“Still yes,” he said and dipped his head to kiss his way down her throat.
She let out a low laugh and slid her hands up his arms, humming in pleasure at the feel of his biceps, hard beneath her fingers.
Nudging her dress off her shoulder, he continued to nibble on her. “You taste good, Tara. So damn good. You always did.”
He was at her collarbone now, and her brain cells were shutting down one at a time, making it a struggle to think. “What if this makes things worse?”
His soft laugh huffed against her skin. “You’ve barely spoken to me the entire six months you’ve been in town. How can it get worse?”
Good point. “But-”
“Tara.” His fingers were on the zipper low on her back. “Stop thinking.”
Right. Good idea. “Stopping thinking right now.” She paused. “So we’re going to…”
“Yes.” Ford had been very intent on her zipper but now he lifted his head, and his eyes looked both amused and aroused. “On one condition.”
“Wait-” Tara shook her head, which was ineffective at clearing the haze of lust. “What? You don’t get to have conditions.”
“Just one.”
She thought about pushing him away, but then she’d be left in this… this state. “What? What is it?”
“You can’t go back to ignoring me.”
“I don’t-”
He put a finger on her lips to hold in the pretty lie. “Yes or no, Tara.”
Dammit. “Yes.”
“Yes what?”
She gaped at him. “You want me to repeat it like an oath?”
“Yes,” he said very seriously.
Tara stared at him, into his stubborn green eyes. He stared right back. “Fine,” she expelled, caving like a cheap suitcase. “I won’t go back to ignoring you. Which was never about you, by the way.”
Ford arched a brow and she rolled her eyes. “Okay, maybe a little. But it wasn’t your fault, Ford. I want you to know that. Really. It was me, and my own… issues.”
“You about over those issues?” he asked as he slid his hands down her back to cup her bottom, grinding her against a most impressive erection.
“I’m not sure,” she said breathlessly, “but I’m working on them.”
“Good.”
“So we’re done talking?”
“Christ, I hope so,” he said fervently, eyes dark and hot when she grabbed the condoms from the counter. When she tucked them into the front pocket of his 501s, he went still, then sucked in a breath as her fingers brushed against the hard ridge of him through the denim. She wanted more, much more. Taking his hand, she led him out of the inn and across the yard to the small owner’s cottage where she lived with her sisters. This had been rebuilt as well. The rooms were no longer 1980s checkered blue and white, but now the same earth tones as the inn.
Home.
There was no sign of her sisters, but after earlier, Tara locked her bedroom door anyway. This room was a pretty pale green, and she’d put fluffy white bedding and a pile of pillows on the queen-sized bed. Her own little corner of heaven. She purposely left the light off, thinking that would be the wisest course of action. Much as she wanted to see Ford’s glorious body, she was afraid to look too deeply into his fathomless eyes, knowing that if she did she might drown in them and never come up.
There was also the fact that the last time he’d seen her body, she’d been seventeen. She wasn’t certain the years had been as kind to her as they obviously had been to him.
But Ford didn’t get the memo about the light. He hit the switch, and a warm glow flooded the room.
Tara hit it again, and everything went blessedly dark.
“On,” he said firmly, and once more the room lit up.
She opened her mouth to argue, but unceremoniously found herself pinned to the wall by a hard-muscled furnace with wandering hands.
“You still have flour everywhere,” Ford whispered in her ear, right before he took the lobe between his lips and sucked. “We need the light to find it all.”
Huh. This reasoning could be applied to him as well, and she could get on board with seeing his body up close and personal. To get started, she shoved his shirt up his abs. Happy to help, he tugged it over his head in one economical motion. Almost before it hit the floor, her dress did the same, pooling around her ankles. Before she could bend to pick it up, Ford slid his thigh between her legs and pressed in. He kissed her breast through the lace of her bra, and her brain went into total meltdown. She was kissing whatever part of his delicious body she could reach-his jaw, his throat, the corded muscles of his neck-when she couldn’t resist taking a little bite of him.
He hissed in a breath, and she murmured an apology.
“No. Do it again.”
Tara obliged, making him groan as she rocked helplessly against the thigh he had between hers, the sensation of him so hard against her making her dizzy. He tugged the straps of her bra to her elbows and trapped her arms at her sides, and then concentrated on driving her crazy. “Ford, my hands-”
“Mmm,” rumbled from deep in his throat as his thumbs ran back and forth over her very interested nipples. “Missed this,” he said, grinding his hips to hers. “Missed you.” He kissed her, then he gave her a gentle but decided push onto the bed. Following her down, he trailed kisses across her jaw and down her neck-and slowly divested her of her bra and panties. When his tongue darted out and made direct contact with her nipple, she gasped, the sound turning into a moan as he sucked her into his mouth. Then he dragged hot, open-mouthed kisses along the undersides of her breasts, sending chills up her spine.
“What?” he whispered when she went still.
“You…” Tara had an image of him making love to her all those years ago, how he’d taken the time to learn how to pleasure her. She’d always loved having the undersides of her breasts kissed.
And he’d remembered. He remembered after all this time how she preferred to be touched.
“I what, Tara?”
“You remember me.”
“Vividly.”
Tara sat up and helped him shove his Levi’s off. His skin was warm, and he engulfed her senses, making her sigh into his next kiss. She sighed again when he rolled her beneath him, kissing and nipping his way down her body until he was at the apex of her thighs. Holding them open with his big hands, he smiled. “My favorite part,” he said, and then dipped his head and proved it.
He proved it until she was helplessly shuddering and panting for air. “In me,” she whispered, pulling him up. “Right now.”
She was rewarded with a full-wattage smile as he tore open a condom, rolled it on, and slowly slid inside her, their twin gasps of pleasure echoing around them.
“God, Tara.” His voice was so low as to be nearly inaudible. “It’s been so long.” He pulled out slightly, then flexed his hips and thrust back in. “So good.”
The sensation of being filled by him stole her breath. She tried to rock her hips against him but his body was like steel and he had his own pace-which was set to drive-her-out-of-her-mind slow. There was no rushing him. Ever. She knew this about him but still her hands roamed over his smooth, muscular body, urging, coaxing, demanding. When that didn’t work, she tugged him down and bit his lower lip.
With a growl low in his throat, he finally set an agonizingly measured rhythm, his hips moving in a delicious circle, making her moan with every thrust. But he didn’t speed up, even when her fingernails dug into his back and she whispered a desperate “please,” arching up and bending her legs, angling him deeper within her.
“Oh, Christ.” He dipped his head to kiss her. “Christ, that’s good.”
“Then go faster!”
“Not yet.”
“Dammit-”
“Let go for me, Tara.” He cupped her face. “Let someone else have the control for a little bit.”