For a bare moment Rodrone was appalled at his own foolishness in letting the mind of the philosopher loose on the lens. Then, in a flash, he was after him, plunging past humming atoms and speeding transient packets of neutrino energy. He felt the Streall philosopher’s mind ranging alongside his. When either tried to move the other knew it and moved his own powers in to block him. A tussle developed, each trying to confine the fight to themselves and not spill energy that might detonate suns.
For a long time they seemed to altercate, kicking each other up and down the scale of discreet energy. Rodrone knew that it was a life-and-death struggle; but the philosopher’s mind was stronger, and he felt himself beginning to vanish, to disperse into a fading wave, leaving the philosopher free to remake the cosmos.
Nevertheless, Rodrone won. Because he was a philosopher, and had lived for so long in solitude, the Streall had become detached from physical things. Unlike Rodrone, it never occurred to him to transfer part of his attention back to his body existing in the physical macrocosm. He hardly knew it when Rodrone burned him down with his handgun.
Rodrone did not leave the lens immediately. Their struggle had not been without consequences. Two dissonant energy systems that already reverberated faintly through the lens had been exacerbated. He knew what they signified: the confrontation between man and Streall. He hung, bewildered, as they resonated, pinged and sang around him like an unholy chant, aware that he could kick events one way or the other.
Something like a wicked, mocking laugh echoed from Rodrone’s mind. They had tried to destroy man’s freedom. So why not? Why not war?
The discordant clashes of energy mounted in intensity, making his consciousness vibrate. Then he withdrew to the underground apartments.
The remaining Streall had fired at Rodrone with a silver slab which now lay on the floor, its pale beam still emitting. Captain Gael Shone had stepped in to take the shot in the stomach and then had killed the Streall with his own handgun.
Sana pressed herself against the wall, wide-eyed, holding her dress to her bosom. Rodrone glanced at her briefly, then knelt to the captain.
“Shone,” he said quietly, “sorry to see you die like this.”
Shone grinned painfully. “Don’t offer me any hope, will you?”
“I’m sorry,” Rodrone told him, but there it is. “You’re going to die.”
Captain Shone struggled as if to raise his head, then lay back, resigned. He seemed to be looking a long way off.
“I know. But I don’t care… Listen, I’ve seen everything I want to see. I’ve seen worlds you’ve never even heard of. Once we went into deep space outside Thiswhirl, right up to the Barrier. From there you can see the whole galaxy in one sweep, with Andromeda on the other side. What a sight! The whole galaxy in one sweep!”
He had seemed to speak without too much effort, but it must have been for show. His head dropped suddenly to one side.
Rodrone stood up and looked at Sana, seeing the lissome allure of her body. He realized that it was a long time since he had looked at a woman in that way. But he had stayed off DPKL-59 for over a year now.
“You had better come with me, Sana.” He moved to touch her.
She merely pulled back her head with a willowy, graceful movement and stroked her hair wistfully into place over her shoulders. “No. I live here now.”
“But you were his prisoner, his slave. Now he’s dead.”
“I live here, now.”
Turning, Sana stepped through a doorway, down a step and into a set of low-ceilinged, elegant compartments. “He made me over for his pleasure,” she said, half to herself.
Rodrone was not sure she was even aware he had followed. Determined, he came up behind her, stroked her neck, then seized her and swung her around to lay her down on a couch.
As she went unresistingly down, her gown fell partly away to reveal a perfect, shapely body. Desire rose in him. But as he was about to sink down on her, he noticed the look on her face. It was absent-minded, gone, yielding only by default.
Despite his urges, he could not continue. It would have been rape with consent, but rape nevertheless.
“You must come with me,” he repeated, thinking that perhaps he could do something for her. But for answer she only sighed.
He started to argue with her, but suddenly he hadn’t the heart. He took one long last look at her slight form. He didn’t know if she realized he was watching her, but if so, she was completely unpretentious about it. His eyes lingering, he slipped through the door. As he left, she began to sing, as she had been wont to do for the Streall philosopher. Her slow, sad song curled like an eddying vapor through the silent, heavy chambers. It was like something eternal, finding a melancholy repose, hopelessly, as if it would last forever.
She had stirred desire in his blood, reminding him that he had a wife on Sunder. He had been a long time without a woman.
He called the ship and summoned help to collect the lens. When he returned he made bare explanations and walked past the crewmen, climbing silently into the control gallery to brood.
Jermy found him there ten minutes later in a deep revery. “What now?” he interrupted rudely. Rodrone looked up. “What?”
“The captain didn’t come back. He was our Daddy, now he’s dead. You’re our Daddy now. The men want to know where we head for.”
You’re our Daddy now… Rodrone echoed to himself, wondering at the bizarre words. But it was completely understandable. The deadliners needed someone like Shone, or himself, who was a little more alive than they were, less neurotic and with qualities of leadership. Gael Shone was, in many ways, like a father to them, albeit as unnatural as they were.
“Sunder,” Rodrone told him, coming to life and searching the desk for charts. “I’m going to see my wife.”
Half an hour later he gave the order to head into intersystem space.
The Stator moved swiftly towards rendezvous with the squadron while Rodrone, aided by Feeldonet, calculated a course to Land. He looked forward to meeting his wife now.
As their trajectories crossed, Kulthol’s face came up on the screen. “I see you’ve changed ships,” he said curtly. “A pity you had to lose the Stond. Well, are you coming over to join us?”
“No, I’ll stay here.”
“What, with that bunch of—” Kulthol broke off. He had already heard something about who crewed the Stator. “Forgive me, but you might do better to cross over to the Revealer.”
Kulthol was talking sound sense, but sense was not something that had played too large a part in guiding Rodrone’s actions lately. “Maybe, but I’m staying here. Formate the squadron and make for the coordinates I gave you.”