“Asper?” the rogue asked, voice cracked and dry.
“No,” Bralston answered.
“Oh,” he muttered, returning to staring at the sand. “It’s you.”
Bralston stared at the back of his head. Maybe he couldn’t see the man’s face, but everything else screamed guilt: the stoop of shoulders that had been so broad when they rubbed against the Houndmistress’s, the mane of reddish hair that had been dyed time and again, the voice that had plied and charmed and tongued all the right ears to earn the role of advisor to the woman who would try to save a city infested with human gangrene.
Bralston remembered him, before he had been called Denaos.
“I don’t have the tongue for entertaining wizards,” the man said. “Not the kind that could be matched by hearing their own voice. So, if you need something-”
“Murderer.”
Denaos turned his head, just enough for Bralston to see his eyes, just enough for Bralston to know. And slowly, Denaos turned away.
“So that’s it, then? Just right out with it?” Denaos chuckled. “No talent for subtlety.”
“No subtlety is needed for this,” Bralston said. His voice came on hot breath and beating heart, no more discipline of the elite. “It has no place amongst matters of justice.”
“The only men who bring up matters of justice are those who think themselves worthy of delivering it.”
“There is no worthiness, only responsibility.” Bralston felt the blood rush in his veins, but held himself back. Eyes, shoulders, tongues; these were suspicions. Librarians needed logic, evidence to justify the kill, however worthy. “And it falls to any man who knows what you’ve done.”
“And what have I done, Librarian?”
“You killed people.”
“I’m an adventurer. I’ve killed lots of things.”
“You killed people.”
Denaos did not stir from the log he sat on. But his voice had an edge when he spoke, something crudely sharpened and dripping with rust and grime.
“The only men who tell me I’ve killed people,” he said, “don’t know how many people I’ve killed.”
“Fourteen hundred,” Bralston replied. “Fourteen hundred men, women and children with families and pets and homes that were burned to the ground the night you murdered her.”
Denaos hung his head low, rubbed the back of his neck.
“More.”
Bralston recoiled. He stared in disbelief, at the confession and the sheer disregard with which it had been offered, a sprinkling of sugar from delicate fingers over a plate of charred flesh.
The word became much heavier than any other. It and the sight of the man threatened to unhinge him, to force him to raise hand, to speak word and turn man to ashes on the breeze. He turned away to resist the urge. Heavy as the word was, another still had weight.
“How many?” he asked.
“Many,” Denaos replied, without so much as a stutter. “Mothers, whores, businessmen, politicians.” He paused. “Children. Not as many as her death caused. But these ones. . I looked into their eyes. I had chances to stop. Many chances.”
“And you did not.” Bralston removed his hat, ran a hand along his bald scalp as though trying to smooth the rogue’s words into something that didn’t cause the mind to recoil. “How many chances?”
“I’ve got one left,” Denaos replied. “One I’ve been riding for about a year now.” He sighed. “The tome. . it’s all I can hope for to balance the scales.”
“You think there are scales? There is balance for what you did?”
“I was given another chance. By the Gods.”
“There are no gods.”
“There must be a reason why you haven’t killed me yet.”
“I had to know.”
He replaced his hat on his head, drew in a breath. The power, his power came flowing back into him. It leapt to his fingers, magic hungry and railing against all the discipline his position was supposed to carry, a magic hungry for vengeance.
“I have responsibilities,” he said. “That will soon be fulfilled.”
Silence.
And then laughter; not sadistic, not conceited. Humorless. A joke that wasn’t funny and had been told far too many times.
“And you waited until now?” the rogue chuckled. “Well, that was silly of you.”
Bralston’s roar was nothing. His magic spoke for him in the crack of thunder and the shriek of lightning as he whirled about and thrust his fingers at the man. The power was reckless, a twisting serpent of electricity that leapt readily and ate hungrily, tearing up sand and splitting log and leaving scorched earth and burnt air.
And, he thought with a narrow of his eyes, no body.
The man was gone, but only from sight. The man would not leave, not after all he had told Bralston. The stink of liquor and guilt lingered, however subtle.
And Bralston had no talent nor need for subtlety.
In death, as in life, the netherling continued to hate.
It had hated the heated blade that dismembered its corpse, resisting each saw. It hated the fire that now ate at it, devouring purple flesh long since blackened with agonizing slowness. And Asper was sure, in whatever nothingness this thing’s soul now lurked, it still hated her.
Hard to blame her, Asper thought; she knew she wouldn’t have much in the way of understanding for someone who had dissected, chopped up, and burned her. And she was not sorry that she had done it to the longface, either.
She was a netherling. A brutish member of a brutish race that served blindly under a brutish, sinister, filthy, horrifying, grinning, always grinning, eyes on fire, teeth so sharp, and smile so broad as he slipped his fingers inside-
She shut her eyes.
She could never maintain that train of thought without returning to that night, to the creature known as Sheraptus, and what he had done to her. Every sense was defiled at the very thought of him: eyes were sealed shut for fear of seeing his broad grin, ears were clamped under hands for fear of hearing his purr, and no matter what she did, she could not avoid, ignore, or block out the sensation of his touch.
Of his two long fingers.
Nor could she ever forget screaming for help, for someone, for anyone. For Kataria, who had fled. For Denaos, who came too late. For the Gods, who did not answer.
Maybe the netherling had screamed out for something when she died, Asper wondered idly. Maybe she had called out for Sheraptus when Lenk cut her open with his sword.
She wasn’t sure why she was still staring at the corpse.
When she heard footsteps, she didn’t turn around. There was no man, no woman, no dragonman or lizardman she wanted to see right now. Or ever again
“Where’s Denaos?”
Lenk. Not the worst man she had expected; certainly not worth turning around to face.
“Not here,” she answered stiffly.
“Obviously,” Lenk replied. “I was hoping you’d know where he was.”
“Gariath can sniff rats out. I can’t.”
“You’re calling him a rat now, too,” Lenk observed. “I always thought you had the more affectionate names for him.”
“I called him a scum-eating vagrant who lies through teeth that should have been broken long ago.”
“Still,” Lenk said.
The silence that followed was awkward, but preferable, and all too brief as Lenk’s eyes drifted to the burning netherling.
“What did you find out?” he asked.
“Nothing useful.”
“You tear a longface open and apart and find nothing useful?”
Asper pointed to the dagger, its hilt jutting from its place wedged between the stones surrounding the fire it smoldered against. “I had to heat the damn blade to cut this one apart. They’re resilient. Amazingly so. Nothing you didn’t already know.”
“That’s it?”
She sighed. “If I had to offer any sort of advice, it would be to aim for their throat. They seemed to have the least amount of muscle there.”
“Handy. Hopefully Denaos has discovered something more useful from the big one.”