He started back to the Graceling. Just before he reached it, he turned abruptly into a large restaurant. He ordered a ham steak with candied yams and pineapple; all the walking and all the thinking had made him ravenously hungry.
Trina Conradin arrived shortly after two at the West Valley Savings and Loan, on Waycross Avenue in Santa Rosa. It was still raining, and the new wood and glass building looked sodden and cheerless against the gray backdrop of the sky.
Trina went in and crossed the marble floor to the safe deposit section. She signed her name on a slip of paper, and the girl in charge verified the signature with the card the bank had on file. A uniformed guard escorted her through the vault area, used his master key to open one of the two locks on Box Number 2761, and then carried the box to one of the small private cubicles along one wall. He put the box on the table inside, smiled pleasantly, and left her alone.
Trina sat down in the single chair and inserted the key she had found in Jim’s desk into the second lock. She swung the hinged top upward, and looked inside.
And looked at money.
The box was jammed with it, in neat packets with a dun-colored currency wrapper around each one. There were packets of twenties, of fifties, of hundreds, crisp new bills, wilted old bills, filling the black metal container like a kind of wondrous and yet frightening green fungi.
Trina sat absolutely motionless, as if she had suddenly gazed upon Medusa and been turned into stone, listening to the funereal silence of the vault surrounding her and staring at the money. At first, she was unable to think; her mind became totally blank. But then, grad ually, she began to come out of the mesmeric trance the money had momentarily put her in, and she thought: Dear God, where did it come from, and it’s real, it’s real money, but where, Jim, where, how did you, and she reached out to touch the top packet with the tips of her fingers. She pulled back again immediately, as if it were something unutterably alien.
She continued to stare at the money, and as she did she became aware of a yellowed edge of newsprint which was visible along one of the inner sides of the safe deposit box. She stared at that for a time, and then finally she reached out again and pulled it free.
It was a portion of the front page of the Chicago Tribune, folded in half, with the masthead showing and a date: March 16, 1959. She unfolded it and a black banner headline assailed her eyes:
$750,000 ARMORED CAR HOLDUP
And below that, over a three-column lead story, another black head line :
BANDITS MAKE SUCCESSFUL GETAWAY IN DARING DAYLIGHT ROBBERY
And the story, prefaced by the words Granite City, Illinois (AP):
Three masked men—half of what authorities believe to be a six-man gang—executed a daring daylight holdup of a Smithfield armored car near this western Illinois community early yesterday morning, eluding subsequent police roadblocks with more than $750,000 in cash...
Trina’s hands began to tremble. A liquid opaqueness filmed her eyes and blurred the faded print. She blinked rapidly several times and read on with a kind of compulsive horror, her gaze moving slowly along the columns on the yellowed paper.
Eyewitness observations lead police to believe that the two men who were responsible for planting the corrosive on the armored car’s tire, and later assaulting Helgerman, were wearing theatrical make-up to alter their appearance in small ways. Inspector Yamell stated, however, that such physical characteristics as height, weight, general build and eye color had not likely been changed.
He described Bandit Number One as being a male Caucasian, 6’1, 180-190 pounds, in his early twenties, muscular build, medium complexion, greenish-brown eyes, soft-spoken. Bandit Number Two, the actual parking lot attacker of Helgerman, is also a male Caucasian, 5’10, 160-165 pounds, approximately the same age, lean build, deep-set gray eyes and long, thin nose...
Jim, Trina thought, that second man fits Jim’s general description—and in that moment the full impact, all the implications, of what she was reading struck her and she pushed her chair back and came onto her feet, her eyes bulging wide and her mouth open and a terrible sick empty feeling in the core of her stomach.
“No,” she whispered very softly, “no, no,” and her eyes went back to the page section still held in her left hand. “No, please God, no,” and another paragraph gathered and held her vision.
Helgerman is reportedly in serious condition at Sisters of Mercy Hospital. The vicious blow which felled him, delivered to the base of the neck, might possibly have caused permanent spinal damage, according to the attending physician, Dr. Leonard Vacenti. “It’s too early to tell, of course,” Dr. Vacenti said, “but there exists the definite possibility that Mr. Helgerman may suffer mobility impairment of one type or another, ranging from minor locomotion difficulties to total paralysis . . . ”
“No,” Trina said, “no,” and she flung the clipping from her. It fluttered down slowly, like a leaf in a gentle autumn breeze, oscillating to and fro until it touched the linoleumed floor; and then it lay still against one leg of the table. Not Jim, she thought, not Jim, not Jim; but the money stared up at her from the black metal box and the section of newspaper stared up at her from the floor, and they were both saying yes Jim, yes Jim, yes Jim.
She sank onto the chair again and stared at the door without seeing it. Armed robbery, vicious attack, a man possibly paralyzed for life— and he had come home to her with enough money to marry, and to buy the big white house on Bodega Flat and the salmon fishing troller he had always dreamed of owning. Good man, kind man. Killer? Thief? No, no—but the time was right: March, 1959, and the place was right: Granite City, Illinois, just a few miles from Bellevue Air Force Station, and something had changed him, something had slowly taken him apart inside with a million cancerous teeth. Had that something been guilt? Was that the reason all this money—what was left after the house and the boat and the luxuries and the incidentals—had been allowed to lie dormant in the safe deposit box all these years? Had he been unable any longer to spend the blood spoils when the guilt became too strong? Wouldn’t his complicity in this terrible crime explain why he had never been able to tell her what was troubling him, why he had kept it all bottled up inside him these long past years? Wouldn’t it explain why he had refused to leave Bodega Bay, except when it was absolutely necessary, why he drank so much during the winter months when there wasn’t the fishing to keep him occupied? Wouldn’t it explain—
Why he had died?
God, God! Why had he died? Had his death really been an accident? Or—had it been something else?
Suicide? Had the guilt become too much for him to bear? Had he finally reached the breaking point Sunday night—and thrown himself off that high, fog-shrouded cliff at Goat Rock?
Or—
Murder ?
No, not that, not that! Who would want to murder Jim? Unless ... His partners? The other five men? But why would they want him dead? Why after eleven years? Who were they? Who—?
The two men at the funeral.
The two men sitting in the very last row at the mortuary!
Trina sat up very straight on the chair, and it was as if her body were encased in a block of glacier ice. The two men, one dark and Latin-appearing, the other tall and muscular. Tall and muscular. Greenish-brown eyes. Stopping to look toward her in the family alcove, soft-spoken—“Mrs. Conradin ... I’m sorry, Mrs. Conradin”—Bandit Number One.
Steven Kilduff, San Francisco.