I couldn’t help but compare my actions and plans with Abby to what I’d done with my previous submissives. I took care of them, of course, but even after a day like the one I’d just put her through, they would have slept in the submissive bedroom. Never, never in my bed.
I asked myself if it was different because it was our bedroom? If Abby had never agreed to move in with me, would I have had her rest down the hall?
No. I knew, even if she’d kept her apartment, she would be resting in my bed.
The shadows in the room were growing long when she finally stirred. I kept my hand on her shoulder, lightly caressing her while she woke. She stretched against me, unknowingly pushing her backside into my groin and releasing a soft moan.
She is sore.
I had water and Motrin waiting for her, but the most important thing in that moment was for her to know I was with her. She’d fallen asleep in the playroom; she might have been disoriented.
I propped myself up on an elbow and whispered to her. “You’re in our bedroom,” I said. “When you feel like getting up, let me know.”
“Mmmm,” she mumbled, still half asleep.
“I made chicken Caesar salads for dinner tonight,” I said, knowing it was one of her favorite light meals. “I thought maybe we’d go down to the hot tub when you got up.”
She became more talkative in the hot tub. Especially when I suggested she sleep in our bed for the night.
She twisted in my lap and faced me. “May I ask a question, Master?”
“Yes,” I said, pleased that she felt more comfortable talking with me during a weekend. “Of course. Speak freely.”
“If I wasn’t me,” she said. “If I was one of your other submissives, would you be asking me to share your bed?”
“No. But I fail to see what that has to do with anything.”
“If the bedroom down the hall was good enough for them, why isn’t it good enough for me?”
A strand of hair had slipped from her ponytail and dangled in front of her eyes. I tucked it behind her ear. “You aren’t one of my previous submissives,” I said. “You’re you.”
“I don’t want you to treat me differently.”
“I appreciate that, but everything about you is different. And,” I said, lifting her chin slightly with my hand. “My previous subs were experienced. You are not.”
Her nostrils flared. “And I fail to see what that has to do with anything,” she said, repeating my words to me.
“Are you being petulant again?” I asked, partly teasing, but partly serious.
“No, Master,” she replied quickly. “I just want you to explain it to me.”
I took a deep breath. “Would you agree that our time in the playroom today was longer than ever?” I asked. “And more intense?”
She nodded.
“There can be certain”—I searched for the word I needed—“feelings after such intense and lengthy play,” I said. “It can be hard—coming down.”
She sat, deep in thought for a few minutes. “Is it the same for you?”
“Yes,” I said. “But I’ve gotten used to it. I know what to expect. How I react. And I have ways to deal with it.”
“Would you mind if I don’t sleep in our bedroom tonight?” she asked. “It’s just, I want you to be the exact same with me as you were with your previous submissives.”
“You want to stay in the other bedroom tonight?” I knew I’d never treat her exactly like I did my previous submissives, but I did appreciate the context of her request.
“I’d like to,” she said, running a tentative hand down my chest. I stifled a groan. Sore as she probably was, I didn’t want her to do anything else strenuous.
“Promise me you’ll come to me if you need to talk?” I asked. “Or at the very least, call Christine?”
“I promise.”
“We’ll still talk tomorrow,” I said. “Probably Monday as well. I want to make sure you’re okay.”
“I’m fine,” she assured me.
“Are you sore?”
“Just slightly.” She shifted in my lap. “Nothing horribly uncomfortable.”
“I want you to take more Motrin before you go to sleep tonight. You’ll probably really feel sore tomorrow.” I’d planned for a very relaxing Sunday, nothing too active or intensely physical. I dropped my lips down to hers and gave her a quick kiss. “You’ll let me know if anything feels too uncomfortable?”
She smiled against my lips. “Yes, Master.”
On Sunday, after I took off her collar, I pulled her to the couch and started rubbing her feet. It had not escaped me that she felt more comfortable talking while we touched, and I wanted her comfortable while we talked. Plus, it helped soothe me.
“Favorite thing we did this weekend?” I asked by way of leading off.
She dropped her head back against the couch and sighed. “When you took me yesterday. It was so surreal. All of yesterday was. I can’t even remember parts of it.” She smiled. “Did you carry me to the bedroom? I don’t remember walking.”
“Yes. You were completely out of it.”
“Is that normal?”
“It obviously is for you,” I said. “I was expecting you to crash, though, based on your previous reactions.”
“I want to feel that way again,” she said, with an evil gleam in her eyes.
“Excellent. I want to make you feel that way again.”
She reached for one of my legs. “Why don’t you swing your legs up here and let me rub your feet?”
“No. Let me do this for you.”
“I’d like to return the favor.”
“Remember when I told you how I had ways to handle my own feelings when I came down?” I asked.
“Yes.”
“This is one of them.” I worked on the upper part of her foot. “It helps me.” She didn’t say anything. “It’s not that I did this with my previous submissives, because I didn’t. I’ve just found it helps with you.” I cocked an eyebrow. “Humor me?”
She thrust her foot into my hand harder. “Sure, as long as you make it good.”
I brought her foot to my lips and kissed the soft underside. “Don’t I always?”
She only shivered in response, so I dropped her foot back down and continued rubbing.
“Least favorite thing we did all weekend?” I asked.
“No question,” she said. “I hate crawling. Hated it. Hated it. Hated it.”
“Really?” I asked. Not that her answer surprised me. I’d noticed her look of displeasure a few times.
“Yes, I don’t want to do it a lot.”
“That’s too bad,” I said. “That you didn’t like it, I mean.”
“You liked it?” She lifted her head up off the arm of the couch. “Tell me you didn’t like it.”
“I liked it,” I said, and she just groaned.
“Why? Why can’t you like me kissing your feet? Why do you have to like the crawling?”
“Because when you kiss my feet, it doesn’t show off your ass.”
“What?”
“I said.” I smiled. “When you kiss my feet, it doesn’t show off your ass.”
“You were watching my ass while I crawled?”
“What did you think I was doing?” I asked. I ran a hand up her bare thigh and tickled the edge of her shorts. “You have an incredible ass.”
“I’ll take your word for it. I’ve never seen it.”
“That’s no problem. I have pictures.”
Her cheeks flushed. “Oh, hell.”
I chuckled. “Want me to get them?”
“No.”
“Later then,” I said, resuming my work on her feet.
“Hmph,” she replied. After a few seconds, she spoke again. “So you’re going to make me crawl again?”