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The Touch by F. Paul Wilson
Acknowledgments
The following individuals, all with doctorates in various fields, helped with the writing of this book in ways great and small in matters related and unrelated to their fields of expertise.
John DePalma, D.O.
Anthony Lombardino, M.D.
Martin Seidenstein, M.D.
Nancy Spruill, Ph.D.
Steven Spruill, Ph.D.
Albert Zuckerman, D.F.A.
APRIL
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Dr. Alan Buhner
"Can you feel this?"
Alan gently pricked the skin of her right leg with a needle.
Fear glittered in the woman's moist eyes as she shook her head.
"Ohmygod, she can't feel it!"
Alan turned to the daughter, whose face was the same shade of off-white as the curtains surrounding and isolating them from the rest of the emergency room.
"Would you wait outside for just a minute, please." He made sure his tone would indicate that he was not making a request.
The daughter found the slit in the curtains and disappeared.
Alan turned back to the mother and studied her as she lay on the gurney in the fluorescent-lit limbo, letting his mind page through what he remembered of Helen Jonas. Not much. Borderline diabetes and mild essential hypertension. She hadn't been to the office for two years, and on that occasion had been dragged in by her daughter. Half an hour ago, Alan had been sitting at home watching a rerun of The Honeymooners when the call had come from the emergency room that one of his patients had arrived, unable to walk or talk.
He had already made his diagnosis but followed through with the rest of the examination. He moved the needle to the back of Helen's right hand.
"How about this?"
Again she shook her head.
He leaned over and touched the point to her left hand and she jerked it away. He then ran his thumbnail up from her bare right heel along the sole of her foot. The toes flared upward. He raised her right hand and told her to squeeze. The fingers didn't move. He let go and the arm dropped back to the mattress like dead meat.
"Smile," he said, showing her a toothy grin.
The lady tried to imitate him, but only the left half of her face responded. Her right cheek and the right side of her mouth remained immobile.
"How about the eyebrows?" He oscillated his own, Groucho Marx style.
Both of the woman's eyebrows moved accordingly.
He listened to her heart and to her carotid arteries—normal rhythm, no murmur, no bruits.
Alan straightened up.
"It's a stroke, Helen. An artery—"
He heard the daughter say, "Oh, no!" behind the curtain, but he continued speaking. He would deal with her later. The main thing now was to reassure Helen.
"An artery on the left side of your brain has blocked off and you've lost the power on the right side of your body."
The voice came through the curtain again: "Ohmygod, I knew it! She's paralyzed!"
Why didn't she shut up? He knew the daughter was frightened, and he could appreciate that, but the daughter was not his primary concern at the moment, and she was only making a bad situation worse for her mother.
"How long it will last, Helen, I don't know. You'll probably get some strength back; maybe all of it, and maybe none. Exactly how much and exactly how soon are impossible to say right now."
He put her good hand in his. She squeezed. "We're going to get you upstairs right now and start running some tests in the morning. We'll start some physical therapy, too. We'll take good care of you and check out the rest of you while you're here. The stroke is over and done with. So don't waste time worrying about it. It's history. From now on you work on getting back use of that arm and leg."
She smiled lopsidedly and nodded. Finally he pulled his hand away and said, "Excuse me," as he turned and stepped through the curtains to where the daughter was talking to the air.
"Whatamygonnadoo? I gotta call Charlie! I gotta call Rae! Whatamygonnadoo?"
Alan put his hand on her shoulder and gave her trapezius a gentle squeeze. She flinched and stopped her yammering.
"You're gonna clam up, okay?" he said in a low voice. "All you're doing is upsetting her."
"But whatamygonnadoo? I've got so much to do! I gotta—"
He squeezed again, a little harder. "The most important thing for you to do right now is go stand by her and tell her how she's going to come stay with you for a while after she gets out of the hospital and how you're going to have everybody over for Easter."
She stared at him. "But I'm not…"
"Sure you are."
"You mean she's going to be coming home?"
Alan smiled and nodded. "Yeah. In a week, maybe. She thinks she's going to die here. She's not. But she needs someone holding her hand now and talking about the near future, how life's going to go on and how she's going to be part of it." He steered her toward the curtains. "Get in there."
McClain, head nurse for the ER, pushing sixty and built like the Berlin wall, saw him from the desk and held up an LP tray with a questioning look. Alan shook his head. He'd checked out Helen's eyegrounds and had seen no evidence of increased intracranial pressure. No use putting the old lady through a spinal tap if there was no need for it.
Alan signed the orders, wrote the admitting note, then dictated the history and physical.
After giving final reassurances and saying good night to Helen Jonas and her daughter, Alan finally got out of the hospital, into his Eagle, and on his way back home. He drove slowly, taking the short route through downtown Monroe, where all the buildings clustered around the tiny harbor like anxious bathers waiting for a signal from the lifeguard. He liked the solitude of a late night drive through the shopping district. During the day the streets would be stop-and-go all the way. But at this hour, especially now that all the construction was done and he didn't have to dodge excavations or follow detour signs, he could cruise, adjusting his speed so he could hit the lights just right. A smooth ride, now that the trolley tracks had been covered with asphalt. He pushed a cassette into the player and The Crows came on, singing "Oh, Gee."
He watched the clapboarded shop fronts slip by. He hadn't been in favor of the downtown restoration at first when the Village Council—why did Long Island towns insist on calling themselves villages?—had decided to redo the harborfront in a Nineteenth Century whaling motif. Never mind that any whaling in this vicinity of the North Shore had been centered to the east in places like Oyster Bay and Cold Spring Harbor, the village wanted a make-over. Passing the newly faced seafood restaurants, clothing stores, and antique shops, Alan had to admit that it looked good. The former lackluster hodgepodge of storefronts had taken on a new, invigorated personality, fitting perfectly with the white-steepled First Presbyterian Church and the brick-fronted town hall. Monroe was now something more than just another of the larger towns along Long Island's "Preferred North Shore."
The illusion almost worked. He could almost imagine Ishmael, harpoon on shoulder, walking down to the harbor toward the Pequod… passing the new Video Shack.
Well, nothing was perfect.
A red light finally caught him and he pulled to a stop. As he waited, he watched Clubfoot Annie—the closest thing Monroe had to a shopping bag lady—hobble across the street in front of him. Alan had no idea of her real name; neither, so far as he knew, did anybody else. She was known to everyone simply as Clubfoot Annie.