Alienor straightened in the saddle. The realisation that she was Duchess of Aquitaine was stirring within her, like a sleeping dragon awakening and stretching sleek, sinuous muscles. ‘I do not fear them,’ she said.
The sharp sunlight deepened the frown between the Archbishop’s eyes. ‘You should be cautious nevertheless. Better that than be taken unawares.’ He hesitated and then said: ‘Daughter, I have news for you, and I want you to listen carefully.’
Alienor was suddenly alert. She should have known there was more to this ride out than the pleasure of exercise. ‘What sort of news?’
‘Out of his love and concern for you and for his lands, your father left great plans for you in his will.’
‘What do you mean, “great plans”? Why have you not spoken of this before?’ Fear and anger began to churn inside her. ‘Why did my father not tell me?’
‘Because everything has to grow before it comes to fruition,’ Gofrid replied gravely. ‘If your father had returned from Compostela, he would have told you himself. It was unwise to mention this until everything was in place, but now is the moment.’ He leaned across his horse to put his hand over hers. ‘Your father desired a match for you that would honour you and Aquitaine and lead you to greatness. He also wished to keep you safe and your lands peaceful. Before he left, he asked the King of France to safeguard your welfare, and he arranged a match for you with his eldest son, Louis. One day you will be Queen of France and, if God is good, mother to a line of kings whose empire will stretch from Paris to the Pyrenees.’
The words fell on Alienor like a blow from a poleaxe and she could only stare at her tutor in shock.
‘This is a great opportunity,’ Gofrid said, watching her closely. ‘You will fulfil the potential your father saw in you and your reward will be a crown. An alliance between France and Aquitaine will make both countries much stronger than they are alone.’
‘My father would never have done this without telling me.’ Underneath Alienor’s numbness, a terrible sense of betrayal was blossoming.
‘He was dying, child,’ Gofrid said sadly. ‘He had to make the best provision for you he could and it had to be kept secret until the time was ripe.’
She lifted her chin. ‘I do not want to be married to a French prince. I want to marry a man of Aquitaine.’
He squeezed her hand and she felt his episcopal ring bite her flesh. ‘You must trust me and your father. We have done what is best. If you married a man of your own lands, it would lead to rivalry and a war that would tear Aquitaine apart. Louis will arrive within the next few weeks, and you will wed him in the cathedral. It will be done with every dignity and accolade, as your father wished, and your vassals will come to you and swear their allegiance. You cannot travel to Paris, because you are a great marriage prize and until you are wed men will attempt to seize you for their own ends.’
Alienor shuddered. His words were burying her in a deep dark hole. Her lips formed words of refusal even though she did not speak.
‘Daughter, did you not hear me? You will be a great queen.’
‘But no one has asked me. It has all been decided behind my back.’ Her throat tightened. ‘What if I do not choose to marry Louis of France? What if I … what if I want someone else?’
His gaze was compassionate but stern. ‘Such a thing cannot be. Put it from your mind. It is meet and fitting that a father decides with whom his daughter should match. Do you not trust his decision? Do you not trust me? This is right for you, and right for Aquitaine and Poitou. Louis is young, handsome and educated. It will be an illustrious marriage, and it is your duty.’
Alienor felt as if she was being forced into a box and the lid nailed down, shutting out light and life. No one had cared to tell her, as if she was no more than a valuable parcel to be passed from hand to hand. How was it going to benefit her to be lady of all she surveyed if it was going to be handed on a platter to the French? She felt hurt and betrayed that her tutor had known all this time and said nothing, and that her father had been harbouring this intent even as he bade her farewell forever. She might as well indeed spend her life eating sugared fruits and listening to foolish gossip.
Reining Ginnet around, she dug in her heels and for a moment lost herself in the mare’s furious burst of speed, but as the palfrey started to flag, she eased her down again, knowing that no matter how hard she raced, she could not outrun the fate sealed upon her by the deception of those she had trusted most of all.
Gofrid had not ridden after her, and she drew rein alone on the dusty road and stared into the distance like the anonymous Roman on his lichen-covered plinth. The Archbishop had spoken as if this match was the pinnacle of good fortune, but she could not see it in the same light. She had never envisaged being Queen of France; to be Duchess of Aquitaine was her sacred duty and all that mattered. When she had dreamed of marriage in her private moments, the man standing at her side had been Geoffrey de Rancon, lord of Taillebourg and Gençay, and she thought that Geoffrey had perhaps thought about her in a similar way, although he had never said so.
With an aching heart, she reined about again and returned to her tutor, and it seemed to her that as she rode the last spangles of childhood fell in the dust behind her, glittered, and were gone.
On returning to the palace, Alienor went directly to the chamber she and Petronella shared to change her gown and make herself presentable for the main meal of the day, although she was not hungry and her stomach felt as if it were clamped to her spine. She leaned over the brass wash bowl and splashed her face with cool, scented water, feeling it ease the tightness caused by the fierce heat of the sun.
Petronella sat on the bed, plucking the petals from a daisy and humming tunelessly under her breath. The death of their father had hit her hard. At first she had refused to accept he was not coming back and Alienor had borne the brunt of her anger and grief because there was no one else on whom Petronella could vent her misery. She was a little better now, but still prone to teary moments and dark moods more petulant than usual.
Alienor drew the bed curtains to shut out the chamber ladies. They would know soon enough – perhaps already did in the way of court gossip – but she wanted to tell Petronella in private. Sitting down beside her, she brushed away the scattered petals. ‘I have news for you,’ she said.
Immediately Petronella tensed; last time Alienor had brought her news, it had been calamitous.
Keeping her voice low, Alienor said, ‘The Archbishop says I am to marry Louis, heir to France. He said Papa arranged it before he … before he went away.’
Petronella gave her a blank stare and then flicked away the daisy stalk. ‘When?’ she asked stonily.
‘Soon.’ Alienor’s mouth twisted on the word. ‘He is on his way here now.’
Petronella said nothing and turned to one side, fussing with the knotted laces on her gown.
‘Here, let me …’ Alienor stretched out her hand, but Petronella struck her away.
‘I can do it myself!’ she spat. ‘I don’t need you!’
‘Petra—’
‘You’re only going to go away and leave me, like everyone else. You don’t care about me. No one does!’
Alienor felt as if Petronella had driven a knife into her body. ‘That’s not true! I love you dearly. Do you think I would have chosen this for myself?’ She met her sister’s furious, frightened stare with one of her own. ‘Do you think I am not heartsick and scared? The one thing we have in this is each other. I will always care for you.’
Petronella hesitated, and in one of her volatile changes of mood, flung herself into Alienor’s arms, hugging her with ferocity and weeping. ‘I don’t want you to go away.’
‘I won’t.’ Alienor stroked Petronella’s hair, tears spilling down her face.
‘Swear it.’