“You’re saying they’re better than me?” Still seated, Shi lifted his eyes to meet Wang’s. “At least I wouldn’t kill myself just because someone told me some bullshit.”
“You think I would?”
“I have to be concerned about your safety.” That trademark smirk again.
“I think I would be much safer than you in such situations. You must know that a person’s ability to discern the truth is directly proportional to his knowledge.”
“I’m not sure about that. Take someone like you—”
“Be quiet, Da Shi!” General Chang said. “One more sentence and you’re out of here!”
“It’s okay,” Wang said. “Let him speak.” He turned to General Chang. “I’ve changed my mind. I will join the Frontiers of Science as you wish.”
“Good!” Shi nodded vigorously. “Stay alert after you join. Gather intelligence whenever it’s convenient. For example, glance at their computer screens, memorize e-mail or Web addresses—”
“That’s enough! You misunderstand me. I don’t want to be a spy. I just want to prove you’re an idiot!”
“If you remain alive after you’ve joined them for a while, that would be the best proof. But I’m afraid for you…” Shi lifted his face, and the smirk turned into a wolfish grin.
“Of course I’ll stay alive! But I never want to see you again.”
They kept Wang out of the way while the others left so he wouldn’t have to deal with Shi Qiang again. Then General Chang walked Wang all the way down the stairs and called for a car to take him back.
He said to Wang, “Don’t worry about Shi Qiang. That’s just his personality. He’s actually a very experienced beat officer and antiterrorism expert. Twenty years ago, he was a soldier in my company.”
As they approached the car, Chang added, “Professor Wang, you must have many questions.”
“What did everything you talked about in there have to do with the military?”
“War has everything to do with the army.”
Wang looked around in the spring sun, baffled. “But where is this war? This is probably the most peaceful period in history.”
Chang gave him an inscrutable smile. “You will know more soon. Everyone will know. Professor Wang, have you ever had anything happen to you that changed your life completely? Some event where afterward the world became a totally different place for you?”
“No.”
“Then your life has been fortunate. The world is full of unpredictable factors, yet you have never faced a crisis.”
Wang turned over the words in his mind, still not understanding. “I think that’s true of most lives.”
“Then most people have lived fortunately.”
“But… many generations have lived in this plain manner.”
“All fortunate.”
Wang laughed, shaking his head. “I have to confess that I’m not feeling very sharp today. Are you suggesting that—”
“Yes, the entire history of humankind has been fortunate. From the Stone Age till now, no real crisis has occurred. We’ve been very lucky. But if it’s all luck, then it has to end one day. Let me tell you: It’s ended. Prepare for the worst.”
Wang wanted to ask more, but Chang shook his head and said good-bye, preventing any more questions.
After Wang got into the car, the driver asked for his address. Wang gave it and asked, “Oh, were you the one who took me here? I thought it was the same type of car.”
“No, it wasn’t me. I took Dr. Ding here.”
Wang had a new idea. He asked the driver to take him to Ding’s address instead.
5
A Game of Pool
As soon as he opened the door to Ding Yi’s brand-new three-bedroom apartment, Wang smelled alcohol. Ding was lying on the sofa with the TV on, staring at the ceiling. The apartment was unfinished, with only a few pieces of furniture and little decoration, and the huge living room seemed very empty. The most eye-catching object was the pool table in the corner.
Ding didn’t seem annoyed by Wang’s unannounced visit. He was clearly in the mood to talk to someone.
“I bought the apartment about three months ago,” Ding said. “Why did I buy it? Did I really think she was going to become interested in starting a family?” His laugh sounded drunk.
“You two…” Wang wanted to know the details of Yang Dong’s life, but didn’t know how to ask the questions.
“She was like a star, always so distant. Even the light she shone on me was always cold.” Ding walked to one of the windows and looked up at the night sky.
Wang said nothing. All he wanted now was to hear her voice. But a year ago, as the sun sank in the west, when she and he had locked eyes for a moment, they had not spoken to each other. He had never heard her voice.
Ding waved his hand as though trying to flick something away. “Professor Wang, you were right. Don’t get involved with the police or the military. They’re all idiots. The deaths of those physicists had nothing to do with the Frontiers of Science. I’ve explained it to them many times, but I can’t get them to understand.”
“They seem to have conducted some independent investigation.”
“Yes, and the investigation’s scope was global. They should already know that two of the dead never had any contact with the Frontiers of Science, including… Yang Dong.” Ding seemed to have trouble saying her name.
“Ding Yi, you know that I am already involved. So… as far as why Yang made the choice that… she did, I’d like to know. I think you must know some of it.” Wang thought he must sound very foolish as he tried hard to disguise his real intent.
“If you know more, you’ll only get pulled in deeper. Right now you’re just superficially involved, but with more knowledge your spirit will be drawn in as well, and then it will mean real trouble.”
“I work in applied research. I’m not as sensitive as you theoreticians.”
“All right, then. Do you play pool?” Ding walked to the pool table.
“I used to play a little in college.”
“She and I loved to play. It reminded us of particles colliding in the accelerator.” Ding picked up two balls: one black and one white. He set the black ball next to one of the pockets, and placed the white ball about ten centimeters from the black ball. “Can you pocket the black ball?”
“This close? Anyone can do it.”
“Try.”
Wang picked up the cue, struck the white ball lightly, and drove the black ball into the pocket.
“Good. Come, now let’s move the table to a different location.” Ding directed the confused Wang to pick up the heavy table. Together they moved it to another corner of the living room, next to a window. Then Ding scooped out the black ball, set it next to the pocket, and again picked up the white ball and set it down about ten centimeters away. “Think you can do it again?”
“Of course.”
“Go for it.”
Again, Wang easily made the shot.
Ding waved his hands. “Let’s move it again.” They lifted the table and set it down in a third corner of the living room. Ding set up the two balls as before. “Go.”
“Listen, we—”
“Go!”
Wang shrugged helplessly. He managed to pocket the black ball a third time.
They moved the table two more times: once next to the door of the living room, and finally back to the original location. Ding set up the two balls twice more, and Wang twice more made his shot. By now both were slightly winded.
“Good, that’s the conclusion of the experiment. Let’s analyze the results.” Ding lit a cigarette before continuing, “We ran the same experiment five times. Four of the experiments differed in both location and time. Two of the experiments were at the same location but different times. Aren’t you shocked by the results?” He opened his arms exaggeratedly. “Five times! Every colliding experiment yielded the exact same result!”