There was no point in staying any longer.
In this mood, Serlo would only attack him.
Richer was at the outer door when he heard the miller’s next words. The shock made his hand stay on the door, and he knew that, were he to move, he must topple and crash to the floor.
‘Well?’ Serlo taunted. ‘One of my boys died because of a fire, but your whole family went up in smoke. I wonder who was responsible for that, eh?’
Richer shook his head blindly, pulled the door open and stumbled out into the warm afternoon sun.
‘So, Father Adam,’ Baldwin said as he and Simon followed the priest out from the hall. ‘What do you think of this news?’
Adam stopped and faced the two men. ‘I think it’s nonsense. How could anyone suggest such a thing! Athelina broke her heart after losing her man, and it led to those terrible events. That’s all there is to it. It’s sad, but of course she did it.’
‘I should have expected you to defend the members of the vill,’ Baldwin said.
‘I just don’t believe this fabrication you have put together.’
‘Did she turn down your advances?’ Simon demanded.
The priest’s response was enough to confirm Ivo’s allegation. Adam paled and his lips flattened like apples in a press. Then he hissed, ‘How dare you suggest such a thing. I refuse to speak further.’
‘The other woman: Julia. What’s she doing in your household?’ Simon said, ignoring his protests.
‘She is my maid. She looks after me and that is all.’ And at that Adam spun around to march home. He would say nothing more to the uncouth son of an Oxford tavern whore.
The Bailiff and the knight wouldn’t understand anyway. Such men were too rooted in the here and now to be able to comprehend the sort of thing he attempted: to do good to others as Jesus would have wanted.
Except Jesus would have tried to look after Athelina as well, he reminded himself.
To Father Adam’s annoyance, the two wouldn’t leave him. They walked with him, one on either side, and Baldwin studied him as they went.
The priest was white with fury after Simon’s bluntness, and although such a rage might have meant his decencies had been offended, Baldwin shrewdly guessed that there was more to the man’s mood than pique. After all, a rural priest was as aware as any peasant of the realities of fornication, and many would make their own use of the women of a vill. He glanced at Simon and nodded. Ivo was right.
Baldwin spoke again in a more conciliatory tone. ‘Father, we have to understand your position if we’re to learn who killed this woman.’
‘No one else was involved, I tell you! Scratches on her neck? It was probably the hemp that did it.’
‘Father!’ Baldwin called, and this time Adam stopped. There was a depth of tone that brooked no argument.
‘What?’ he snapped.
Baldwin walked slowly up to Adam, a frown on his face as he approached to within a pace. Adam recoiled, but he gripped his cross and held it tight in his fist. ‘Don’t hurt me, Knight!’
‘I should hardly dare do so,’ Baldwin said. ‘You are a man of God and I trust you to do your best by the people here. My good friend Bishop Walter of Exeter would not be thankful to me for breaking the head of one of his priests, would he?’
‘Then what do you want with me?’
‘The truth! This maid is dead, and we believe that she was murdered. Imagine, Adam, a man throwing a cord about your neck. He’s behind you as you walk into your house, and as you fumble for a spark from your steel, the rope is over your head and you’re being throttled. Imagine being lifted by that intolerable bond, slowly dying as your breath rattles in a throat that is so constricted you can’t fill your lungs, and imagine the sense leaving your body. The little spots bursting out on your flesh, your eyes bulging, your tongue filling your whole mouth, and all the while, perhaps, you can see your children lying before you, both murdered. All you can do is try to haul that cord from your neck, but although you tear your own flesh, there is no escape from encroaching death. And then you die. Imagine all that, Adam, and tell me — dare to tell me — that you won’t help us.’
Adam held his stare without flinching. ‘A nice story. One to scare the children perhaps, but not me. I’m a priest, damn you! You accuse me of molesting my own maid and then ask my help?’
Simon stepped over to Baldwin’s side. ‘Tell us about her, then. Whose child does she raise if not yours?’
‘I will not talk to you!’ Adam blurted out angrily. ‘How could you suggest that I, a man of God, could do such a thing? I am sworn to celibacy.’
‘Such things are not unknown,’ Baldwin pointed out.
‘They may not be unknown where you come from, but for me it is entirely unknown. In God’s name, I swear I am innocent.’
‘Then help us! Supposing we are right, who could have wished her harm?’
Adam held his gaze for some moments, but then he had to look away. There was a depth of intensity about this knight’s stare that made him uncomfortable. It was as though the fellow was stripping away all of the skins with which he had covered himself until only the bare soul remained, and he was still too ashamed about that to be able to talk about it. Looking down, he shook his head, but as the silence grew intolerable, he spoke quietly.
‘Sadly, some could have wished to harm her. The man who owned her cottage, Serlo, wanted money. Since his apprentice died last year, he’s been in financial trouble. Then there were men who desired her body, I have no doubt, and sometimes wives of such men can do murder in jealousy and anger, protecting their family by destroying the woman who threatens their stability.’
‘Serlo?’ Baldwin mused. ‘Why should he wish to kill her if he knew he could evict her?’
Adam grunted. ‘Perhaps he thought he might persuade her to give herself to him so that he might have an alternative rent from her?’
Baldwin glanced at Simon. ‘Perhaps. Yet why should he then kill her?’
‘Some men do not enjoy rejection.’
‘More likely that he would rape her. For a woman to prove rape is all but impossible normally,’ Baldwin said.
‘True enough — in fact, the Constable is Serlo’s brother Alex, so it would be still more difficult for a woman to win a case of rape in this vill.’
‘Could there be another man who loathed her for some reason?’
‘I do not know.’
Baldwin eyed him. There was something Father Adam was keeping back, he felt sure. ‘Did you know this woman well yourself?’
‘Are you suggesting again that …’
‘No. I am trying to understand her, and through her, her murderer. Was she incontinent?’
‘No. I believe she was honourable. I never heard that she was the sort of woman to take many lovers.’
‘So another man could have been jealous of her affection?’
‘It’s possible.’
‘How did she afford that house?’ Simon asked. ‘If she had to rent it, did her husband leave her a lot of money?’
‘No,’ Adam said before thinking, and then scowled at the ground by his feet.
‘So how did she pay?’ Simon demanded.
‘Her lover paid.’
At this moment, Sir Jules and Nicholas appeared in the doorway to the hall in the church house. Baldwin beckoned for them to join him. Sir Jules’s face, Baldwin saw, had lost its greenish hue, and now he looked simply anxious. Nicholas did not join them, but set off towards the castle as Simon continued questioning Adam.
‘Athelina was not made pregnant by her lover.’ Adam said. ‘She was a widow, and both boys had a legitimate father. Athelina was a good wife, and it was her misfortune that her husband died young.’
‘What of your maid?’
‘She was persuaded by a man that he would marry her, but then he left her some months after she came with child. I took her and the baby in to protect her from endless censure. At least as my maid, she would always have food and drink.’