Ten after seven.
Impossible. What had happened to the time? He knew he’d been deeply involved in the story, but he could hardly believe he’d been so immersed that he’d allowed himself to miss the cocktails and dinner.
He hadn’t even been aware for the past hour that he’d been writing in the dark, nearly naked and freezing.
He read the final sentence.
“It was with a strange mixture of sadness and expectation that I watched the car vanish around the corner, carrying my wife and daughter away from me for the weekend.”
He muttered, “Good God.”
He scrolled upward to the start of the chapter. It was labeled Chapter Six. No page number. How many pages hadhe written today? Seventy? Eighty?
His normal output was seven to ten pages.
The most he’d everdone before in a single day was thirty. That was on a piece-of-garbage romance novel a few years ago when money was short and his agent had lined up a lousy deal for two romances at a thousand bucks a whack.
This was more than twice his record.
And I’m not done yet, he thought.
Holy smoke.
He folded his arms across his chest for warmth and shook his head.
Well, he thought, this is a true story. I’m just more or less reporting what happened.
It was astonishing, anyway.
If he’d gone over to Pete and Barbara’s... He realized he ought to give them a call and apologize. He left his work room and wandered through the house, turning on a few lights. In the bedroom he got rid of the shorts and put on his sweatsuit and socks. As if his skin resented the loss of cold, it tingled and itched. Larry rubbed himself through the soft fabric while he walked to the kitchen.
Tacked to a bulletin board beside the wall phone was a card on which Jean had written emergency numbers along with those of repair people and friends. Larry found the number for Pete and Barbara.
Do I really want to call them? he wondered. It had been an open invitation, not the kind of thing that required much of an apology. No big deal that I didn’t show up.
They’re sure to ask me over.
I’ll probably go. And that’ll be the end of today’s writing.
For godsake, I’ve written enough for one day. Enough for a week.
But if I stick with it, I can bring the story all the way up to the present. And be done with it. Nothing more to tell, once I get to where we hid the coffin in the garage. Tomorrow I’ll be able to finish the corrections on Madhouse, get it into the mail on Monday, and spend next week finishing Night Stranger. Then start on The Box.
Only if I don’t go over to Pete and Barbara’s tonight.
He wondered if Barbara was in her nightgown. And he realized that he didn’t much care.
He stepped away from the telephone and opened the refrigerator’s freezer compartment. His eyes roamed its contents. A lot to choose from. The lasagna would be easy. Just throw it in the microwave for a few minutes.
Too much trouble.
He shut the freezer door and checked the refrigerator. There he found a pack of hot dogs. He opened it, slid out a wet frank, and poked it into his mouth. Holding it there like a pink cigar, he put away the package. He took out a bottle of Michelob beer, twisted off its cap and returned to his work room.
He wrote. The hot dog and beer distracted him for a few minutes, but when they were gone he sank deeply into the story. He was there, over at Pete and Barbara’s, first on their patio and then in their house, telling it all just as it had happened. Almost. Censoring, as if by reflex, every mention of Barbara’s appearance and his own reactions to her. Then he was in the van with Pete. Then in the gully behind Holman’s.
As he tapped out, “ ‘I’ve got to take a leak,’ ” he realized that he did need to do exactly that. He went to the bathroom. As he urinated he thought about what would come next in the story.
Finding the campfire of the coyote eater.
Shivers crawled up his back.
He flushed the toilet, walked to his work room and stared through the doorway at his waiting chair.
I’m not sure I want to write about that tonight, he thought. Not about the coyote eater, not about what happened in the hotel.
He turned away from the work room. He wandered into the kitchen and looked at the clock. A quarter past ten.
That’s no time of night to be writing scary shit, he told himself.
I’m so close to the finish, though.
Hang in there for a couple more hours, you’ll be done with it.
Right, hang in there.
With a little help.
He dropped a few ice cubes into a glass, filled the glass with vodka, and added a touch of Rose’s Lime Juice. He took a sip. Sighed with pleasure. Drank some more. Then carried the glass to his room, slumped against the back of the chair and gazed at the screen.
Once this stuff hits the system, you won’t be able to write.
Hell, this isn’t writing. This is typing.
The beer had been enough to turn his typing a trifle sloppy. This should really mess it up.
Who cares? he asked himself. Just fix it when you revise. Or don’t. Give the copy editor something constructive to do for a change. If she has to correct real errors, maybe she won’t mess with the good stuff.
He took a few more swallows, then set the glass down and faced the dead campfire, the bones, the severed eyeless head of the coyote.
He was glad to have the vodka in him. Though the words flowed, he felt slightly disconnected, more an observer than a participant. He described the Larry character’s fear and revulsion, but hardly felt them at all.
Then they were out of the ditch. Then in the van. Then about to enter the dark lobby of the hotel.
His glass was empty. He took it into the kitchen. This time he didn’t bother adding lime juice to the vodka. He felt very fine as he sauntered back to his computer. He took a drink. He filled a pipe and lit it. He looked at the last sentence on the screen.
“Side bu side, we stoppped across teh threshold and entered the black mouth og the hotel.”
Grinning, he shook his head.
“Take care of that later,” he muttered.
He puffed his pipe, checked the keyboard to make sure his fingers were positioned correctly, and continued.
He wrote, and sipped vodka and smoked his pipe.
Somehow, a while later, the stem flipped over between his teeth and the briar bowl turned upside down, dumping ashes down the front of his sweatshirt and onto his lap. Luckily, no embers fell out. Larry brushed the gray dust off his clothes, put the pipe aside, and took another drink.
When he looked at the screen, he saw double.
“Oh, am I fucked up,” he muttered.
With a little effort, however, he was able to line up his eyes and read the amber print.
“ ‘Take you’re hand off of that steak!’ ”
“Pete let go teh thing real fast. ‘If’s off! Christ! Don-t shootl’ ”
Larry muttered, “Oh, shit.”
Concentrating hard, knowing he could lose a lot if he messed up, he fingered the save key and followed his usual procedure for exiting the computer. He put the disks away, then turned off the machine.
“Better hit the ol‘ sacko,” he mumbled.
Larry woke up, but couldn’t bring himself to open his eyes. He felt as if the back of his head had been split open with an axe. His dry tongue was glued to the roof of his mouth. He was shuddering with cold, and his bed felt like concrete. As he struggled to free his tongue, he reached down. He found the blanket near his waist and pulled it up. That helped a little, but not much. The real coldness was under him.
I am on concrete!
Larry forced his eyes open.
Though the light was faint, he knew that day had come and he knew where he was.
In his garage.
His heart suddenly pounded hot spikes of pain up the back of his neck and into his head.
He was curled on his side, the coffin near enough to touch.
Oh, Jesus H. Christ!
Turning his face away from the coffin, he bolted up. The pain in his head brought tears to his eyes. As he staggered backward, his bare foot landed in a mat of vomit. It flew out from under him. His bare rump smacked the garage floor.