Whenever she was with James she thought of her brother Henry who was growing more and more apprehensive every day because he had no son — except one bastard. Poor Henry! It was pleasant to be able to pity him when she considered her wrongs.
She talked to James again and again of her distrust of Albany.
“Why, my son,” she said, “it is a disgraceful state of affairs when you, the King of this realm, must wait upon the pleasure of your subjects!”
James listened eagerly; he was weary of restraint; he had begun to realize that as King he should not have to give way to the will of others. He longed to take what he considered to be his. This was no life for a king, and his mother assured him of this.
“Depend upon it,” she said, “we shall not long endure it.”
She was very conscious of the King’s Master Carver, and she was inclined to think that Harry Stuart was very conscious of her. Often she would look up to see his eyes fixed upon her, and there was a mixture of boldness and reverence in the glance.
She began to look for him as he did for her, and she would find her heartbeats quickening whenever he was near her. Sometimes at a meal their hands would touch and she was certain that the contact affected him as deeply as it did herself.
One day when she sat with the King, and Harry Stuart was among his attendants, she found him close to her and she bade him sit beside her.
This he did with alacrity and rather closer than he should. But she had always been attracted by his boldness.
He whispered: “Your Grace, I know your anxiety on behalf of the King’s Grace and the manner in which he is kept a prisoner. I wish to say that if there is aught I could do in the service of the King… in the service of Your Grace… willingly would I give my life.”
“Thank you,” she answered quietly.
“Your Grace, there are matters with which I would wish to acquaint you, but here… ”
“You wish to see me privately?”
“If Your Grace would grant me such an honor… ”
“Come to my apartments when I leave the King. I will arrange for you to see me alone.”
She could not entirely interpret his reception of such a favor. He looked like a young man in a dream — fearful yet ecstatic.
She caught his excitement and could scarcely wait for the moment when they should be alone. A notion had occurred to her that he was in love with her; she would have to deal with him very gently. All the same she was looking forward to listening to what he had to say.
He stood before her; then he knelt and taking both her hands kissed them.
“Well,” she asked, “what is this great secret you have to impart?”
He rose without her permission and, still keeping her hands imprisoned in his, he stood very close to her. She could see the long, dark eyelashes that set off his brilliant eyes; she saw the warm color in his cheeks. He was extremely handsome; so young and ardent.
“I dare not say it, now that I am in the presence of Your Grace, though I have rehearsed it a hundred times.”
“You had better speak,” she answered. “It would not please me to have granted this interview for no purpose.”
“Your Grace, I fear you may consider me overbold, but since you came to Stirling to be with the King I can neither eat nor sleep for thinking of you.”
“You are very young… ,” she began.
“Your Grace is young also. And if you were in truth old it would make no difference to my feeling. To me you seem without age… You are a Queen and I but the second son of a lord who is not of the first rank. But I am a man for all that, and Your Grace, you are a woman and it is not as Queen and subject that we can speak together this night.”
His emotions seemed to overcome him; he put his hand across his eyes and turned away; she thought he was about to stumble from the room, so she put out a hand to detain him.
Immediately as she touched him he swung round; he lifted her in his arms, for he was strong; she was conscious of his virility and her senses demanded that she meet his passion with her own.
With his arms about her, his lips on her throat, she could not uphold her pretense of reluctance because he could read the signs of passion as easily as she could.
“This is… f-folly,” she stammered.
“What glorious folly,” he cried. “I would willingly die on the morrow following a night of such folly.”
She was trying to remember that she was the Queen; that she was being driven by her emotions once more; but she could remember nothing but her body’s urgent need.
“Where could we be alone?” he whispered.
“Here,” she answered. “I have given orders that I am not to be disturbed.”
“Your Grace… my love… ”
“Oh, but you are a charming boy.”
“Not such a boy, as you shall discover,” he answered boastfully; and she was acquiescent to his demands, for they were her own.
And as they lay together she thought: Why not? There are some faithful men in the world. Why not this charming boy who is socially so far beneath me that he must always be grateful? He had been as passionate as any of her lovers; but a deal more reverent. He reminded her of Angus in the days at Stobhall — those days which she was longing to relive with a partner who would give love for love, fidelity for fidelity.
He said: “When can we be together again?”
“I do not know. We must be careful.”
“I feel reckless. I will take any chance rather than miss one minute of your company.”
“You are a foolish boy,” she told him fondly.
“Is it foolish then to love like this?”
“It would be if we were discovered.”
“Do you think I care what could be done to me? I would count death poor payment for the joy that has been mine.”
Such charming words from such charming lips! There should be many such meetings, she promised herself. The wounds inflicted by Albany were healing.
What did she care for Albany? Let him spend every night with the Fleming woman. She had a new lover; he was young, he was passionate, and he adored her. He betrayed it in every word and gesture.
Unsuitable? So far below her in rank? Young? Younger than she was?
What did she care?
The Queen was in love.
Albany had returned to Edinburgh and he had discovered that Margaret had become his enemy, that she was now seeking reconciliation with her brother and plotting for his, Albany’s, destruction.
He had made an enemy where he had had a friend, which was unfortunate. He longed to return home. The news of Anne was bad; he was furious with the Scots for refusing to carry war into England, and he was wasting his time here.
It was alarming that the Queen should be so often in the company of the King. He could see great danger there, for reports were constantly being brought to him that Margaret was inciting James to rebel against the restraint which was put on him.
He stood up in the Tolbooth and requested leave to go back to France where his wife was dangerously ill. This was denied him; he was told that his presence was needed in Scotland, and there lay his duty.
“Then,” he replied, “the King must be taken from the care of the Queen, for I see great trouble ahead of us if she is allowed to imbue him with ideas of rebellion against the restraint which we have been obliged to impose upon him.”
The lords of the Council agreed with this and it was arranged that Margaret should be separated from James, and his personal attendants replaced by others.
When the news was brought to Margaret, she was alarmed, and she did what was fast becoming a habit with her — she talked over her troubles with Harry.