"There he is."
They stopped.
"He cant get out. He wont hurt anybody, anyway. Come on."
"I'm scared to. I'm scared. I'm going to cross the street."
"He cant get out."
I wasn't crying.
"Dont be a fraid cat. Come on."
They came on in the twilight. I wasn't crying, and I held to the gate.
They came slow.
"I'm scared."
"He wont hurt you. I pass here every day. He just runs along the fence."
They came on. I opened the gate and they stopped, turning. I was trying to say, and I caught her, trying to say, and she screamed and I was trying to say and trying arid the bright shapes began to stop and I tried to get out. I tried to get it off of my face, but the bright shapes were going again. They were going up the hill to where it fell away and I tried to cry. But when I breathed in, I couldn't breathe out again to cry, and I tried to keep from falling off the hill and I fell off the hill into the bright, whirling shapes.
19.14
Here, looney, Luster said. Here come some. Hush your slobbering and moaning, now.
They came to the flag. He took it out and they hit, then he put the flag back.
"Mister." Luster said.
He looked around. "What." he said.
"Want to buy a golf ball." Luster said.
"Let's see it." he said. He came to the fence and Luster reached the ball through.
"Where'd you get it." he said.
"Found it." Luster said.
"I know that." he said. "Where. In somebody's golf bag."
"I found it laying over here in the yard." Luster said. "I'll take a quarter for it."
"What makes you think it's yours." he said.
"I found it." Luster said.
"Then find yourself another one." he said. He put it in his pocket and went away.
"I got to go to that show tonight." Luster said.
"That so. " he said. He went to the table. "Fore caddie." he said. He hit.
"I'll declare." Luster said. "You fusses when you dont see them and you fusses when you does. Why cant you hush. Dont you reckon folks gets tired of listening to you all the time. Here. You dropped your jimson weed." He picked it up and gave it back to me. "You needs a new one. You bout wore that one out." We stood at the fence and watched them.
"That white man hard to get along with." Luster said. "You see him take my ball." They went on. We went on along the fence. We came to the garden and we couldn't go any further. I held to the fence and looked through the flower spaces. They went away.
"Now you aint got nothing to moan about." Luster said. "Hush up. I the one got something to moan over, you aint. Here. Whyn't you hold on to that weed. You be bellering about it next." He gave me the flower. "Where you heading now.
Our shadows were on the grass. They got to the trees before we did. Mine got there first. Then we got there, and then the shadows were gone. There was a flower in the bottle. I put the other flower in it.
"Aint you a grown man, now. Luster said. "Playing with two weeds in a bottle. You know what they going to do with you when Miss Cahline die. They going to send you to Jackson, where you belong. Mr Jason say so. Where you can hold the bars all day long with the rest of the looneys and slobber. How you like that."
Luster knocked the flowers over with his hand. "That's what they'll do to you at Jackson when you starts bellering."
I tried to pick up the flowers. Luster picked them up, and they went away. I began to cry.
"Beller." Luster said. "Beller. You want something to beller about. All right, then. Caddy." he whispered. "Caddy. Beller now. Caddy."
"Luster." Dilsey said from the kitchen.
The flowers came back.
"Hush." Luster said. "Here they is. Look. It's fixed back just like it was at first. Hush, now."
"You, Luster." Dilsey said.
"Yessum." Luster said. "We coming. You done played hell. Get up." He jerked my arm and I got up. We went out of the trees. Our shadows were gone.
"Hush." Luster said. "Look at all them folks watching you. Hush."
"You bring him on here." Dilsey said. She came down the steps.
"What you done to him now." she said.
"Aint done nothing to him." Luster said. "He just started bellering."
"Yes you is." Dilsey said. "You done something to him. Where you been."
"Over yonder under them cedars." Luster said.
"Getting Quentin all riled up." Dilsey said. "Why cant you keep him away from her. Dont you know she dont like him where she at."
"Got as much time for him as I is." Luster said. "He aint none of my uncle."
"Dont you sass me, nigger boy." Dilsey said.
"I aint done nothing to him." Luster said. "He was playing there, and all of a sudden he started bellering."
"Is you been projecking with his graveyard." Dilsey said.
"I aint touched his graveyard." Luster said.
"Dont lie to me, boy." Dilsey said. We went up the steps and into the kitchen. Dilsey opened the firedoor and drew a chair up in front of it and I sat down. I hushed.
2.2
What you want to get her started for, Dilsey said. Whyn't you keep him out of there.
He was just looking at the fire, Caddy said. Mother was telling him his new name. We didn't mean to get her started.
I knows you didn't, Dilsey said. Him at one end of the house and her at the other. You let my things alone, now. Dont you touch nothing till I get back.
19.15
"Aint you shamed of yourself." Dilsey said. "Teasing him." She set the cake on the table.
"I aint been teasing him." Luster said. "He was playing with that bottle full of dogfennel and all of a sudden he started up bellering. You heard him."
"You aint done nothing to his flowers." Dilsey said.
"I aint touched his graveyard." Luster said. "What I want with his truck. I was just hunting for that quarter."
"You lost it, did you." Dilsey said. She lit the candles on the cake. Some of them were little ones. Some were big ones cut into little pieces. "I told you to go put it away. Now I reckon you want me to get you another one from Frony."
"I got to go to that show, Benjy or no Benjy." Luster said. "I aint going to follow him around day and night both."
"You going to do just what he want you to, nigger boy." Dilsey said. "You hear me."
"Aint I always done it." Luster said. "Dont I always does what he wants. Dont I, Benjy."
"Then you keep it up." Dilsey said. "Bringing him in here, bawling and getting her started too. You all go ahead and eat this cake, now, before Jason come. I dont want him jumping on me about a cake I bought with my own money. Me baking a cake here, with him counting every egg that comes into this kitchen. See can you let him alone now, less you dont want to go to that show tonight."
Dilsey went away.
"You cant blow out no candles." Luster said. "Watch me blow them out." He leaned down and puffed his face. The candles went away. I began to cry. "Hush." Luster said. "Here. Look at the fire whiles I cuts this cake."
2.3
I could hear the clock, and I could hear Caddy standing behind me, and I could hear the roof It's still raining, Caddy said. I hate rain. I hate everything. And then her head came into my lap and she was crying, holding me, and I began to cry. Then I looked at the fire again and the bright, smooth shapes went again. I could hear the clock and the roof and Caddy.
19.16
I ate some cake. Luster's hand came and took another piece. I could hear him eating. I looked at the fire.
A long piece of wire came across my shoulder. It went to the door, and then the fire went away. I began to cry.
"What you howling for now." Luster said. "Look there." The fire was there. I hushed. "Cant you set and look at the fire and be quiet like mammy told you." Luster said. "You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Here. Here's you some more cake."