you. Please.”
“I will. Or are you going back home to—”
For the first time since my charade started, the first city that wiggled into my mind was Las Vegas—the city I had built my life in for the last several years. So where the hell was Lizzie from?
I’d been so immersed in being myself all week—being the name written over and over again on my father’s will—I felt like I was slowly losing my mind.
“Oregon,” I finally informed Stella, although I prayed that by Christmas next month my façade would be over. “Yes, I’ll be going home to see my mother and father.”
Stella ate another piece of bread, giving me a dark look when I grinned and lifted my brow. “Cheat. Day,” she said slowly.
After our waitress stopped by, and I ordered a drink and both my lunch and Carl’s food, Stella’s phone vibrated on the table. Nibbling on yet another piece of garlic bread, she turned it to face her and rolled her dark eyes dramatically.