'Cerrat, is that someone you want to be brought?' Bahl leaned away from the abbot as he raised his voice. 'Prior, don't pretend you can't hear me. If I have to leave this bed to fetch you, I swear you'll die before the abbot does.'
That got the desired result. The man scrabbled to his feet and peered over the fire's flames. His calm manner was gone; the politics of a monastery rarely included direct threats of violence.
'Cerrat, my Lord? He's a novice here, training to be a Chaplain. The abbot's always been fond of the boy; he's an excellent student although rather boisterous-'
'Fetch him now,' Bahl ordered. He didn't need to hear any more. The face behind the flames disappeared and Bahl turned back to his friend. 'Cerrat's coming.' As he said it, Bahl wondered how he could help with the pain. A white-eye's magic could soothe a little.
By the time a tap came on the bedroom door, the moment had passed and the abbot was breathing again. A youth of some sixteen summers put his head around the door as Bahl called for him to enter. His alarm at seeing Bahl gave way to distress as he looked at the abbot.
'Come in, sit by the bed,' Bahl told the nervous boy. 'He asked for you.'
'Cerrat. My bow.' The novice swallowed hard and fetched the wide, flat bow from the corner. From the way he held it, he'd done this before; he'd read the inscribed passage of Nartis's words in praise of his tribe's warriors. The bow was unstrung, so Bahl dug out one of his own spare strings and handed it to Cerrat. Even after so many years, the bow he'd presented to the abbot was oiled and still strong. The abbot reached out a withered finger and brushed the curve of the bow.
'Lord Bahl gave this to me; now I give it to you.' The youth's eyes widened, but he could find no words to protest. 'You show great promise; as much as Cardinal Disten did when I taught him. Bahl, when he is ready, give him the position I once refused.'
The Lord nodded, looking over at the young man who was overwhelmed at the gift of a bow. He had a child's face, but already the build of a man, with broad shoulders and thickly muscled arms. The abbot was a reticent man; he wouldn't have told Cerrat about the heroics that had earned that bow – any more than he would have spoken of the day he refused the highest honour a Chaplain could hold, and one rarely bestowed – that of Legion Chaplain to the Palace
Guard.
Another rush of pain coursed through the abbot's body and it was a while before he could speak again. Bahl cradled the man's hand and
waited.
'It's passed. How fares the Land, my friend?'
'Winter is coming. I hope you've trained your chaplains well, I'm going to need-' He broke off as the abbot cried out in pain.
'Oh merciful Gods!' The words that followed were lost, but Bahl was sure he heard 'the Master calls' through the man's torment.
'Is there anything I can do?' Bahl asked, hating the feeling of impotence.
'An orb,' panted the abbot. The pain was consuming him now, but this was a man who'd rallied a broken legion and led their charge with an arrow in his neck, trusting to Nartis that it would not tear the vein. He knew pain well enough; he had never submitted to it. 'I want to feel power in my hands once more before I lose this battle.' The effort of speaking was almost too much for him and he slumped back in his bed, a trickle of blood on his chin where he'd bitten his lip.
Bahl lost no time, for he could feel the shadows grow longer as the presence of Death encroached. Sitting the abbot up, cradling the man in his arms, Bahl began to draw his magic, letting the energies flow through the abbot's body. The old man had been a fair battle-mage in his time, as unsophisticated as a white-eye, but fuelled by his burning faith. An orb was a basic tool of training: it drew energy and spun it into a ball, an excellent way to practise control.
Bahl felt the abbot's body relax as the sudden torrent of magic coursed through his body; that much would kill him in a matter of seconds, but for those moments it overshadowed the pain, and that was enough. With one frail hand in each palm, Bahl trapped the magic between them. The room shimmered with greenish-blue light while the shadows grew darker and colder. Bahl allowed the energies to swirl and dance, touching on the edge of his control before crushing them into an orb smaller than the abbot would have ever managed. This he split into three, letting them orbit each other with ferocious speed
as the unnatural light flew in all directions, lapping around the edges of the abbot's magical books and lovingly stroking the hilt of White Lightning, the broadsword strapped to Bahl's back.
And then the shadows grew and the magic fled. Bahl felt a tremble in his stomach as the Chief of the Gods reached out to gather in the abbot's soul and free him from pain. His friend wore a smile as he died; remembering happier times and honoured by a single tear from the white eye of his lord.
CHAPTER 12
A light shone around his body, tracing the curve and line of his hardened figure, illuminating scars long faded and signs of injury he could not remember. He moved with dreamy lethargy to a silent song. His armour was gone, stripped away from his flesh, but Eolis remained, secured by a bond stronger than ownership. Terribly heavy and crusted with age, it looked frail and vulnerable. Despite that, he
felt sustained.
The chatter and voices that assailed his mind were muted and weak. His shell of flesh and memory was impervious to their touch, but still they gnawed, hungry for attention, or thoughts to feed off. The only one he listened to was a whisper beyond his understanding, a girl's voice that called out, searching for him in the dismal black of night. It was a language he did not recognise, words he could not fathom, but a voice he knew from deep within.
He felt the earth closing around him, as if falling into a grave, but he was not destroyed. He rose again as a shadow, unnoticed by the figures walking past him, wrapped up in their own lives. With Eolis in his hand he was suffused with calm; he patiently ignored the emptiness of death. Though broken and scarred, there was purpose in his bones, and he let them carry him forward towards the shore of a still lake and a figure, stiller than that. The breeze coming off the water brought voices with it, and the tastes of salt and cold blood. Silver shimmered in the sky and the smell of heather and wet stone was all about. He smiled as his blood ran into the earth at his feet.
'My Lord?'
General Lahk's voice jolted Isak from his doze. His eyes shot open in alarm, as vestiges of his dream made him forget momentarily where he was.
'You were sleeping in the saddle again, my Lord.' Though the words contained a reproach, the tone was bereft of emotion.
'Well? What of it?'
'Well, falling from your horse would hardly be a glorious death for me to report to Lord Bahl. If it started suddenly-'
'It won't start suddenly.' Isak reached out and patted the neck of the huge horse underneath him. 'I know perfectly well that this is the best charger in the seven shires, and I'm not going to fall.'
He rubbed his eyes, trying to keep himself awake. They had been riding for several hours that morning, but still he couldn't shake off sleep's embrace. With his blue silk mask on and his fur hood pulled up, Isak had made himself a small pocket of warmth, even while the temperature dropped further every day. The nights on the road were far from peaceful, for the bright warmth of magic of the gifts that Isak kept in reach at all times attracted lonely voices in the night. For the time being, reviving deep sleep eluded him.
He pulled his hood off to let the breeze wake him up a bit. He was always more irritable when he was sleepy, and the general's monotone brought out the worst in him. Scratching at the stubble on his head, Isak sighed and at last turned to look at the man, who sat high and proud in the saddle, his face as blank as ever. Isak had never yet seen him show emotion of any kind – what he would be like in battle was anyone's guess. It was unusual for a white-eye to go through life like that; it was inconceivable that he would be the same on the battlefield.