He followed Muqallad to the center of the Spar, where one tower stood proud. The other was ruined, with only crumbling remains.
“I nearly lost him,” Muqallad said to Nikandr as he beckoned him to kneel.
Nikandr complied, staring up into Muqallad’s dark eyes.
“Had he been taken years ago, all of my plans would have been lost. But you,” Muqallad said. “You saved him. You sheltered him.”
And then Nikandr understood. He didn’t mean Nikandr had saved Nasim in any physical sense. He meant that Nikandr had saved his soul and mind through their bond.
Muqallad held out one hand.
Nikandr stared at it-his right hand. In his left Muqallad held the Atalayina. The stone glowed so brightly it was blinding, even compared to the light of the sun hanging over the horizon. He knew that if he took Muqallad’s hand, it would give him what he needed to reach Nasim.
He couldn’t do that-not to Nasim.
But neither could he resist.
He put all of himself into defying Muqallad’s will, and still his arm lifted. He could hear Atiana’s voice, but it was so distant that he heard only disjointed portions of her desperate pleas.
Smiling, Muqallad took Nikandr’s hand, and the moment he did, Nikandr felt the connection between him and Nasim grow stronger, more vibrant, like the thread of a web caught with morning dew.
He felt Nasim approach. He was being drawn by this thread, drawn by the will of Muqallad and the power of the Atalayina.
He wanted to call to Nasim, to warn him away. He wanted to wake him from this spell.
But he could not. He was trapped by these events as surely as Nasim.
On the horizon, the sun stood upon the edge of the world. The skies over the Spar were swirling, as if this place were the very center of all that ever was and ever would be.
But then something caught Nikandr’s attention. Over Muqallad’s shoulder, beneath the swirling clouds, was a ship.
And it was hurtling toward the Spar.
It took him a moment to realize it was the Bhadyar.
But Soroush was here, Nikandr thought. The Maharraht had abandoned their ships at the hidden bay…
With a sudden and shocking clarity, he realized who had come.
Grigory…
Grigory had come with the men who’d been left behind, men too wounded to fight.
Nikandr marveled at the very thought of it.
Nasim watched as Nikandr kneeled on the blackened roadway. He was caught as everyone else was.
Nasim understood now. The Al-Aqim needed to die for this ritual to be complete. Sariya had already fallen, succumbing to the wound inflicted by Ushai. Muqallad had hoped that the ritual on the beach of Alayazhar would free Khamal’s link to the Atalayina. Nasim had been saved by Rabiah, but now Muqallad would finish what he’d started, and the only way Nasim could prevent it was by coming to himself once and for all.
To do this, his tie to Nikandr must be severed. Their shared link was why Nikandr had been able to commune with the havahezhan. It was why Nasim had been so limited, as well, and even though he was now able to touch Adhiya, it was not as complete as it might be. His bonds to Nikandr and Muqallad saw to that.
Severing his tie was not so easily done, however. He would gladly give of himself, even if it meant he would pass from this world, never to return, but he refused to do so if it delivered the world to Muqallad.
He remembered how it had felt in Oshtoyets, that small keep on the rocky coast of Duzol those many years ago. He had been at the heart of all things. It had felt as though he could reshape the world.
And so it was now
He only needed to embrace it.
He pulled a knife from Soroush’s belt and strode forward, wishing there were another way.
To sacrifice himself would be easy.
But this…
He didn’t know, even now, if he could do it.
He drew the world around himself like a cloak, like a burial shroud. The other times he’d done this, it had been beneath his consciousness, but now he was fully aware of what he was doing.
Time slowed. Muqallad’s movements became a crawl.
Nasim stepped forward and kneeled before Nikandr until they were face-to-face. He looked into Nikandr’s handsome face, saw the small scar above his left eyebrow. He knew in that instant that it had been caused by an errant swipe of a fire brand, swung by his brother, Ranos. His eyes were a deep brown with the smallest traces of green, like hidden forest vales in the growth of spring. He’d looked at Nikandr before, but never in such an intimate way. It made Nasim supremely uncomfortable, but he owed Nikandr this for what he was about to do. Nikandr was not his father-he was nothing like Ashan-nor was he his brother. And still, he owed Nikandr much. Certainly he owed him this, an honest look into his soul before he took his life.
Nikandr blinked. There was fear and uncertainty in his eyes, but there was also a resolve that made Nasim proud.
Nikandr swallowed, his gaze dropping to the khanjar before meeting Nasim’s eyes once more. And then he nodded.
With one hand Nasim held Nikandr’s shoulder, and with the other drove the knife into Nikandr’s chest. He drove it until it could go no further.
Nikandr stared, eyes wide and tearing. He looked down. His lips were parted, releasing his final breath. His head quivered, and spittle fell onto the blackened stone.
He met Nasim’s eyes one last time.
The look on his face was one of understanding. He tried to smile, but failed to do so. He coughed once, and then leaned to one side, holding himself, barely, against the roadway of this massive work of man.
Nasim lowered him down until he laid face up, staring at the sky, the knife quivering from his chest. His eyes opened and closed. He swallowed once, twice, and then lay perfectly still.
The wind once more began to howl. The clouds once more began to swirl.
And Muqallad stared down, his eyes aflame.
He was coming to the realization that he had lost what he had sought, but in his mind there might still be time.
He held the Atalayina high and reached for Nasim.
Nasim rolled away and reached his feet as a bolt of lightning coursed forth from Muqallad’s outstretched palm.
Nasim caught it in his own hand and delivered it to the world beyond. It was easy now, and Muqallad knew the tables had turned.
Muqallad stepped forward and grabbed Nasim’s robes. He blocked the weak strike of Nasim’s fist, twisting his arm until he was forced down to roadway stones. As Muqallad held the Atalayina high, perhaps readying to smash it against Nasim’s skull, Nasim saw something large and dark and swift rushing toward the bridge.
Muqallad had no more time than to turn and look before the windship crashed into the Spar.
CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
N ikandr stared at the handle of the knife. It rested over his chest, moving in time to his heartbeat. He should grasp it, he thought. He should try to remove it. He managed to bring one hand to it, but the simple act of touching it brought searing white pain the likes of which he’d never known.
He had time only to look up at a rush of movement at the edge of his vision before the world around him erupted.
Something massive crashed into the Spar at the exact place where the explosion had weakened it.
A ship. It was a ship.
The hull buckled, collapsing like a house of cards as the ship drove down onto the keystones. The masts cracked. The sails were thrown downward. In a mere instant the front half of the ship transformed from a structured and ordered thing into a massive, tangled collection of splintered beams and rope and sail. The bodies of men flew and were dashed against the white stone.
The landward foremast snapped at the hull, throwing the bulk of the mast and her sails sharply forward. Muqallad turned to meet this threat just as the mast’s topgallant swung down against the bridge, narrowly missing him. But the topgallant yard caught Muqallad squarely across the head, crushing him and throwing him down against the Spar’s roadway in a mass of red.