And with this second death even the police questioning didn't take long. There was, after all, not a great deal that anyone could tell, and Cordelia guessed how suspiciously unanimous that little must sound. When it was her turn she went into the business room weighed down by the conviction that nothing she said would be believed. Grogan stared at her across the desk, his pale, unfriendly eyes red-rimmed as if he had gone without sleep. The two musical-boxes were on the desk in front of him, carefully positioned side by side.
When she had finished her account of Munter's appearance at the dining-room windows, of the finding of his body and the recovery of the musical-box, there was a long silence. Then he said:
'Why exactly did you go up to the tower room on Friday afternoon?'
'Just curiosity. Miss Lisle didn't want me at the rehearsal and Mr Whittingham and I had finished our walk. He was tired and had gone to rest. I was at a loose end.'
'So you amused yourself by exploring the tower?'
'Yes.'
'And then you played with the toys?'
He made it sound as if she were a tiresome child who hadn't been able to keep her hands off someone else's kiddy car. She realized with a mixture of anger and hopelessness the impossibility of explaining, of making him understand that impulse to set the whole childish menagerie working, to drown wretchedness with a cacophony of sound. And even if she had confided the cause of her distress, Ivo telling her of the death of Tolly's child, would her story have sounded any more plausible? How did one explain to a policeman, perhaps to a judge, a jury, those small, seemingly irrational compulsions, the pathetic expedients against pain, which hardly made sense to oneself? And if it were difficult for her, so egregiously privileged, how did those others cope; the ignorant, the uneducated, the inarticulate, faced with the esoteric and uncompromising machinery of the law? She said:
'Yes, I played with the toys.'
'And you are absolutely certain that the musical-box you found in the tower room played the tune "Greensleeves"?' He smacked his great palm down on the lid of the left-hand box, then lifted the lid. The cylinder turned and the delicate teeth of the long comb once more picked out the nostalgic, plaintive tune. She said:
'I'm absolutely sure.'
'Externally, they're very alike. The same size, the same shape, the same wood, almost the same pattern on the lids.' 'I know. But they play different tunes.'
She could understand the frustration and the irritation which he was keeping so tightly under control. Had she liked him better, she might have sympathized. If she were telling the truth, then Munter had lied. He had left the ground floor of the castle some time during that critical hour and forty minutes. The only entrance to the tower was from the gallery floor. He had been within feet of Clarissa's door. And Munter was dead. Even if Grogan believed him innocent, even if some other suspect were brought to trial, her evidence about the musical-box would be a gift for the defence. He said:
'You didn't mention your visit to the tower when you were questioned yesterday.'
'You didn't ask me. You were chiefly interested in what I did and saw on Saturday. I didn't think it important.'
'There's nothing else that you didn't think important?'
'I've answered all your questions as honestly as I can.'
He said:
'Perhaps. But that isn't quite the same thing, is it, Miss Gray?'
And the small voice of her own conscience, in collusion with him, indicted her. Have you? Have you?
Suddenly he leaned across the desk and put his face close to hers. She thought she could smell his breath, sour and tainted with beer, and had to force herself not to draw back.
'What exactly happened on Saturday morning in the Devil's Kettle?'
'I've told you. Mr Gorringe told us the story of the young internee who was left to drown. And I found that quotation from the play.'
'And that's all that happened?'
'It seems to me enough.'
He sat back and she waited. He didn't speak. At last she said:
'I should like to go to Speymouth this afternoon. I want to get off the island.'
'Who doesn't, Miss Gray?'
'That's all right, is it? I don't have to ask permission? I mean, you can't stop me going where I like unless you arrest me?'. He said:
'That, no doubt, is what you'd advise your clients if you had any. And you'd be perfectly right. We can't stop you. But you must be in Speymouth tomorrow at two o'clock for the inquest. It won't take long, just a formality. We'll be asking for an adjournment. But you were the one who found the body. You were the last person to see Miss Lisle alive. The Coroner will want you there.'
She wondered whether it was intended to sound like a threat. She said: 'I'll be there.'
He looked up and said so gently that she almost believed him to be sincere:
'Enjoy yourself in Speymouth, Miss Gray. Have a good day.'
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
It was after twelve thirty when she was released. Strolling out to join the others who were drinking their pre-luncheon sherry on the terrace, she learned that Oldfield had already gone to the mainland to fetch the post and supplies. Ambrose was expecting a parcel of books from the London Library. Cordelia asked if Shearwater could be ordered for her for two o'clock and he agreed without curiosity, merely inquiring when she would like the launch to be at Speymouth quay for the return journey. Cordelia ordered it for six o'clock.
She wasn't hungry for luncheon and nor, apparently, was anyone else. Mrs Munter had provided a cold buffet in the dining-room, too much food, most of it intended for the party, set out indiscriminately in an appetite-stifling mass. The wonder was, thought Cordelia, that she had bothered at all. No one had spoken of her since the finding of her husband's body. She too had been interviewed by the police, but had spent most of the morning secluded in her flat or moving silently and unnoticed from pantry to dining-room. Cordelia doubted whether Ambrose was greatly concerned about her and there was no one else to care. She decided to see if she was all right, to ask, before setting out, whether there was anything she could do for her in Speymouth. She doubted whether her intrusion would be welcomed. What was there, after all, that she or anyone could do? But at least she could ask.
She didn't trouble to sit down but cut herself slices of cold beef and put them between bread. Then making her excuses to Ambrose, she helped herself to an apple and a banana and took her picnic on to the beach. Already her mind was moving away from this claustrophobic island towards the mainland. She felt like a refugee, waiting to be rescued from some plague-ridden and violent colony, watching with desperate eyes for the boat which would bear her away from the smell of rotting corpses, the shouting and tumult, the bodies strewn on the shore, towards the safety and normality of home. The mainland which she had seen recede with such high hopes only three days earlier now shone in the imagination with all the refulgence of a promised land. It seemed to her that two o'clock would never come.