‘Brother Aelric!’ came the soft yet urgent voice in my bad ear. ‘Brother Aelric, please wake up.’
It was Benedict. I tried to look up at him with bleary eyes, but I was too stiff with the cold to move. One of the novices with him gently pulled me into a seated position. Another set a cup of warmed barley wine to my lips. As I drank in its welcome goodness, I stared in Benedict’s direction and waited for my eyes to focus.
‘Have I missed prayers again?’ I asked. I glanced at the chink of bright sunshine coming through the shutters.
‘That doesn’t matter,’ he said flatly.
Now I could focus, I looked at the pale, sweaty face. I felt the faint stirrings of alarm.
‘Are you able to stand up and come with me?’ he asked.
Good question. I’d answer it when I felt ready. I took up the cup the novice had set down on the table and finished its contents. I kicked at the floor to push my chair back and was helped to my feet.
‘What’s happening?’ I asked. Monasteries hardly ever bustle with activity. Everything but our own voices, though, was unnaturally silent. I looked again at the hard, cold sunlight that was making a pattern of colours on the contents of my inkpot and waited as my shawl was tied about me. Benedict’s mouth twitched as if he were about to speak. But his jaw set again, and he said nothing.
Going into the great hall, I was at first blinded by the mass of sunlight that poured in through the now open gate. A couple of big men stood just outside. But all else about them other than their size was lost in the blaze. Looking back into the unwindowed dimness of the hall, I could see virtually nothing. One thing I did see, though, was the body. It lay face up, about six feet inside the gate. I let go of Benedict’s arm and moved towards it.
‘He had his reward for opening the gate,’ Benedict said as he moved beside me.
I looked steadily down at the calmest expression I’d ever seen on Cuthbert’s face. The absence of malevolence, or of any other passion, had made me wonder for a moment who it might be. But it was Cuthbert. For all death might have purged it of unpleasantness, that body had once, beyond any doubt, contained Cuthbert. He’d had his throat cut, and had landed on his back before dying. Blood had sprayed everywhere as if from a fountain. Those white flagstones Benedict always fussed over would need a day of scraping to get the stains out.
‘You’re telling me he opened the gate and was killed as the northerners rushed in?’ I asked.
Benedict nodded, but looked inclined to move to other business. Plainly, the monastery had fallen. But since the northerners hadn’t so far run wild, whatever business needed to be discussed could wait a while longer. Now my eyes had adjusted, I could see everything else in the hall. The villagers were nowhere to be seen. But the entire company of monks was sitting silent and terrified around the table. Sprawled on the ground or leaning against walls or on convenient furniture, the northerners had surely increased in number. There were more here than I’d ever counted from the tower. And there were still some outside. I looked at the weapons they had on show. As it had been outside, they mostly had small battle-axes. Otherwise, there were a few clubs and some largish knives. I saw nothing that might have been useful for cutting a throat as neatly and quickly as Cuthbert’s had been.
I looked again at the flagstones. They were blotched or spotted with blood right up to the stone threshold. Though light and shining in the sun, this was unstained. It was the same with the darker stones of the porch. The gate wasn’t pushed entirely back against the wall, but had a clearance of about three feet. I walked over and looked at the inner side of the gate. It was bad light again, but I could feel the congealed mess on one of the drawn crossbars.
‘Since poor dear Cuthbert didn’t open the gate,’ I said, turning back to face the monks, ‘is anyone able to tell me who did?’ I turned again to Benedict, who was looking confused now as well as worried. ‘But do pardon me – old habits of enquiry die hard.’ And I had to admit that I’d not been dragged out of my slumber to explain the death of the worst logic teacher England might ever have produced or might ever produce. I nodded at one of the northerners who’d come over to get a closer look at the body. He stood beside me, his face like leather where the beard didn’t cover, his hair rancid with butter.
‘A more relevant question might be why everyone else is still alive?’ I looked round yet again. This time, I noticed Joseph. As before in Benedict’s chair, he was now bound and gagged. His kitchen knife lay perhaps a yard from his feet. I could see where blood had dripped from it on to the floor. Rather big for cutting a throat, I imagined it was bloody from some attempted resistance. He looked back at me, rage and bafflement streaming from his face. Yet, if his clothes were torn, and if a bruise seemed to cover his entire forehead, even he was still alive. ‘What is going on?’ I asked Benedict.
I felt someone tugging at my sleeve, and I was helped on to a little stool that had been brought forward. I carefully stretched my legs and waited for the blood to rearrange itself. I twisted round and saw a jug of something on the table. I pointed at it and waited for the cup to be brought over. Bad luck – it was only water. I rubbed my head and tried to think. But Benedict was now staring down at me.
‘Brother Aelric,’ he said, then looked suddenly away. ‘Brother Aelric, how the gate was opened is a matter I am not able to explain. But these men tell me that their natural inclination is to strip the monastery of anything valuable and then to burn it with all of us still inside it. However, they have said that they will leave us in peace if we give up what they have come to take.’ He paused and swallowed. He began and his voice failed him. He began again: ‘Brother Aelric, I am told that they want you to go with them.’
I heard one of the monks burst into a stream of incoherent prayer. Someone else let up a wail of terror. From somewhere in the gloom over on my left, there was quiet sobbing. I closed my eyes and tried once more to think. With the evidence available, I’d not have got very far at my best. Now, it was just a matter of suspicions I could barely articulate even to myself. I grabbed at the monk who stood beside me and got to my feet. I looked round at the gathered company.
‘Are there any of you savages,’ I asked as loudly as I could manage, ‘who know Latin?’ I stopped and then laughed. ‘Anyone who knows Greek?’
‘They speak through me,’ Edward replied slowly in Latin. He came from where he’d been leaning against a chair and stood before me. The ragged shirt and trousers that had been growing increasingly too small for him had been put aside. In their place, he wore a suit of travelling clothes that were just a little too big. ‘I understand their language, and they have made me their interpreter.’
I gave him my best look of disgust and pointed at the corpse. ‘And I suppose,’ I said with heavy irony, ‘that you can rejoice in having been Cuthbert’s “appointed end”. I only hope the poor bugger died with his balls well-drained.’
The boy’s smooth, unblemished face tightened for a moment. Then he shrugged and barked a few words at one of the northerners. The man laughed and said something to the others that set them all off. He got up and left the hall. Benedict pressed shaking hands to his chest and prayed softly.
‘Brother Aelric,’ he said at length, ‘I cannot force you to anything. You are a free agent. But I ask you to consider that there are forty-three other people in my present care. There is no reason why these men should not have killed us all at once and then taken you by force. If they are asking you to leave of your own free will, there is reason to suppose that they will keep to their word. As an individual man of God, I hardly need assure you that I would suffer any martyrdom before doing or counselling evil. But I am responsible for the safety of everyone here – and for all the work we have done and may yet do…’ He trailed off and looked towards the chapel.