“What is?”
“The three of us living so close to one another and not knowing it all these years.”
“Not so funny,” Kilduff said. “You and I are natives of this area, Jim. And Larry was always talking about moving to California.”
“Sure, that’s right.” Conradin drank nervously from his glass. “Listen, what did Drexel tell you? About this meeting tonight?”
“Not much. You?”
“Just that it was important.”
“What did he say about the others?”
“They won’t be here, that’s all.”
Kilduff sat down and looked at his hands. “I don’t like this, Jim.”
“What do you think it-means?”
“I don’t know.”
“It’s been more than eleven years.”
“Yes,” Kilduff said.
“Nobody could have found out after eleven years, could they?” Conradin said. “It has to be something else.”
Kilduff said nothing.
Conradin sipped slowly at the brandy. It was very quiet in the shadowed apartment; the only light came from a brass curio lamp next to the couch, bathing one side of Conradin’s face in soft white and leaving the other darkly in shadow. After a time he said, “Do you think much about it, Steve? What we did, I mean?”
“Sometimes.”
“I can’t bury it,” Conradin said. “Nothing helps. The guilt keeps eating at me like a cancer. I keep seeing that guard’s face—the one I hit. I wake up sweating in the middle of the night, seeing it.”
Kilduff did not say anything.
“It bothers you, too, doesn’t it?”
“No,” Kilduff said.
“Why did we do it, Steve?”
“Why do you suppose? We did it for the money.”
“Yes, the money. But I mean, what made us go through with it? It started out as a game, a way to pass the time while we were waiting for our discharge papers, one of those let’s plot the perfect crime’ things that hundreds of people must play every day. What made us go through with it?”
“It was foolproof,” Kilduff answered. “We realized it would work not only in theory but in actuality, that we could get away with it.”
“Do you remember the newspaper accounts?”
“I remember them.”
“They said we were incredibly lucky. They said dozens of things could have gone wrong.”
“But nothing did, Jim.”
“No, nothing did.”
“It was a good plan,” Kilduff said. The pressure in his chest had increased somewhat, now. “No matter what the papers said.”
“We could have been caught so damned easily,” Conradin said. “We could have been rotting away in a prison cell all these years.”
“Jim,” Kilduff said quietly, “Jim, you voted in, just like the rest of us. If there’d been one abstention, we wouldn’t have gone through with it, that was the agreement. You knew the risks then; we’d been over them time and again, and you voted in.”
“Ill tell you something,” Conradin said. He was staring into the brandy snifter. “I was so goddamned scared after I hit that guard that I lost control and shit in my pants. I just sat there in it while we were driving, and I wasn’t ashamed.”
Jesus, Kilduff thought. He said, “We were all scared.”
“I don’t think Drexel was. Or Wykopf or Beauchamp.”
“Why? Because they did the actual holdup? We drew straws for that, Jim.”
“Sure,” Conradin said. “Sure, that’s right.”
The doorbell rang again.
Conradin’s hands came together around the brandy snifter, squeezing it convulsively until Kilduff was certain the glass would shatter. He stood abruptly, went into the foyer, and opened the door. Larry Drexel said in his cold voice, “Good to see you again, Steve,” and came inside quickly.
After closing the door Kilduff said, “Jim’s already here.”
“Good,” Drexel said. He walked into the living room.
Conradin stood from the couch. “Hello, Larry,” he said.
“Jim.”
“Can I get you a drink, Larry?” Kilduff asked, thinking: The gracious host, performing all the proper social amenities—this whole thing is incongruous, unreal, like something from a particularly vivid dream. He was breathing through his mouth now, in short, silently asthmatic inhalations.
Drexel shook his head, moving toward the sofa, sitting on the opposite end from Conradin. He wore an expensive sports outfit—a hound’s-tooth jacket and knife-crease charcoal slacks and a tailored white shirt open at the throat; his Bally shoes glistened with black polish. Conradin and Kilduff—respectively dressed in a sheepskin jacket and a pair of blue denims, and an old alpaca golf sweater over a rumpled pair of tan trousers—looked shabby and subservient in comparison. Kilduff remembered that Drexel had always demonstrated the need to dominate, to be the focal point; he hadn’t changed at all.
Drexel’s eyes shifted to Kilduff. “The old school reunion,” he said with no trace of levity.
“Except that half of the class is missing,” Kilduff said in the same humorless tone. “What’s this all about?”
Conradin’s hands were still wrapped tightly around the brandy snifter. “Yes, let’s have it, Larry.”
“All right,” Drexel said. “Here it is, pure and simple; last month, in October, Cavalacci and Wykopf and Beauchamp were killed, all of them, in separate accidents. Cavalacci, when his car mysteriously blew up in a parking lot; Wykopf, in front of a truck that unaccountably slipped its hand brake in a garage he owned; Beauchamp, when his private plane suddenly exploded in midair.”
“Sweet Jesus,” Conradin said reverently. He drained the remaining brandy in the snifter.
Kilduff felt an odd coldness on the back of his neck, but that was all, really. Cavalacci and Wykopf and Beauchamp were men he had known eleven years ago; half-faceless men viewed with objective recollection, and he did not experience any real sense of loss at the news of their deaths. He said, “How do you know all this?”
Drexel’s lips pursed into a thin white line. “If it matters, I’ve kept tabs on all of you over the years. I’m careful, damned careful, and I never did approve of the idea of absolute separation. I knew where you all had come from originally, and I figured that you’d either return to your home towns or stay in Illinois after the Statute ran out. I checked telephone directories and city directories and made a few discreet inquiries here and there and took subscriptions to local newspapers; after a while I found out where each of you were and what you were doing.”
“I don’t like the idea of that,” Kilduff said. “The agreement—”
“To hell with the agreement,” Drexel said coldly. “You’d better be thankful I did it that way. It might save your life.”
“What does that mean?”
“For Christ’s sake, do you think it’s coincidence that three of us died in the same month, all in unexplained accidents?”
Kilduff moistened his lips. “What else could it be?”
“Murder,” Drexel said. “That’s what else it could be.”
The single word—murder—seemed to hang suspended in the nowsilent room, an embodied entity that held Conradin and Kilduff transfixed for a long moment. Finally Kilduff said very softly, “You’re crazy, Larry.”
“Am I?”
“You actually believe the three of them were murdered?”
“I’m damned if I can accept the coincidence of all three dying in the same month. Two of them, maybe; but not all three.”
“Is that why you called this meeting?”
“Yes.”
“Because you think the three of us are next? Because of Granite City?”
“Yes, that’s just what I think.”
Conradin stood and walked jerkily to the credenza. “Larry, there’s nobody who’d do a thing like you’re suggesting. A man would have to be insane. . .”