She still isn't sure what she's seen. Could she have convinced the creature at the bottom of the ocean that humans and yrr have something in common, even if that something is only a scent? If so, feeling will have triumphed over logic, and humanity will have been granted extra time – a loan to be repaid in goodwill, circumspection and action. One day the yrr will reach a new consensus, because their origin, evolution and survival demand it. And by then mankind will have played its part in determining what that consensus will be.
Weaver doesn't want to think about any of the rest of it. Not about Sigur Johanson, or Sam Crowe and Murray Shankar, or any of those who have died – Sue Oliviera, Alicia Delaware, Jack Greywolf She doesn't want to think about Salomon Peak, Jack Vanderbilt, Luther Roscovitz. She doesn't want to think about anyone, not even Judith Li.
She doesn't want to think about Leon, because thinking means fear.
IT HAPPENS ALL THE SAME. One by one they join her, as though they were coming to a party, making themselves at home in her mind.
'Well, our hostess is utterly charming,' says Johanson. 'It's just a shame she didn't think to buy some decent wine.'
'What do you expect on a submersible?' Oliviera answers. 'It doesn't have a wine cellar.'
'It's won't be much of a party without wine.'
'Oh, Sigur.' Anawak smiles. 'You should be grateful. She's been saving the world.'
'Very commendable.'
'Uh-huh?' asks Crowe. 'The world, you say?'
They fall silent as no one knows how to respond.
'Well, if you ask me,' says Delaware, shifting her chewing-gum from one cheek to the other, 'I'd say the world couldn't care less. Mankind or no mankind, it carries on spinning through the universe. We can only save or destroy our world.'
'Harrumph.' Greywolf clears his throat.
Anawak joins in: 'It doesn't make the blindest bit of difference to the atmosphere whether the air is safe for us to breathe. If we humans were to disappear, we'd take our messed-up system of values with us. Then Tofino on a sunny day would be no more beautiful or ugly than a pool of boiling sulphur.'
'Well said, Leon,' Johanson proclaims. 'Let's drink the wine of humility. It's plain to see that humanity is going down the drain. We used to be at the centre of the universe until Copernicus moved it. We were at the pinnacle of creation until Darwin pushed us off Then Freud claimed that our reason is in thrall to the unconscious. At least we were still the only civilised species on the planet – but now the yrr are trying to kill us.'
'God has abandoned us,' Oliviera says fiercely.
'Well, not entirely,' Anawak protests. 'Thanks to Karen's efforts, we've been granted an extension.'
'But at what cost?' Johanson's face fell. 'Some of us had to die.'
'Oh, no one's going to miss a little chaff,' Delaware teases.
'Don't pretend you didn't mind.'
'Well, what do you expect me to do? I thought I was brave. When you see that kind of thing in the movies, it's the old guys who die. The young survive.'
'That's because we're just apes,' Oliviera says drily. 'Old genes have to make way for younger, healthier ones so that reproduction can be optimised. It wouldn't work the other way round.'
'Not even in movies.' Crowe nods. 'There's always an uproar if the old survive and the young die. To most people, that's not a happy ending. Unbelievable, isn't it? Even all that romantic stuff about happy endings is just biological necessity. Who said anything about free will? Has anyone got a cigarette?'
'Sorry. No wine, no cigarettes,' Johanson says maliciously.
'You've got to look at it positively,' Shankar's gentle voice chimes in. 'The yrr are a wonder of nature, and that wonder has outlasted us. I mean, think of King Kong, Jaws and the rest of them. The mythical monsters always die. Humans get on their trail. They gaze at them in admiration and amazement, captivated by their strangeness, and promptly shoot them dead. Is that what we want? We were captivated by Scratch. The yrr's strangeness and mystery fascinated us – but what were we aiming for? To wipe them from the planet? Why should we be allowed to keep killing the world's wonders?'
'So that the hero and heroine can fall into each other's arms and produce a pack of screaming kids,' growls Greywolf.
'That's right!' Johanson thumps his chest. 'Even the wise old scientist has to die in favour of unthinking conformists whose only virtue is to be young.'
'Gee, thanks,' says Delaware.
'I didn't mean you.'
'Calm down, children.' Oliviera quells them with a gesture. 'Amoebas, apes, monsters, humans, wonders of nature – it makes no odds. They're all the same. Organic matter – nothing to get excited about. To see our species in a different light you only have to put us under the microscope or describe us in the language of biology. Men and women are just males and females, the individual's goal in life is to eat, we don't look after our kids, we rear them…'
'Sex is merely reproduction,' Delaware says enthusiastically.
'Precisely. Armed conflict decimates the biological population and – depending on the weaponry – can threaten the survival of the species. In short, we're all conveniently excused from taking responsibility for our moronic behaviour. We can blame it all on natural drives.'
'Drives?' Greywolf puts his arm around Delaware. 'I've got nothing against drives.'
There's a ripple of laughter, shared conspiratorially, then stowed away.
Anawak hesitates. 'Well, to come back to that business about happy endings…'
Everyone looks at him.
'You could ask whether humanity deserves to stay alive. But there is no humanity, only people. Individuals. And there are plenty of individuals who could give you a stack of good reasons as to why they should live.'
'Why do you want to live, Leon?' asks Crowe.
'Because…' Anawak shrugs. 'That's easy, really. There's someone I'd like to live for.'
'A happy ending.' Johanson sighs. 'I knew it.'
Crowe smiles at Anawak. 'Don't tell me it all ends up with you falling in love?'
'Ends up?' Anawak thinks. 'Yes. I guess in the end that I've fallen in love.'
The conversation continues, voices echoing in Weaver's head until they fade in the noise of the waves.
You dreamer, she tells herself, you hopeless dreamer.
She's alone again.
WEAVER IS CRYING.
After an hour or so the sea starts to calm. After another hour the wind has dropped sufficiently for the towering peaks to flatten into rolling hills.
Three hours later she dares to open the pod.
The lock releases with a click, lid humming as it rises. She is wrapped in freezing air. She stares out and sees a hump lift in the distance and disappear beneath the waves. It's not an orca: it's bigger than that. The next time it surfaces, it's already much closer, and a powerful fluke lifts out of the water.
A humpback.
For a moment she thinks about closing the pods. But what good will that do against the immense weight of a humpback? She can lie prone in the pod or sit up – if the whale doesn't want her to survive beyond the next few minutes, she won't.
The hump rises again through the ruffled grey water. It's enormous. It lingers on the surface, close to the boat. It swims so close that Weaver would only have to stretch out a hand to touch the barnacle-encrusted head. The whale turns on its side, and for a few seconds its left eye watches the small frame of the woman in the machine.
Weaver returns its gaze.
It discharges its blow with a bang, then dives down without creating a wave.
Weaver clings to the side of the pod.
It hasn't attacked her.
She can scarcely believe it. Her whole head is throbbing. There's a buzzing in her ears. As she stares into the water, the buzzing and throbbing get louder, and they're not inside her head. The noise is coming from above, deafeningly loud and directly overhead. Weaver looks up.