Bernie’s eyebrows raised. She said: “Did that happen?” And then: “Whose card was it?” But she didn’t sound as if she cared.
“A fellow who seems not to have existed,” Chee said. “At least the local FBI folks who’re in charge of the case aren’t saying.”
Bernie held up her hand. “OK. Start at the beginning. But before you do, and before you decide whether you want Supervisor Henry in on all of this, would it help you to know that Henry grilled me about why I followed that welding truck out to the Tuttle Ranch. He said Customs, or anyway our local Customs crew, has a special deal with that ranch. And he had me give him all the photos. Like the ones I sent you. Even the negatives.”
Early in this discourse, Chee had leaned forward, intent. Now he said: “Special deal?”
“He said Tuttle’s watering holes for the animals attract dehydrated illegals,” Bernie said. “So Tuttle’s ranch hands watch for that and tip off Customs. In return, Customs doesn’t go onto the ranch.”
Chee was frowning. “Did Henry already know you’d taken the pictures? Or did you volunteer that?”
Bernie leaned back in the booth. Shook her head. “I should have thought of that,” she said. “I really don’t remember. I had brought them along to show him, but I sort of think he’d brought it up first.”
“Did you notice anything especially interesting about the welding truck?”
She shook her head. “Nothing I saw. And the only pictures Mr. Henry remarked about were a shot of an oryx and one of a sort of worn-out tire track. A sort of recapped tire repair done in Mexico. He said it was like one on a truck they were watching for.”
“Not the welding truck?”
“No. Then he asked me if this was all of my pictures, and I said except for a couple of negatives that didn’t come out, and he put the pictures and the negatives back into the sack and into his desk drawer.”
“Same sack the developer put them in?”
“Yes,” Bernie said, and then paused and grimaced. “And now you’re going to ask if it was one of those two-prints-for-the-price-of-one deals, and I’ll say yes, and you’ll say then Mr. Henry will know there’s another set of those pictures somewhere.”
“Yeah,” Chee said. “But it probably doesn’t matter.”
“I hope not,” Bernie said. “Except him wondering why I misled him.” She was remembering the “TWO PRINTS—ONE PRICE” printed in big red letters on the sack she had given Henry.
“Anyway, I think we should have this conversation without inviting Mr. Henry into it unless we see some way he can help solve the puzzle.”
Chee had lost his focus on the puzzle, let his mind wander, thinking that Bernie was even more ... More what? Beautiful than he’d remembered? Well, yes. But that wasn’t it. Not exactly. In a Miss America contest, Janet Pete would have won. Representing perfection. Polish. Suavity. And if the pick was based purely on the sensual, then Mary Landon would wear the crown. He’d never forget the day he met her. Looking for a suspect at the Crownpoint rug auction where Mary was—as he finally realized—looking for the proper trophy to take back to Wisconsin to sire her Wisconsin children. And Janet, the half-Navajo vision of high-society sophistication, seeking the appropriate Navajo male willing to be taught the value system of urbane America. Ah, he missed them both. Either one would have been far better than this loneliness he was living through now. Who the hell was he to think he could find the perfect love? To think Bernie would settle for him. How many men found perfection? Well, there was Lieutenant Leaphorn and Emma, maybe. Did he think he could match the Legendary Leaphorn?
Chee noticed Bernie had stopped talking. Her face had flushed. She ,was staring at him. Just, he realized, as he’d been staring at her.
“Well?” Bernie said.
“I’m sorry,” Chee said.
“Well, what do you think?”
A bunch of youngish people a table away had settled their division of their joint check and were noisily preparing to leave. “I was thinking of you, Bernie,” Chee said. “I was thinking you’re wonderful.” But he said it well under the clamor of the departure.
Bernie gave the departees an irritated glance.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t understand that.”
“I think I’d like to see if your boss knows how we can find Seamless Weld,” Leaphorn said.
Bernie considered that. “But how do you do that without explaining why you’re curious. Letting him know I sent you that picture?”
Chee had a sudden idea. “Maybe then he’d fire you,” he said. “Then I could get you to come back and work for me.”
He knew by the time he finished that it hadn’t been a good idea. Bernie’s face was flushed again.
“One of Sergeant Chee’s officers?” she said, in a tone that was approximately neutral.
“I didn’t mean that the way it sounded,” Chee said. “I mean we’d be glad to have you back. Captain Largo said so too.”
But the mood had changed now. Bernie said he must be worn out, hard drive and all. And she had a busy day herself tomorrow. Chee asked if they could get together tomorrow night. Now that they weren’t wearing the same uniform, maybe they could have a dinner date. Anyway, he wanted to talk to her again. With that, Bernie drove away in her Ford 150, and Chee took his pickup back to the Motel 6, went to bed, and—feeling more like a damn fool, a cowardly damn fool—he tried to sleep.
12
Eleanda Garza’s voice was cool and efficient.
“I’m sorry, Sergeant Chee,” she said. “Bernie’s not here.”
“She’s not? Ah, where can I—”
“If you called, she said to tell you she had to go to a meeting. For the new CPOs. A training session, I think it is.”
“Oh. Ah, well, do you know when she will be back?”
He had tried to keep the disappointment out of his voice. Apparently he’d failed. Mrs. Garza’s tone changed from cool to sympathetic. “I think this thing just came up suddenly. You know how it is when you work in law enforcement.”
“Well, thank you, Mrs. Garza. It was good to meet you. Did Bernie leave a message?”
“I don’t think she had time. I think she really wanted to talk to you.”
“Thanks,” Chee said.
“I’ll tell her you called. And please try again. It’s lonesome down here for Bernie.”
Chee sat a moment looking at the telephone, feeling even more disgusted with himself, and with fate, than he had when he woke up. He paid his motel bill, put his stuff into his bag, the bag into his pickup, and began the drive northward from the very bottom of New Mexico toward its top—a long, lonely drive back to his empty trailer home under the cottonwood trees beside the San Juan at Shiprock. Empty and untidy and cramped and silent. At Lordsburg, he pulled into a service station, filled his tank, and sat awhile studying the map Bernie had sketched on her napkin. He would delay the depressing arrival at his trailer by finding the formal entrance to the Tuttle Ranch. He’d use another couple of hours finding the place on the other side of that huge spread where Bernie had caught up with the Seamless Weld truck.
Finding the front entrance of the Tuttle Ranch was simple enough. The elderly lady at the Giant Station cash register explained it.
“Get off Interstate 10 at Gage, take County Road 2, and then 20 toward JBP Mountain and—”
“Hold it,” Chee said. “Show me on my map.”
The cashier frowned, looked at the map, put her pencil tip on a hump labeled “JBP Mountain” and traced it along. “Then past Soldiers Farewell Hill, right here, and take the turn south toward the Cedar Mountains”—she tapped with her pencil point—“and then you pass Hattop Mountain”—another pencil tap—“and turn right on a dirt road there. It’s graded but they never put any gravel on it. You’ll see a big corner post at the junction pointing southward and a sign on it says ‘Tuttle Ranch.’ But if you’re looking for Tuttle, he’s not there much. Lives somewhere back east.”