Melanie looked the littlest bit ashamed. “I’m really sorry,” she said. “But I couldn’t get to the grapes and I felt bad interrupting, but . . .” She shook her head.
“It’s not a big deal,” I assured her, taking a napkin and looking once more for the grapes. “I did tell Felicia I’d get the grapes for her.”
“Let’s look here,” she said, lifting the cover off a bowl, exposing the contained fruit inside.
I smiled at the woman whose relationship with Nathaniel had haunted me for so long. All the days I’d spent upset that he had kissed her. The shock and dismay I’d felt when Elaina told me she had never been his submissive. Even the anger I’d felt as Nathaniel relegated his so-called failure with her. I placed the grapes into my waiting napkin and realized all I felt for her now was a faint sort of kindness.
Two hours later, I made my way down the makeshift aisle in Elaina and Todd’s backyard. I hated being the center of attention in any way, and for the first few minutes, all I thought about was all the people watching me.
That ended as soon as I looked up to the front and noticed Nathaniel. I’d not had a chance to fully appreciate him earlier. When he pulled me to him, he’d been too close for me to get a good look at just how impressive he appeared. Walking down the aisle, I took it all in—the way his tuxedo hung just so on his shoulders, how the black in his jacket contrasted the deep green of his eyes, the way his pants brushed the tops of his shoes, and his hair, as always, in the disarray I loved so much.
It was as if his gaze and his gaze alone drew me forward. I almost felt the heat coming from his expression and wondered, in some offhanded way, if anyone else noticed. At that moment, it didn’t seem so crazy to think he’d one day be waiting for me at a different altar, at a different time, for an oh so very similar reason. The thought made me smile.
You are breathtaking, he mouthed once I reached the altar.
You’re one to talk, I mouthed back.
He shook his head in disbelief and, somewhere in the background, the soft strands of a harp began to play.
I noticed Felicia had made it to the front only when she blocked my view of Nathaniel. I mentally scolded myself for not paying closer attention. How embarrassing if anyone realized my focus rested on the best man, not the bride, and I resolved to do better.
But as the minister welcomed everyone and Felicia and Jackson exchanged the vows that would bind them together forever, my mind wandered back to Nathaniel. Our gazes met, and I smiled again.
Anything seemed possible.
Chapter Fourteen
—NATHANIEL—
After the ceremony, the wedding guests stood around, drinking cocktails and eating hors d’oeuvres while Todd and Elaina’s backyard was changed into a reception hall. In no time, I took Abby in my arms for our dance together as best man and maid of honor.
“Happy sigh?” she asked, pulling back slightly as a familiar piano melody started to play.
“Happy sigh,” I said. “Jackson and Felicia are married. I met your dad and got along with him—”
“Was there any doubt?”
“I always factor in doubt. It’s part of my business mentality.”
“This isn’t business.”
I tightened my arms. “I know. But it’s a part of who I am. Besides, you didn’t let me finish.”
“Finish what?” she asked, settling back into my embrace.
I traced a hand across her shoulders and down her back. “Explaining my happy sigh.”
“Of course. Continue.”
“Where was I?” I said. “Oh, yes, I remember. My cousin has just married. I have a new cousin-in-law. The most amazing woman in the world is dancing with me, and the best news is, she’s going home with me tonight.”
“That’s the best news?”
I swirled us around and caught sight of Melanie talking with Linda. I had almost been rude to her earlier. Thankfully, Abby had been around to temper my attitude. And, truth be told, having Melanie catch me in a passionate embrace with Abby hadn’t been that bad. If there had been any doubt I was off-limits, the point had been made now.
“Yes,” I said, answering her question. “It’s been far too long since I’ve had you in my bed.”
“Nathaniel.”
“Admit it. You feel it, too.”
Her hand dipped down so it rested below my waist. Low enough to prove her point, but not quite low enough to be considered inappropriate. “Of course I feel it,” she said.
“I’m looking forward to having you in my arms as I sleep tonight,” I said, tightening my arms around her.
“Sleep? Is that all?”
“No, but if I talk about it too much, I may drag you up to a spare bedroom or haul you into a closet.”
“And that would be bad because . . . ?” she teased, pushing her hips against me.
I bent my head and gave her earlobe a sharp bite, right where she liked it. “Because I’m going to take my time once I get you home.”
Her breathing was short and ragged. “I thought you agreed to hard and fast first?”
I ground my hips against hers, hoping the movement was inconspicuous to any onlooking wedding guests. “I’ve changed my mind.”
“Changed your mind?” she asked, and I realized we weren’t dancing so much anymore, just swaying side to side as the music played.
I moved us forward into more of a dancing motion. “I’ve changed my mind. I’m going to thoroughly enjoy taking my time with you.”
“Hmph,” she said, but didn’t argue.
I hid my smile in her hair. She was so fucking cute when she was flustered.
The ride home was a torture of sorts. I kept my hand in Abby’s, and she passed time by drawing tiny figure eights on it. We spoke of the wedding details, laughing over a few slips, discussing various wedding guests and agreeing how nice it was the paparazzi were nowhere in sight for the entire event. It was an altogether simple conversation, especially considering how tightly strung we both were. How each sweep of her finger on my hand seemed to reach directly to my groin.
“I have to take Apollo out,” I said when I pulled into the drive. I loved Apollo, really, but at times, I wished he were potty-trained.
“I’ll wait upstairs,” she said.
“Foyer, please.”
One of her eyebrows rode in the pale silvery light of the house. “Okay.”
I kissed her cheek as I helped her out of the car. “Thank you.”
After I took Apollo outside and we made it back into the house, I locked the door behind me. She waited for me, rocking slightly on her heels.
“Is there a reason you wanted me to wait for you here?” she asked, eyes full of mischief.
I shrugged out of my jacket and dropped it on the floor. “Do you remember the time I had you spend the entire weekend naked?”
“Vaguely,” she teased.
I nodded to the stairs. “And I took you there, on the third step?”
“You remember the step?”
I made it to her and I placed a hand on each of her shoulders. “I remember everything. I remember looking at you, here in the foyer as you waited for me, and realizing even then that you belonged here. With me.”
“That weekend?” Her breath swept warm against my neck.
“Yes. I knew without a doubt, that weekend.”
“I never knew.”
“I know.”
I tipped her head so our eyes met.
“ ‘There is a Lady sweet and kind,
Was never a face so pleased my mind;
I did but see her passing by.’ ”