“Wonderful,” Webster said in a flat tone. “There’s been a coup d’etat in Saigon. Some generals have seized power. The Saigon station says the coup has succeeded.”
“What about Diem and Nhu?” Foley asked. He took the long white cable out of Webster’s hand and read it. Peggy McKinney, not cleared to read secret traffic, stepped back discreetly; she gazed at Foley and her eyes danced.
“No one knows,” Webster said. “The ambassador talked to Diem and offered him asylum, but he didn’t accept.”
“He’s a dead man,” Christopher said.
Foley handed the cable back to Webster. His face was expressionless.
Christopher watched Sybille put her coffee cup down, very gently, on the table. She sat in a corner of the sofa and looked out the window. Christopher, remembering the anecdote about the golf ball that symbolized a nation, stared at Foley, but the presidential assistant did not glance his way.
Tom Webster went to answer the ringing telephone. When he returned his hair was disheveled. “Diem is dead,” he said. “So is Nhu. They were shot by a young officer in the back of an M-113 armored personnel carrier.”
“American aid,” said Peggy McKinney.
Foley let out a long breath through his nose and made a chopping gesture, as if to drive home a point.
Peggy McKinney, flushed and smiling, took five small running steps toward the middle of the room. Planting her sharp heels in the carpet, legs apart, she said, “All together, folks- three cheers!”
Lifting her thin arm, bracelets jangling, she cried, “Hip, hip, hooray!” She repeated the cheer three times. No one joined in.
Sybille put a fist to her mouth; Tom Webster fumbled for a pocket comb and ran it through his hair.
“Paul,” Peggy cried, pointing a long finger. “Did you do this? I’ll bet you did, you sly spy-you were just out there in your false mustache.”
“No,” Christopher said. “I didn’t do it and I don’t know who did. I hope it really was the Vietnamese.”
“Oh, come on,” Peggy said.
“Peggy, I’m going to tell you once more. I didn’t know anything about this, and I want that to be clear to you. Don’t give me credit for murder, if you don’t mind.”
“Murder?” said Peggy. “Surgery.”
“Jesus Christ,” Sybille said. “Excuse me.” She left the room.
“Did I say something?” Peggy asked, touching Foley’s sleeve. “You’d think Sybille would be a little tougher, considering Tom’s line of work.”
“I guess Sybille’s got the idea that assassination is foul work,” Christopher said.
“Well, she can shed tears for both of us,” Peggy said. “What happened tonight-what’s the date? November 1, 1963-may show the world that the United States is going to take the initiative for a change. God knows they need to wake up to the reality of power in this world.”
“You think assassination is the way to wake them up?”
“Oh, Paul, come on-a petty Asiatic dictator and a secret-police chief.”
Christopher said, “Well, I have a plane to catch.”
Peggy shook hands with him. Foley stayed where he was, across the room, looking Christopher up and down as if he wanted to remember every detail of his appearance.
In the hall, Webster helped Christopher into his raincoat. “There’s one thing about this,” he said. “Luong should be all right.”
“Maybe,” Christopher said. “I don’t think they’d have had time to take him with them.”
Sybille came into the hall on tiptoe. She put her arms around Christopher. “Sorry I fled, love,” she said. “I’ve reached the age where everything reminds me of something that happened in the past. Wherever we go, it’s corpse after corpse. God, how I hate death and politics.”
Christopher walked up the shallow hill to the Etoile and found a taxi. The streets shone with rain. No one else was out walking. His mouth was dry with the metallic aftertaste of wine. He closed his eyes and tried not to hear the whine of the taxi’s tires: he did not want to use any of his senses. In his mind, as if it were a clear photograph projected on a screen, he saw Molly’s face, framed in russet hair and filled with belief. He had a sexual thought, his first in three weeks: it was a memory of the sun on her skin.
TWO
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They were in Molly’s bed when she asked him about his poems. She lay on an elbow, her lips a little swollen, a strip of yellow sunlight running through her hair and across her cheek.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me about your poetry?” Molly asked. “‘How odd,’ I thought, when I saw the traditional slim volume, all covered with coffee stains, lying in a barrow on the Ponte Sisto. ‘Here’s a chap with my lover’s name who writes poetry.’ Then I read them, and it was your voice, you infamous wretch.”
“I think I’d like dinner at Dal Bolognese tonight,” Christopher said.
“Ah, things of the flesh and things of the spirit. Such an odd combination in an American. I want to know what you were like when you wrote those verses.”
“Young.”
“What was she like, the girl in the sonnets?”
“Oh, Molly-that was fifteen years ago. I invented her.”
“Were you the man of her dreams?”
“She didn’t like me at all, and when the book was published she liked me even less. She said people would think she wasn’t a virgin.”
“But you loved her.”
“I was crazy about her.”
“What was her name? Tell.”
“Shirley.”
“Shirley? Jesus-didn’t that discourage you?”
“All right, what was the name of your first love?”
“Paul Christopher,” Molly said. “That much is true. But now I find he has deceived me with a bird named Shirley. Paul, those poems are so good. I’m bloody jealous. Why don’t you write like that now, instead of doing journalism?”
“I’ve lost the touch.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because it didn’t matter.”
“It matters. What else haven’t you told me?”
“Quite a lot, Molly.”
“I’ve often thought so. Paul, I wish you’d talk.”
“I talk all the time. We agree that Red China should be in the United Nations. I ask you about Australia and your girlhood in the outback. I explore your reasons for hating kangaroos. I praise your body.”
Molly kissed him and raised his hand to her breast. “Yes, all that, but you never go deep. I dream about you, I see you in your past, I see you in Kuala Lumpur and in the Congo when you’re away. But you never speak-you’re making me invent you, as you invented that girl.”
“What do you want to know?”
“What is the worst wound you have ever suffered?”
“Ah, Molly-I’m bulletproof.”
“You’re covered with scars. Please tell me, Paul. I’ll not ask you another question, ever.”
Christopher sat up in bed, moving his body away from Molly’s, and pulled the sheet over both of them. “All right,” he said. “Cathy could not bear to be alone. Her life, our marriage, took place in bed. She was a hungry lover, not graceful as you are. She needed sex, she’d scream and wail. Once we were thrown out of a hotel in Spain-they thought we were using whips. I knew she slept with men when I was away. I had no rule about it-it was her body, she could use it as she wished. She thought that showed a lack of love. She’d never believe I couldn’t feel sexual jealousy.”
“I believe it,” Molly said.
Cathy had not been content to let their marriage die. She set out to kill it. Christopher realized soon after he met her that he had never been so aroused by a female; his desire for her showed him a part of his nature he had not known to exist; he was seized by a biological force that had nothing to do with the mind, and he was driven to have her as, he supposed, a father would be seized by the instinct to kill the man who attacked his child. Cathy was a lovely girl with elongated gray eyes like a cat’s, perfect teeth, a straight nose, a lithe, frank body. She had been sent to college, and then to Europe to study languages and art, but she did nothing. She had superstitions, but no ideas; she had learned to play the piano and talk and wear clothes. She was beautiful and wanted to be nothing else. “What do you want?” Christopher asked her as they walked along a beach in Spain. “Not what other girls want-I’m not domestic. No children, no career. I want, Paul, a perfect union with a man.”