Isak struggled to answer, his head still fogged from the dream. 'What I am?' he muttered. 'What else is there? Carel said white-eyes are born to be warriors, to fight for the tribe.' 'Carel?'
Isak opened his mouth to reply, but stopped when he realised Bahl's face was uncovered. The reclusive Lord of the Parian rarely went out in public without the blue silk hood tight around his face, and Isak had never before seen Lord Bahl's actual features. He wondered how it could have taken him this long to notice, but after a moment he shook the question from his mind – considering what had happened to him, such a small detail was easily overlooked. Now he saw a powerful man with a harsh face, solid features all sharp lines and blunt corners. His brow was thick and strong, and his nose, but his features had an abrupt look, as if a craftsman had been interrupted in his work. The shape was there, the basic lines hewn with skill, but there had been no time to smooth the edges.
That in turn reminded Isak of the palace in his dreams and its unfinished statues, but before that could distract him further he forced the memory away. This was not a face used to patience.
‘Carel is my friend, a friend of my father's. He was in the Palace Guard before he joined the wagon-train. Sergeant Betyn Carelfolden, Third Squad, Vanguard Company, Eighth Regiment. He was the only one who didn't care that I was a white-eye. He taught me to fight so I could come and take the trials for the Guard.'
‘A squad sergeant, that's good news. He'll have bawled you into the right habits then, so I won't have Kerin whining that he has to teach you the different ends of a sword. But that's not going to be enough now; if you outlive me, you'll be Lord of the Farlan one day. Before anything else, remember that nothing Sergeant Carelfolden -or anyone else – has taught you can prepare you for the life you will now lead- There are dangers that ignore all of your strength, all
of your skill. You are but a child among wolves, blessed by the Gods for the whole Land to resent and envy. You have no friends now; no one you can trust with your innermost thoughts. Over the months to come you will realise that you now stand apart from the rest of the Land, between mortals and the Gods, but kin to neither.'
Isak, following this with some difficulty, broke in and asked, 'But you had someone once. Couldn't you trust her completely?'
Bahl stood silent for a few moments, then a deep breath signalled a victory for control. He answered, as if nothing had happened, 'Her I could trust, yes. She was the only person I could trust completely, and because of that she was used as a weapon against me. Don't speak of her again, unless you want bad blood to come between us.'
Bahl stopped again, but this time it was to gesture towards Isak's trembling hands. 'You're tired, I know; let me explain why. It was Nartis who spoke to you in your dream. Now that you're one of the Chosen, you are his property'- whether you want it or not. White-eyes were created to signal the end of the Age of Darkness; to show that the Gods were once again with us. We are born to rule, to lead the armies of the Seven Tribes of Man. By choosing one of us to lead, the Gods broke the dynasties and the traditions of blood-ties and birthright that had contributed to the Great War. I know the dreams are difficult to endure, but through them Nartis will give you the strength you need to survive. You'll be as big as I am, able to endure pain that would kill any normal man, and still have the strength to fight back afterwards. You'll feel the storm running through your veins-' 'What about the thread of light?' Isak interrupted again. Bahl frowned, leaning closer to Isak to stare deep into his eyes, a mesmerising, unremitting glare like a cobra staring down a rabbit. 'I don't know about a thread of light. You should have been alone with Nartis, becoming part of him.'
Isak shook his head. 'No, we weren't alone, I felt others all around us, other minds. There were whispers I couldn't make out before Naf' tis drove them away.'
'That's all they are,' Bahl said firmly. Isak blinked. 'What?'
'The whispers; that's all they are, just voices. Spirits holding on to a few memories; they're attracted by life, by strength, by magic. They’re distractions, nothing more. You'll learn to ignore them easily enough; As for the light, it's the same: another entity – stronger perhaps,
but not what you were born for. Stay true to your nature and your God.’
This time Isak nodded. Carel had spent many an evening entertaining
them all with tales of mythology: the Land's pantheon of Gods were eternally plotting and feuding. Larat, God of Magic and Manipulation, was particularly famed for stealing the followers of other Gods, and for making reviled traitors out of devoted servants. The pain Isak had felt during the dream must have been a taste of the price of betrayal, and if that was the case, he knew it was not something he ever wanted to experience in full. 'Could it have been another God like Larat? Trying to cause trouble?' he asked.
'That's possible – Larat lives for discord,' Bahl said, although he sounded uninterested in pursuing Isak's theory much further. 'But don't think too hard about it, just stay true to what you are. Only Death is stronger than our patron, Nartis. No other God can offer you more than Nartis has promised you by making you my Krann.'
Isak nodded, his eyes dropping as the sting of his chest intruded on his thoughts. His hand instinctively rose to touch the sore area before he forced it back down, unwilling to draw Bahl's attention there. He wasn't quite sure why, but he didn't want to show the scar to anyone yet.
Try not to worry about it now,' Bahl began, interpreting the movement as nervousness. 'We can talk again when you're feeling more yourself. Right now you should compose yourself and report to Sword-master Kerin; he will need an idea of your abilities before he begins your training. Once that is done, the day is yours. I don't have time for you today. I have told Kerin to give you a sword that befits your new rank, but I suggest you don't leave the palace; let Lesarl introduce you to useful men like Suzerain Tebran and the colonel of the Ghosts instead. At some point you should go to the temple and sacrifice to
Nartis, but there's no rush. We'll send some men with you to give you some space from the curious.
‘Beyond that, your first priority is your weapons-training. In a few
days Lesarl should have time to formally draw up your ownership of estates, incomes and the like; just remember he is in my service to bully the nobility, so don't let him do the same to you.’ Isak sat and and stared up at Bahl. He hardly knew what to make of the
siuation – everything was flying at him so fast. Even after Bahl's words in the hall the previous night, it didn't feel real. Estates, a suzerainty, a court rank? Yesterday Isak could have been whipped for looking a knight directly in the eye.
'What are people supposed to call me now?' he asked, a little diffidently.
Bahl gave a laugh. Considering the full import of Isak's elevation, it was an inane question, but he could see why it was important. The boy had been the lowest of the low; now he was at least determined to know what respect he could demand from others. He understood why that would be important to a wagon-brat.
'They have a few choices. "My Lord Suzerain" or "Lord Isak" is the formal way to address you, but since your court rank is technically that of a duke rather than a suzerain, "Your Grace" would also be perfectly acceptable. No doubt you'll hear it from someone wanting to flatter you. Just remember your rank is below the other dukes, so you'll still have to bow to them. Krann Isak would be a little direct, but also acceptable. Otherwise, you are Isak, Suzerain Anvee, Krann to Lord Bahl and Chosen of Nartis. Ah, but some might call that impious. It would be better to say: Chosen of Nartis and Krann to Lord Bahl.'
'So I have a family name now.'