The Witch and her crew were still in there, still holding out, untouchablebehind the barrier only Ala-eh-din Beyh had been able to penetrate. How thehell did they survive in there?
One popular theory held that they hadn't. It contended that the Witch and allof Nakar's people had killed themselves after their master's fall.
Bel-Sidek did not believe that, though he had no evidence to the contrary.
From behind him Meryel asked, "Is it the old man?"
Without turning, he replied, "How did you know?"
"You only brood when you're troubled by someone you love. I think you've madeyour peace with yourself about your son and your wife."
Bel-Sidek's son, Hastra, was another of those who had not come home from Dakes- Souetta. As Meryel's husband had not. Hastra, his only child, the star ofhis heart. For years he had brooded the what-ifs. What if there had been noDartar treachery at Dak-es-Souetta? Win or lose, would the poisonous hatredstill blacken his blood? Was he, like so many men he knew, hanging everything on the horns of the Dartar demon, so to evade taking anyresponsibility that was his own? He'd never worked that out, only come torealize that the brooding was as pathetic and pointless as the howling of adog over the still form of a fallen master.
The wife was another story. The wife had nothing to do with win or lose orDartar treachery. The woman, whose very name he strove to drive from his mind, had deserted him almost before his wounds had healed. With the connivance and blessing of her family. Almost unheard-of in Qushmarrah, a dowry abandoned.
But they'd had an eye for the main chance. And who wanted a cripple in the family? Political or physical?
"There's you," bel-Sidek said.
"I never give you cause to brood."
True. Quite true.
The wife had run to one of the new breed of Qushmarrahans, that the Herodianswere making over in their own image. The man had adopted all the approveddress and manners and had taken the conquering god for his own. And he hadprospered, collaborating with the army of occupation. And then he had died ofan inability to breathe, for which bel-Sidek had had no responsibility at all.
He suspected the General had given the order. He had not asked, and neverwould.
"Is it something you want to talk about?"
"I don't think so." Out there, beneath that fog, men were moving. Some werevillains and some were soldiers of the Living. There would be bodies in themorning. And who would know which had been slain by whom? The General, perhaps.
Let Fa'tad play his transparent games and take away the day. The nightbelonged to the old order, and would come out of the shadows someday soon.
"Maybe I do want to talk," he said. He closed the filigreed doors to thebalcony, turned to face his companion.
Meryel was seven years older than he. Her skin was too dark and her featurestoo coarse for her ever to have been thought beautiful. Or even pretty. Agenerous dowry had helped her marry well.
She was too short and too fat and dressed with the eye for style of agoatherd. She drank rivers of date wine, proscribed by both Aram and theHerodians' tempestuous god. She was, invariably, inevitably, an embarrassmentin public. She said the wrong things at the wrong times and burst into gigglesin the wrong places.
She was his best friend.
"He's shutting me out. More and more, he's hiding things from me. He didn'tused to send me away when he wanted to meet with somebody. But the last sixmonths ..."
"You distrust his reasons?"
"No."
"Does he distrust you?"
"No. Of course not. How could he and live with me?"
"You don't think it's the normal course of security?"
"No."
"You do talk where you shouldn't."
Bel-Sidek looked at her sharply.
"Here. To me."
"I'm sure you've been checked every way he can imagine." He knew she had, knew the General trusted her almost as much as he trusted her himself.
"Should I be flattered? Is it just that your feelings are hurt, then?"
"No. Maybe. I guess that's part of it. But I'm worried for him, too."
"And have you considered the chance that his ego is involved, too?"
"How so?"
"I don't know. I don't know what he's up to. I do know he thinks enough of you to have made you his adjutant. Of all those who would have taken it. To me that says he values your opinion. Maybe that's why he's shutting you out." "I don't follow that."
"He's a sick old man. He doesn't have much time. He knows that. He's desperate for results before he goes. Maybe he has a scheme he knows you wouldn't approve." "That's possible."
She really was quite a remarkable woman, so inept in some ways and so damnably competent in others. In a culture wholly dominated by males she had established her independence, if not equality. She had managed that because she understood money, power, and the power of money.
The one truly daring thing she had done was, on hearing the first grim whispers from Dak-es-Souetta, to assume that her husband was among the dead.
She had moved instantly to assume an iron grip on both his fortune and her dowry, and had not been the slightest bit hesitant to use force and terror to stay the claims of both families. They said she had had her own father beaten. And yet ... she could not cope in the society into which her wealth had propelled her.
Nor did she care, apparently. Apparently all she wanted was the power to make half the human race leave her alone. Amazing contradictions these days, bel-Sidek reflected. Meryel was a boil on the face of all the old man held holy, yet he must approve of her, if not for bel-Sidek's sake, then for the sake of the coffers of the Living. She was one of the movement's strongest supporters. What a tangle of ethics and traditions had come out of one day's dying.
"That could explain it," bel-Sidek admitted. "But I don't like it."
"Of course you don't. If you were going to like it you'd know everything there was to know already. Wouldn't you?"
"I suppose." He opened the filigreed doors and stepped out onto the balcony.
Qushmarrah had not changed in his absence. The tide of fog had risen a littlehigher, that was all. The air was so damnably still that the boundary betweenfog and not-fog was as sharp as a saber's edge. As he watched, a man camestriding up out of it like some thing of dark legend marching out of the mistsof nightmare.
What a turn of mind tonight, he thought. The man was probably a baker on hisway to work.
Meryel said, "Since you aren't in a mood for anything else, why not talkbusiness? I have two ships coming in from Benagra. I'll need reliable men tounload them."
It was how they had come to meet. He was khadifa of the waterfront. She hadstrong interests in shipping, gently helped to grow by the gentlemen of theLiving. Her captains imported the arms that dared not be smithed anywhere inQushmarrah.
As Azel strode up out of the fog he was thinking that there was still a chancehe could get some sleep tonight, but he'd have to forget about getting awayfor any fishing or hunting. He had been out of touch in several directions andit looked like things were going to happen. A week away and he might return toa chaos he could not unravel.
He glanced at the hulking blot of the citadel, wondered if the Witch wasgetting any sleep tonight. Probably. She thought she was like the citadelitself: above the dirt and turmoil of Qushmarrah.
She might end up learning the hard way.
He crested the hill, putting the harbor side behind him. Ahead lay the Hahr, the most prosperous quarter of the Old City. Behind lay the Shu, the poorestand most densely populated quarter, where sons had stacked homes beside andatop those of their fathers till half the quarter was like some enormous madmud daubers' nest where anyone who lived off the thoroughfares first had toclimb up to the sunlight and cross the rooftops in order to reach a street.