‘He was not so intoxicated that he did not remember what happened. You humiliated him and he will not forgive you.’
‘He humiliated himself,’ corrected Fidelma.
‘Anyway, after raging before me last evening, just before you returned to the rath, he took his horse and rode off, saying that he would sell fiis services to a chieftain who appreciated his talent.’
‘That is what I fear. His talent lies in arrogance and bullying. There are unscrupulous men about who wish to use such talents. Anyway, you say that the young man is no longer in the rath?’
Crón’s eyes widened.
‘You do not think that he conspired with Dignait to …?’
‘I do not waste time in speculation without facts, Crón.’ A thought suddenly struck her. It did have something to do with Crítán. She was about to act upon it when she suddenly caught sight of Menma, the stableman, riding out of the rath. He was mounted on a sturdy mare but leading an ass on a rope behind him. There was a heavy pannier strapped to the animal’s back.
‘Where is he off to?’ demanded Fidelma suspiciously.
‘I have asked him to go to the southern highlands to round upsome stray horses,’ replied Crón. ‘Did you want his services? Shall I call him back?’
‘It does not matter for the moment.’ Fidelma was reluctant to be distracted from her immediate thoughts.
There was, however, a further distraction with the sound of horses entering the rath, across the wooden bridge. It caused them to turn. It was Cranat and Father Gormán. They passed Menma without acknowledgment.
Crón crossed to her mother immediately and began explaining what had happened. Sister Fidelma held back, observing the interplay between mother and daughter with interest. There seemed a curious distance between them. A formality which could not quite be explained.
Father Gormán, who had been listening, had dismounted and, while someone came to take charge of his horse, he approached Fidelma.
‘Brother Eadulf is a follower of Rome,’ he said abruptly. ‘If his life is in danger I should tend to his needs.’
‘His needs are well tended to, Father Gormán,’ replied Fidelma with some amusement. ‘We can only wait now.’
Father Gormán coloured.
‘I meant his spiritual needs. A last confession. The last rites of our church.’
‘I have not quite consigned him to the Otherworld yet,’ she replied. ‘Dum vita est spes est,’ she added. While there is life there is hope.
She turned towards Cranat who was about to move off.
‘Cranat! A word with you.’
The haughty woman turned, flushing in annoyance.
‘It is usual to request …’
‘I have no time for etiquette, as I told you before,’ Fidelma said. ‘We are speaking of life and death here. I believe that you saw Dignait this morning. Did you observe her preparing breakfast for the guests’ hostel?’
‘I do not busy myself in kitchens,’ sniffed Cranat.
‘Yet you saw Dignait this morning?’
‘I saw her while I was crossing the hall of assembly. She came from the kitchen. I paused to speak to her on a domestic matter. I do believe that the servant Grella came in and Dignait instructed her to go to the kitchen and take the breakfast tray to the guests’ hostel. That is all.’
‘Dignait needs to be found. Do you know where she might go?’
Cranat returned Fidelma’s look with distaste.
‘I am not in the habit of busying myself with the personal affairs of servants. Now, if that is all …?’ She stalked off before Fidelma could reply.
Father Gormán was still determinedly standing his ground and he now took his opportunity.
‘I insist upon seeing the dying Saxon brother,’ he said. ‘You must take a portion of the blame on yourself for this death, sister. You released that spawn of Satan knowing full well that our lives might be in danger still.’
Fidelma turned irritably to him.
‘Are you sure that you are an advocate of the Christian doctrine?’
Father Gormán flushed.
‘More so than you, that is obvious. The Christ himself said:
“If your hand offend you, cut it off; it is better for you to enter into life maimed, than having two hands to go into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched; where worm dies not and the fire is not quenched.” It is about time that we cut off this offence. Destroy and drive out the evil in our midst!’
Fidelma clenched her jaw for a moment.
‘Brother Eadulf will never stand in need of your blessing, Gormán of Cill Uird,’ Fidelma replied in a quiet voice. ‘He will not die yet.’
‘Are you God to decide such things?’ sneered the priest.
‘No.’ Fidelma shook her head. ‘But my will is as strong as Adam’s!’
Father Gormán looked as if he were about to argue further but then he turned, mouth compressed, and stormed back to his chapel.
Crón looked from the banging door of the chapel back to Fidelma in bemusement.
‘Let me know if there is anything I can do …’ she said, before she turned into the hall of assembly.
Fidelma began to return to the guests’ hostel.
‘Sister! Sister!’
Fidelma saw the little servant girl, Grella, running towards her. She could see from the girl’s face that something was amiss and her heart skipped a beat.
‘Is it Brother Eadulf?’
‘Come quickly,’ cried the girl but Fidelma had already increased her pace in the direction of the guests’ hostel.
‘I had only just gone in, as you instructed me to,’ gasped the girl, trying to keep up with her. She did not finish for Fidelma was already entering the hostel. Grella followed on her heels.
Eadulf was lying in his cubicle, sprawled across his palliasse on his back. He seemed to be shivering, the body twitching but his eyes were closed and beads of perspiration stood out on his face.
Fidelma dropped to her knees and reached for Eadulf’s hand. It was hot and sweaty. She felt for his pulse; it throbbed with a jerky motion.
‘How long has he been like this?’ she demanded of Grella, who hovered behind her.
‘I came in here only a moment ago, as you requested, and found him so,’ the girl repeated.
‘Get Gadra the Hermit quickly!’ When the girl hesitated she snapped: ‘At the house of Teafa. Quickly now!’
She turned back to Eadulf. It was clear that he had entered afever and was no longer conscious of what was going on around him.
She stood up and hurried to the main room where a pitcher of water stood on the stable. Seizing this and a piece of cloth used for drying the hands after washing, she dampened it and returned to Eadulf and started to wipe the sweat from his flushed face.
A moment later, the old man entered followed by Grella. He gently drew Fidelma to one side. He felt Eadulf’s forehead and the pulse and stood back.
‘There is little we can do now. He has succumbed to a fever which he must either pass through or depart with.’
Fidelma found her hands clenching spasmodically.
‘Is there nothing else we can do?’
‘The poison must have its way. It is to be hoped that he cleansed himself of as much of it as might be life threatening and this is but the result of a small residue which will trouble him for a few hours. The temperature of his body is rising. If it breaks, then we will win. If it does not …’
He shrugged eloquently.
‘When will be know?’
‘Not for a few hours yet. We can do nothing.’
Fidelma felt an unreasonable rage as she gazed at the yellowing sunken face of Eadulf. She realised how bleak her life would become if anything happened to him. She recalled how troubled she had been after she had left Eadulf in Rome to return to Ireland and the months of loneliness which followed. She had remembered how she had returned to Ireland with the curious, almost unfathomable emotion of loneliness and homesickness. It had taken a while to resolve those emotions.